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Sunday, August 31; IHAVEGOTNOGOODTITLETODAY
11:40 AM

(abandoned ruth and hema... i feel so bad) 

Taken from Xiu Hao's blog, post dated 30 august .

Shout out to Xiu Hao : 
YES YOU MUST FEEL BAD . 
YOU MADE US WAIT 15 MINS FOR YOU HOR . ;D
AND LATER ABANDON US .

LOL .
This is just another random post from me .

Saturday, August 30; WOOHOO ITS WEEKENDS + HOLIDAYS :DDDDDDD
5:48 PM

Well, my first holiday weekend morning was spent at school .
I screwed up my group's IPW presentation .
Then went to Mac with Lingjie & Wen Xuan-jie LOL .
FYI, Wen Xuan is a guy .
Anyway, we crapped about food and stuff .
LOL .
Then home-d .
Got a little upset but I treated myself to another ice-cream .
Yes, its 4 days in a row that I ate ice-cream ^^

:DDDDDD loves !

I've just caught a cold and a really bad cough that after every 25 words I speak, I cough for 1 minute non stop .
Not exaggerating .
I'm getting the feeling that I'm not going to have a sick-free holiday .
* coughs coughs .
&& Ohhhh I love my brother .
He's super sweet to me today .
;D
Presenting the most adorable family member of mine :D

My cute brother ;D

Any resemblance ? Hahahs .
Ignore the siblings .
I look so childish (:


Okay, back to the post .
I went to meet Valenlyn and help her choose her specs design etc .
LOL .
She gave me a hard time .
But I chose something new and something that makes her look nerd-cool .
Hahahahs !
& later sent her to the bus stop behind my house :D
Had a nice chat with her about friday .
We saw Jolene on the way to the bus stop (:


Oh yeahs, something hilarious happened today .
In fact 2 things .
First, for the IPW presentation .
Jeremy N. Called Tony C. up to come for the presentation .
Guess what Tony said ?
' I don't want the marks . I want to sleep . '
LOLLLLLL . I couldn't help but laugh at that lame excuse .

And just now .
VALENLYN CHUA SI HARN .
She 'lost' 50 bucks which was meant to pay as a deposit for her new specs .
And then she decided to go home to get the money .
&& After she went, I checked her wallet and found the 50 bucks .
I LAUGHED AT HER .
She didn't check one of her wallet compartments .
She was already near home when I called her la !
Absent minded sial .
LOL .

Okay, I'm gonna end this long post with a picture (: !

I love this picture tons :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
*SMILES WIDELY *
I miss NDP ):

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ily more than ylm ! (:
Hahahahahahah .
39 MORE DAYS TO END OF EOY xD

; RANDOM STUFF :D
4:53 PM



What M Hema Means



You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.



Zzzzzzzz . This is so random !?!
But its super true about me .

Your Birth Month is June



Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life.
Your warmth and consideration touches many.

Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty
Your gemstone: Pearl
Your flower: Rose
Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream






You Are 50% Normal



While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

Friday, August 29; X-COUNTRY :D
8:19 PM

Pictures for today ! (:


Aiseh, NCC act cool arhs ..


Look at them .
Happy that they no need to run ! LOL .
So unfair ):

SARAH YONG :D 44 & 45 for X-country !
WE ROCK :D


Nice ? Its pointing towards me :D I feel so honoured !


Look at the height difference .
I used to be as tall as him .
I guess I haven't been growing ):


My mother tongue teacher in Pri 4 ! (:


MY PRI SCHOOL FORM TEACHER ! (:
But she was on leave for 2 years . ON TEACHERS ' DAY ):
I heard she's on maternity leave AGAIN . LOL .


HUDA (: she's cute right ? Man, I look really retarded !


Bestie ! (:
Sorry I didn't spend much time with you today !


Alan doing freeze in the middle of the road . ( Well, first attempt )


Second attempt, and he fell halfway .


FINAL ATTEMPT ! (: Woohoo ! Nice right ?


LOL . Alan, detour ?

Hahahs, such adorable pictures up there ! (:
Okay, stop cursing me and my self praises .
Anyway today is 29 AUGUST .
Which spells out 
C-R-O-S-S C-O-U-N-T-R-Y & P-R-I-M-A-R-Y S-C-H-O-O-L V-I-S-I-T !
YAY :D
Well woke up super early at 6 and reached Japanese Gardens at 7 45 .
The place was nice and the scenery is beautiful !
Well skips to prize presentation .
Well I got 44th .
Disappointingly ):
But I was happy to have Sarah to race me till the end of the race ! (:
SARAH ROCKS :DDDDDD
But I got injured as usual, straining the back of my leg badly ):
&&&

BLUE HOUSE IS THE CHAMPIONS AGAIN !
We won the challenge trophy for the second year in running !(:
We love ourselves !
Then went to Ruth's primary school and I was shocked by the response of the number of students in her school !
& then left for KPS (:
WOOHOO I was super happy for I met up with numerous of people !
But upset cause my form teacher wasn't there !
Oh yah, I must remember this day cause ALANSENG broke the basket of the basketball court .
Once again, he meets up with familiar faces of Mr Weng, our OM & Mr Tan TH .
After that left the school and headed for Mac with Alan :D
He ate and we walked from Yewtee to Chuachukang to Teckwhye .
Pro right ?
And of course, we walked back again .
We took a total of 3 1/2 hours .
But we saw Gabriel when we were going home and chatted for 30 more minutes .
And then home-ed ! (:
Cool right ?

Spending my day with Alan was great .
We had so much to say and we have planned to meet up another day ! (:
Hahahs .
Now I'm looking forward to part 2 of catching up with each other !
Thanks for the wonderful day man ! :D

I got to exit, I've got IPW presentation tomorrow .
At 9 30 .
Wish me luck ! :D


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I am just lost for words .
It always has to end like this .
Why ?
Someone, give me a good answer .

Thursday, August 28; TEACHERS ' DAY CELEBRATIONS ! (:
10:29 PM

RAIN RAIN RAIN .
STORM STORM STORM .

):
& I got wet in the rain, scared by the bright flashes of lightning & loud sounds of the thunder and sick cause of the weather .

And my condition further deteriorated, sadly ):

& when I got wet, my letters I was suppose to make, but thanks to WEIXIN's help ;D ( she helped me ! ), didn't get wet .
Reached school only at 8:05 am .
The earliest la .
WTFH .
And my shoes were helping me store water unnecessarily.
Went into MT class, shivering and AVA room made things even more worst.
Then Core History, where things get more shiok :DDDD
MR TAN JJ ROCKS (:
Then it was PHYSICS :D
IPW Presentation .
Lucky brats that don't need to stay back anymore to present .
Then it was recess and chiong-ed down to do up the rest of the deco .
Missed recess totally and I LOST A LETTER ON THE WAY ):
I LOST 'P' ! ):
Sadly, I had to do a replacement before the concert starts .
So chiong-ed in class .
We were also preparing the dedications for the 12 teachers for our class .
We had fun though !
Hahahas !
I had to do the concert twice .
Cause I'm the emcee and sadly, I messed up the first one big time .
But my confidence came back during the second concert .
Anyway, I enjoyed seeing the performances put up today :D
After the concert, we cleaned up the area in less than 20 minutes .

It takes 4 hours of work to do everything and less than 5 minutes to destroy everything .
See the amount of hard work ?
Anyway, I was the clown of the day .
I became a walking dictionary plus a christmas tree .
And dance partner got bullied the same way as me ! LOL .
Sad for him !
He tio bully like hell la !
And we are gonna turn famous on people's blog .
:D 
What crap .
Other than that, not significant .

So in the end it comes down to this, 
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ! :D


* in case you are wondering why my school is celebrating teachers' day today, its because tomorrow we are having Cross Country at Japanese Garden .
:D

&& To everyone out there, good luck for cross-country, hopefully we'll be back in 1 piece :D
I need to run out of here and get some sleep .
:D
^^



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Damn, you are missed again .
I swear, I can never not think about you .

; UPDATE :D
9:34 PM

Sorry for the lack of update this week !
Fancy me not being well !

Okay, so here goes my long post for the past 2 days.

Tuesday, 26 August
DOUBLE SCIENCE DAY :D
Chemistry was sick .
I don't know how but I remember waking up that morning with the worst throat .
):
Then it was Mother Tongue at the usual place, currently our new home for the lesson :
AVA room .
Hahas .
I exited the AVA room to go to 3/4 classroom and guess what hilarious scene I saw ?
* it may not be hilarious to you, but to me it is .
Xiu Hao standing outside his classroom, for not completing his MT homework !
LOL .
An innocent looking person like him ... * shakes head.
I forgot to bring my Physics notes to school and I was scared of asking to be sent out of class .
And someone wanted to stand outside for the second time as well, for not bringing his set of notes ! LOL .
I laughed at the coincidence .
But Mr Tan was so kind to give us last year's paper to do .
:DDDDDDDDD
Then it was Geography !
I shivered my way through the whole lesson .
Then it was EL .
Oral again .
Zzzzz .
Then EMATHS .
WHERE MR LOW WAS AWAYYYYYYYYY :DDDDDDDD
But I managed to do his work (:
See, I'm a good girl .
* self-praises .


Wednesday, 27 August
Fever .
Cough .
Flu .
Headache .
My immune system has reached its lowest point .
I have no idea what's wrong with me .
I survived the day by resting half of the day but trying to keep up with the rest and the lessons .
Then, had rehearsal until 7 pm in the evening for teachers' day .
And stayed back to help the deco in the hall ! (:
Woohoo :DDD
Decorations isn't easy though .
Stayed until about 9 and went to Mac with Ruth :DDD
Stayed there and ate ice-cream ( although I was sick ) until 10 .
And suan each other like nobody's business . Hah .
Reached home like 11 .
Hahah .
:DDDDD
Sorry mummy(:


So that was what happened for the past 2 days :D

Monday, August 25; ILY :D
7:01 PM

He who must not be named, is greatly missed by me ):

IMYYYYYYYYY :DDDDD
Argh .

Okay, school today was half day, but ended up like a normal day .
Taught the sec 2s the dance .
5 colours :DDDD

Other than that, I just regret and feel upset for something .

OH YAH .
I am officially not going OBS .
Its confirmed .
I'm going to try go for the dec one .
Cause studies is the most important now .
OBS can wait .
:D

Valenlyn, trust me, you won't regret your decision .
Well, I'm not regretting ;DDDDDD
Oh what a short post !
I'm just dying here w/o you ):

; HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER
1:11 AM

TO THE LOSER SISTER OF MINE FOR 9 YEARS,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE GIRL :D
Haahs, I'm gonna whack your ass 9 times today ;DDDDDDDD (:
She's my replica when I was at her age, only that I'm much more thinner than her :DDD

Sunday, August 24; I AM DAMN CONFUSED
1:47 PM

OBS - 1 to 5 SEPTEMBER 2008


To go or not to go ?
Thats the question .
I am so confused now .
Books or camp ?

WHICH ONE ?

The books are definitely important at the most critical stage which is now .
But OBS is like a once in a while opportunity .
Should I or should I not ?!

Oh man, I'm going to faint soon thinking about this .











































































Well I think, I'm going .
Cause I don't wanna waste the money I used for the check-up for OBS .
Zzzzz .
I can study now, the next week and after I come back from OBS .
I'm going CHIONG LIKE MAD ! ;D
I'm going to get 2 As no matter what .
I'm not let myself down .
I'm going to work things out .

Saturday, August 23; I MISS YOU ):
4:15 PM

Crap, weekends are so boring though I study .
Hmms .
I hate rainy weekends cause it makes me wanna sleep through it .
Plus I got a really bad cold and the headache was back again .

I went for another session of checkup yesterday regarding my head pain .
And this doctor was so much better compared to the previous one .
He ASSURED me that it was a tension headache .
And it was caused by too much of stress .
But I don't feel the stress la !?!
The doctor said its normal cause the stress in being inflicted through headaches .
):

Anyway, I'm sorry I didn't post yesterday .
I wasn't free to post :D
Amaths test was OMG .
I studied so hard for it but I never copy a crucial and helpful question into my notes ): !
Forget about emaths .
Yesterday was another messed up CCA day .
This week has been really a pain for me .

Hmms, well its seems that I'm lost for words .
I'm going to go on a photo hunt now .
LOL .
At the same time, clear my lappy of its crap :D
Toodles folks ! :D


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I love you more than you love me .
I miss you more than you miss me .
I need you more than you need me .
I want you more than you want me .

Thursday, August 21; NO LINK (:
10:55 PM

OMG ! (:
I finally gotten a picture of us at Padang on National Day, taken by a photographer .
ITS NICE LAAA ! 

Here's the link to all pictures taken that day by that photographer and you'll see many familiar faces !


http://ndp08.imjustperfect.com/

Woohoo ! I got cheered up by looking at the slideshow !

Btw, school today was okay .
But, still I was super happy ! (:
Nothing much to highlight other than that THERE IS EMATHS & AMATHS TESTS TOMORROW ! ):

Wednesday, August 20; 20082008
8:08 PM

This day only appears once in a lifetime .
And my day was totally screwed up .
This, I can confirm .

  1. I had really bad leg cramps due to the run on Monday and Tuesday .
  2. I went to school, WET . Cause of the stupid rain .
  3. We got scolded at class in the morning for attire and being late for Add. maths class on monday . BUT I HAD A REASON TO BE LATE LA .
  4. We went geography class and got additional scolding for being a bad class etc .
  5. I caught a cold from the shivering and the cold air conditioned room .
  6. We had 1/2 Amaths lesson and 1 hour Emaths lesson .
  7. I got really pissed off with the whole CCA and I walked out of the room .
  8. I cried . F*** .
  9. Some personal thing ):
  10. I came home and got nagged by my mum .
  11. After i-don't-know how many days, he called me and messaged me . I just got pissed .
  12. I have to worry both CCA and prefect stuff now . The performance for teachers' day .
  13. Those brats spreading rumours .. LOL .
Argh .
What a crapped up day .
I could have never wanted a better day than this .
*that was purely sarcasm .

I thought everything was still okay until CCA .
I couldn't take the pressure and the shit from the members .
And things got out of control and I just walked out the room .
I was god damn pissed for hell lots of reasons .
I'll be direct here .
No respect for seniors .
No sense of urgency .
No thought of how people would feel like .
No sense of seriousness of situations .
Take things for granted at times .
The list can go on ...
I finally could let go of all the burden and troubles I had within me .
But I knew crying wasn't supposed to be the way, but it ended up that way .
ARGH .

But my mood was okay after a while(:
Yay .
Hahahs .
I felt so much better and comforted .
But I doubt you knew I had a really bad day .
And I didn't want to say it, cause I didn't want you to be worried or anything .
But thanks for your help with the things that were happening .

But sooner or later, Gerald called me to go back to the drama room .
But I was very reluctant to go cause I really felt like breaking down again .
A CCA I never wanted to give up my hopes on .
But you guys pushed me too far .
Way too far .
I got an apology from all .
But what almost made me cry was that they finally woken up and realised what they have done .
I felt happy but I still wondered that it took my tears, hurt and pain to make you guys understand ?
I got a couple of smses and phone calls from people who were scared to apologise in front of me cause I came back into the drama room with a face that wasn't inviting .
But Anna was the one I managed to talk to face to face .
But thank you all for the apology and I do accept it .
But at least, live to your words .
And I'm just sorry for venting my anger in a bad way .


Anyway, I lingered around in the canteen for a while more for some reasons and I was super hyper then ! LOL .
Okay, that was random .
After that went to LJS with CHERYLCHEW :D &WEIXIN (:
Talked and crapped loads .
Then home-ed with Ruth until someone called me .
And my mood was affected .
):

So in conclusion, 20082008 is one of the worst days in my life .
* curses and swears .
BUT FOR SOME PEOPLE, THEY ARE ULTRA SUPER LUCKY .
** winks winks .
Hahahahahs .
I guess there is nothing much for me to say already .
And to those of you messaged me, thanks for sparing a thought for me (:
& thanks Ezzati for the call ! ;D

Sunday, August 17; BLOODY SUNDAY .
6:15 PM

LOL .
What random title .

Okay, yesterday was just a killer .
Studied geography and rewrite all my notes until my hand hurt .
Chatted online after that for a while with some online people .
&& My bestie from India, Kasthuri !
I so damn miss her .
That smart girl migrated 3 years ago and its been long since we saw each other !
Okay, anyway I've been chatting with her for the past few days .
& She's coming down to Singapore in a few weeks time !
I just hope to see her .
(:


Today was a rather horrid day .
Okay, maybe not (:
I woke up at 5 plus to find myself running into the toilet to pour ice cold water on my face .
That was to wake me up .
& I had to go for the observance ceremony .
In which I wasted 3 hours at .
I, no offence, but couldn't even understand what's going on .
So I kinda went wild and horny in the midst of everything .
And the best part is 8 of the most craziest people from drama went .
And we owned the place with our hilarious nonsense LOL .
And took pictures with the MP .
LOL .
Thats all I did today at the observance ceremony .
Okay maybe thats not it . LOL .
(:

And walked to Lot 1 with Vanessa, Hong Ping, Ruth & Ryan .
And left by 10 am, with my mum nagging at me to go home for some gathering .
Damn, sian .
To be true, my mum didn't allow me to go for the ceremony thing.. LOL .
But I just walked out of the house and said its compulsory .
I did that for a reason though LOL .

& Unfortunately, my headache is back .
Damn the lack of sleep .

Its 9:00 and the Olympics Gold medal match is over ):
Sadly we got Silver .
But hey, SILVER OUT OF THE WHOLE WORLD IS WTH .
But still disappointed with the playing today .
I gave up watching the match after Li Jia Wei started off her third set with her opponent .
Zzzz ...
And now I'm chatting on msn .
I remembered that its only 6/7 more weeks to End of EOY and 2 months to Chennai Trip ! (:

I think I'm not regretting being in Chennai group cause I've already bonded with most of them ..
Actually all .
;DDD
I can't wait for the trip la !
LOL .
I'm getting high here .

Kk .
I need to run .
I'm lacking of sleep .
I'll post again tomorrow, I guess ..


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Damn, I'm robbing your heart .
I don't care .
Its going to be mine .
;D
Hahahs .

Saturday, August 16; BORED ):
10:37 AM

Okay, maybe I'm not changing blogskin .
I'm just going to change the colours i guess .

Okay, I have 4 tests not done/coming .
Damn .
Geography .
History .
Physics .
Emaths .
1 on each day .


I need to mug .
Like EOY is in 4 more weeks ?!
Die die die .
K I'm running away now to go study geography .

Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA (:

Friday, August 15; BORED ;D
10:16 PM

I THINK I NEED A CHANGE OF BLOGSKIN . LOL .
ITS BEEN 2 MONTHS SINCE I LASTED EDITED IT !

; OH I FEEL SO GOOD ! (:
8:00 PM

LOL .
I'm almost half dead .
But something is making me feel really hyper now and I have no idea why .
Am I going crazy now for some reason ?

I'm smiling and I can't help it !
Hahahas .


Anyway today was like a crappy day .
First lesson was English but Mdm Aliza was absent and Ms Julianatasha came in .
And as usual, 2 guys will be asking her all the crappy nonsense and Yu Ting and I will go oh-please-shut-your-traps-up kind of thing .
So that was just the start of the day .
Then was Chemistry .
I'm going for the Nanotechnology AEM at Singapore Poly ! (:
Yay .
Yu Ting encouraged me to go so I'm in it ..
And I did maths homework then .
LOL .
Speaking of Emaths, Mr Low was just hilarious today.
Whenever he call our names, he would call it with a laugh in it .
And the whole class was amused by him .
And when we asked him why was he like that, he got angry instantly .
Like ?!?!
But he praised me today !
I feel so proud of myself being so smart for once .
Then we had some quiz and I could, for the first time, complete it and do it confidently .
So how much is that for a maths failure ?
LOL .

Amaths was torturous for my headache came back and I had to take my medicine .
I slept through the whole lesson but still I could remember what she taught .
How weird is that ?
Sorry Ms Chen ! But I am really not feeling well then .

CCA was just %$£!^&*£%^"$
The room was so messed up and got the juniors to clean .
But I think I rather do it myself .
I start to realise that these juniors do not appreciate what we seniors are doing for them .
So for a valid reason I got mad .
And I really can't stand how irritating some people are like Louise .
No respect for any of her senior .
Argh pissed !

But someone managed to cheer me up SOMEHOW .
LOL .
I think I spent like 5 bucks messaging today ..
But it was nice la .
When I'm bored, there's that someone who happens to be bored too !
I ran out of the drama room a couple of times for some reasons .
Popping by the prefects' room and talking with those in the room ...
And those around there .
But seriously, today's drama session was just so boring .
No offence but I think I should have came home to rest ..
But I was pissed at other reasons too .
But overall, I was pretty happy and hyper !
Oh yeah !
I just had a pen shopping spree at Popular cause my pencil case lacks the pens ! LOL .
And I'm super happy about it .
My pencil case is now filled to its brim again ! YAY !

I guess my health is improving .
The doctor said its cause of stress and lack of sleep .
Man, am I like not realising I haven't been in the pink of health for the past few days ... ?
Anyway thanks for your concern (:
Appreciate it loads ! (:

K I'm ending off today's post already .

But I'm leaving a note behind .
For you .
I know you'll somehow know this .

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I know it was hard getting over you .
But still, I've managed to pull through .
Once again, we're back to square one .
And I guess that we're both done .
I shall not bother you much again .
I've lost nothing but only gain .
Hate from you .
And I know this is true .

Stop being such a liar .
I'm not even lying anymore .
Those words I said to you back then was true .
But now those words are just horrid memories to you .

I'm so over you .
I swear .

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* I know you are happy to see this, right mousedeer ? Hah .
I'm moving on, and I've found something that was undiscovered all this while ^.^ 

Wednesday, August 13; OMG I MISS THEM .
10:20 PM

LOL .
Such a dumb title .

Anyway, I miss the Chennai students la !
):
I miss the watching the NDP in the rain with them .
I miss taking weird pictures with them .
I miss the bullying, although I couldn't stand them sometimes .
I miss their voices calling out our names .
I miss spending times with them .
I miss the bird park trip, the night safari trip and the bus journeys !!

& MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, I ACTUALLY MISSED THE CHANCE TO SEND THEM OFF .
DANG, I OVERSLEPT THAT DAY .
MUST BE LACK OF SLEEP I HAD .
I feel so upset about it ):
I couldn't hug them and say goodbye .
I couldn't give them their presents .
I couldn't take last minute pictures with them .

Anyway yeah, they left like 3 days ago ..
And I've already mailed Janani but I haven't gotten a reply from them yet .
Boy, am I so upset now !
I've got like tons of pictures to upload and it will take infinity years for me to upload cause the files are damn big !

Anyway, National Day was great la .
For the parade segment, me and Juma'at were the emcees .
And only 1 person reported sick .
And the emcee thingy for me was damn last minute = I had to miss the house visit on Thursday with my Chennai buddies ! AH GUNNER . ZZzzzzz .
But still, I had fun (:
In the rain, though .
NPCC did a great job, I must say .

Oh yah, did I mention that I get to go for OBS ?! YIPEEEE :DDD
But sadly, NCC can't go ):
I know someone will miss me . LOL .


Okay back to topic .
I'll skip until today .
I took MC for school .
Came down with a terrible headache .
And guess what the doctor said when I told him I had headache and I don't know what caused it .
He said headaches can be caused by tumours etc .
But he comforted me by saying its just lack of rest and sleep that caused it .
Quite true huh ? LOL .
And he gave me like medicine ... Panadol .
2 tablets, 4 times a day .
I GOT DAMN SHOCKED !
I WANTED TO FAINT LA .
But still I took it .
And choked on my medicine halfway while taking it .
Dumb right ? I know .
Now I don't even dare to eat it .
Valenlyn almost forced me to eat it ! LOL .

Anyway today we had the finals for the National Crime Prevention Skit Competition .
And the best part is we got 2nd ! ;DDD
We lost to last year's champs ..
But the host said we were damn close to getting a 1st .
Which shows that our school is capable of 1st place performances .
LOL .
Sorry No More ROCKS !
But Singapore Roulette rocks more !
&&& I saw this really cute guy from Peicai Sec .
GOSH .
*faints .
Haha .
Why doesn't our school have such cute guys for girls to really fall in love with ?
LOL .
No offence to CCKSians, guys I mean .
But Ivan from Zhonghua looks pretty cute too .
But no one beats the guy I saw .
Sadly, Ms Sim didn't come .
Prize presentation on Friday .
Yay ! (:

K, I'm really moodless to blog now after remembering something happened ...
Anyway need to reach school early tomorrow cause there is meeting in the morning ...
Hopefully, I don't miss school .
I am getting restless now .
With that drowsiness from the Panadol I took ..
Thanks doc . LOL .

Picture post coming really soon !

Tuesday, August 12; :D
10:32 PM

Okay, spank me all you want .
I'm such a bad blog owner .
LOL .


Kk .
Firstly for today's post, I shall make a promise .
I will post 5 times a week, die die must post.
LOL .

I'll post about the last 10 fruitful days.
Boy, time does really fly !
Firstly,CAMP !

Well camp was damn slack this year.
Since its Labrador, I ain't surprised that there are beds since I've been there like 5 years ago.
The place is still the same old place la .
Creepy scary yet cool .
So contradicting, I know .
But this time there is Mass Dance !
Something I like alot !
And dragon boating !
Boy, can I just say, I had a great time with salty waters ?
FUNNY ahah ahah rocks !
I love group F .
Yeahs, so zhun group F%&$
Oh yeah, Andy dropped his specs in the water . +.+"
But Char Siew Bao, Siew Mai rocked ;DDD

Day 2 was okay with amazing race and teambuilding games.
Okay teambuilding games at east coast is FUN LA .
Must see what crappy nonsense my group did at one of the stations.
&& CAMPFIRE ROCKED LA !
This is like one of the only campfire where I could really go crazy all I want.
But I think the best is the Leaders' Night @ JJC !
& 3/3 did Oh my darling as our class item ! LOL .
Yeah, you know who initiated it .
But the campfire did feel weird .
And MASS DANCE !
WOOHOO !
I love that the most . It was fun but nothing beats JJC .
LOL .

Day 3 was really slack and funny la .
Funny ahah ahah had tons of fun plus we had some video presentation and there were many pictures of us ..
LOL .
Cause we cam whored like mad ?!
Tony looked uber super cute ! LOL .

Then nothing major happened lorhs .
See how much I had to say about this camp ?

But I miss Yong Enn & BOSS ;D

Kk I think I'll stop here for now .. LOL .

Saturday, August 2; ):
11:27 PM

I'm just upset and I just wanna cry .
But I'm not letting my guard down just yet .
I just don't get it .
What's happening around me now ?
I'm just so clueless...
Lost, and I wonder why are things like that now .

But I still had my happy day .
Thanks .


Xiu Hao ROCKS MY SOCK XD .

LOL .
Thanks for the handphone chain that I really liked (:
I really didn't expect it !
You rock (:


Anyway I am sorry to all for not updating my bloggie .
LOL .
I have an ultra long post today but I'm saving it for another time .
In the meanwhile, I'll post the Chennai thingy .



Darn you people .
Chennai students are fun people .
Example : ROHIT :D
WALAO WHY DIDN'T I CHOOSE HIM TO BE MY GROUP LA ):
LOL .
He's a really nice guy la .
They are really nice la .
Went on a shopping spree with them at Little India and Chinatown .
Trust me, fun was really FUN .
But the ride back home was even more fun please !
And I'm sorry for spoiling all your mood by getting angry .
The atmosphere felt really weird when I turn quiet .
I LOVE MY GROUP FOR SEC 3S LA :DDDDD WE ROCK .
But I think I'm so much more happier to be with the rest of the CCKSIANS :D
I can't remember all the names of the Chennai batch but I'll remember it during the camp .
FOR SURE .
Man, I can't wait for camp ! (:

Well thats all for now ...
I'll post the other stuff another day la .
(:


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I'm still confused and torn apart .
Okay maybe not torn apart but still, there is something you need to know .