2/7'o7 class gathering !
Chennai Trip !
Emo emo emo ):
I hate the release of results .
I dread it .
I don't want to go to school tomorrow .
I don't want to face reality .
I'm not ready for it after being hit hard in the face twice .
& This is for some bitches/bastards out there :
Put yourself in my shoes and tell me ..
How would you feel if I shouted in class telling everyone how badly you did ?
How would you feel if I kept on repeating it and telling it to those who can help rub the salt on the wound for you ?
How would you feel if I compared my results which are way much better than yours to mine ?
How would you feel if I keep demoralizing you saying failure ?
How would you feel if I laughed at your face ?
Imagine a day's worth of pain .
Inside I was weeping, outside I'm acting as if I don't care a single thing .
I can't afford to breakdown in front of everyone .
Its hard having classmates that are insensitive towards your feelings .
Very hard especially when you are the odd girl in class ...
I feel very discriminated somehow ):
I don't belong here at all .
I want to runaway one day and relieve myself of all these pain .