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7th- Jasmine's birthday!
8th- Farah's birthday!
8th- Valerie's birthday!!(:
9th- Grace's birthday!(:
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Friday, February 29; LEAP DAY !(:
11:59 PM

Hmms I shall cheat again !(: (i'm talking about changing the dates.)

Okay.
Its the leap day!
29th February 2008. *circles that special day in 4 years !

Hahas. *points to that emo looking post yesterday .
Hahas I've made up my mind !(:
& I won't tell you !
JOKING .
No larhs .
I'd rather be free without anyone !(:

I'm in a oh-so-high mood !
Had MT for first period today .
Asses !
Laughed like nobody's business for that whole hour ?!
But still I was damn tired and holding my bag in my arms as if I'm going to sleep anytime .

Then had maths .
Received result for both test.
Both also 14 . FAILED .
Fcuk :(
But Emaths maybe add marks !
I turned upset though I was damn hell noisy !
Yeahs my both maths, Amaths and Emaths, F9 overall .
& I'm not joking .
I almost cried .
I regretted suddenly .
Should have taken either F&N or D&T .
Would score better there .
But still I'm stuck with this combination .
So no choice .
Grace Koh damn pro larhs .
I wonder how !!

Then Geography.
At least Mr Tan W.L made me feel better by letting us know our presentation marks .
ITS FULL MARKS ! :DDD
& plus my test, it most likely means a high score !
I pray for an A1 this term !
I love geography !(:

Recess was as usual .
English next .
Hmms I don't really remember anything except that Andy was sick...

Then Social Studies .
My handphone got confiscated thanks to some people who smsed me too much .
Wanted to switch off my phone and teacher caught me doing so .
):
But in the end my phone got returned .
+ a warning issued .
Oh thanks person .

Emo-ed abit during lunch hearing Phoebe & Hazel talk about their results .
Smart people !
Then went to the hall with Hazel, Ruth & Valenlyn and talked about our results and the horrid life .
I almost cried again and I shouted **** .
Hmms .

Waited for Mdm Ling for 30 mins regarding YFC .
Our teacher mentor !(: Yayness !
Then headed back to drama .
Drama sessions are getting much better .
At least more particpation from everyone .
Stayed in school until 7 and walked Min Xuan home .

What a day, with emotions running high and low ...

Such a long post today .
I'll blog tomorrow !(:
Hahas !

Thursday, February 28; Crappy post ;D
9:10 PM

Physics was the first period .
I was kinda pissed .
Firstly, my whole row didn't get the paper .
And she gave everyone the paper except me .
& she said start .
LIKE WTH ?!
I know alot pepole kaopei-ed me cause I damn noisy .

Jian Xiong was damn funny la !
Go out of class & do the test .
Then keep on borrowing my stuff and asking me questions not in the paper .
FUNNY LA !

Then SS .
Another test !
Omg .
Quite okay larhs .
Might pass .
Then got scolded again !
Hmms cause of the paper bullets thing ...

Then English .
I had fun ! (:
Mdm Aliza, Don't leave !

Then MT .
It got spooky talking about all the wierd experiences we have had .
But still interesting .

AMATHS .
I think I may fail .
Miao Ching bet with me $2 that he would fail ! LOL !
He is a smart ass la please !
Win me in Maths like I don't know how many times !
Mrs Lim please don't leave !!!!

Then English again .
Totally drained from all that studying !
So Mdm Aliza was nice to give us early dismissal .

Supposed to go for retest, but I wasn't confident of passing it .
So skipped it .
Stayed back to do YFC proposal .
And its almost done !(:


See all that up there ?
I call it a lazy bum's post !(:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANA !(:

; 28022008 ?!
8:53 PM

I'm so confused .
Really confused .
2008 .
022008 .
28022008 .
Is it some kind of a thing that god is doing for me ?

Why must I face the truth today ?
Why, WHY ?!
Omg I don't think I can sleep tonight .
I know I can't do this .
I know this isn't me .
I know .
Its time for me to choose .
4 paths , 1 decision .

I so damn need time .
Give me time please !

Wednesday, February 27; Sports Heats !(:
8:39 PM

OMFG ! ;DDD
Okay, I'll admit my mistake .
I went to the sports heat despite the fact that I'm not participating .
But still I went there to look at things and also motivate the rest !(:
An apology for not going to CCA .
But at least I was at the stadium !
Better than those who actually ran away ! (Just pointing fingers randomly at people.)

Updates on Sports heats & some events that were completed !(:

200m - Direct finals ; Adira, Deon, Grace, Leng Wei & Hazel are through to the finals ! ;D ♥
400m - Min Xuan came in 3rd !(: ,Yuan Qing & Yun Fang came in 4th & 5th respectively.
1500m - Andy-1st !(: ; Aziz-3rd ! Job well done !!!(:
High Jump - we didn't make it to top 3 . But still Surian & Aziz did their best . Surian got 4th !(:

BLUE HOUSE DOES ROCK !(:
I see many enthusiastic people joining compared to last year ! (Talking about all levels !)
We pwn them all okay !(:

Today.
Lessons were like as normal ?
First was History .
Was feeling down after receiving our presentation marks .
Only 18 !?!
But we couldn't ask for more .
I need the retest to pull my marks up !

Then Chemistry .
SIANED !
The guys and 1 girl, LOL , started shooting "bullets" with rubber bands at each other & some actually HIT ME !?!?!!!!
Teacher complained -.-"

Then OEL .
Talked about bullying & respect .
Listened to the No Pork podcast .
Damn funny .
Mdm Aliza actually said that the whole thing was done up by 3 CHINESE guys !
& My whole class was like, don't crap with us please !

Then recess duty.

& Geography .
Chiong to the fourth level for lesson .
Now sitting in index numbers ! :(
But still my group is prety funny !
Got back our test !;D
I'M ONE OF THE SMART ASS WHO PASSED !
Hehe 10 /15 ;D
Jealous ?
My whole group failed whereas I passed & we started lughing our asses off !
But the sad thing is MR TAN IS NO LONGER TEACHING US GEOGRAPHY !!!!
NOOOOOO!
Hopefully the other teacher, Mr Chen, if I'm not mistaken is as good !(:
I think Mr Tan is going to concentrate on the sec 4s ! Its okay !(:
He will sit in for our lessons though !(:
& played with laptop . ;D

Then EL .
Pretty okay though .

Then Maths .
Was okay la .
Except that there is an amaths test tomorrow !!!!!!

Speaking of tests .
I need to chiong .
4 test tomorrow .
Social studies, AMaths ,Physics & HISTORY RETEST !
AHHHH !!!

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My inbox has 200 msgs ?!?! WTF !
Grrrr ..
No wonder my phone was sot sot today !

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SZE MING, BERNICE & MY BROTHER ;DDDDDDDDDD

Tuesday, February 26; Long day ! ;DDDD
9:40 PM

Replies to tags ! :
Valyn: Muahahahaha ! ;D I know you super jealous . Nevermind . grow hair ! Grow, GROW!
Twin: Yup I do ! I will always miss my twin !
Valyn: Mary ? Are you refering to me ?! !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEON, MS NORA ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
260207 .
& Tomorrow's another 3 people's birthday !
Bernice mummy, Sze Ming & my own brother ! ;DDD
Spent tons again today .
FOOD .
I NEED TO RUN !
I know I'm gaining loads of weight !
Thanks to the lack of exercise and all .
& I'm actually eating MARSHMALLOWS NOW !
Gosh, I need to stop this bad habit of mine .

Today -
Rushed to school .
Took 307 and switched to 190 .
I so damn hate the traffic near my house .
EVERYDAY & TIME ALSO GOT JAMS !
I'm going to make a complain regarding the timing of the buses !
SUPER LONG & LATE PLEASE !
Reached school at 7 50.
Luckily not late !

First period PE .
Had basketball games .
Physics .
As usual, I kinda left the class withmy brain still empty .
History .
Mr Tan JJ got angy with Nicholsen cause he was playing with lil cars !
Then Chemistry .
Got back Chem paper !
22/25 ;D
It was pretty easy please !
I lost to Nicholsen again, if not for that careless marking that teacher did !
& Maths all the way .
I slept during the break again ! LOL .
A typical human being can't sit for more than an hour to digest facts !(:
Thus they need breaks .
That explains the reason why I slept .

Had Assembly .
Saw the drama again .
It was about the bullying in school .
Wan't really as nice ans last year's one .
Last year's was more impactful & co-ordinated .
Then had another YFC talk .
After assembly, went to HOD room to find Wilson .
He went to get the form for YFC .
Yeap, I'm most likely participating .
Thus, I may drop a position here & there ...
After that, went to Teck Whye market to buy Takoyaki balls, waffle & Caramel Chocolate drink .
See how much of junkies I eat ! ;(
& Homed !(:

I've got nothing else to blog, except that my bill this month is going to come in triple digits instead of double .
My phone is at risk ! ;(

Monday, February 25; tiring day ! (:
8:59 PM

3/3 Class tee- $16 !
2/7 'o7 's class ****** !(:  - $24


Gosh .
Just on these 2 things, I'm emptying out $40 .
Plus prefects shirt, another $15 .
Gosh, I'm so broke ?!!!?
Oh yah .
Plus the birthday presents, outings & all .
Wow I'm creating a hole in my own pocket .

Went to Queensway with Nicholsen .
Search for shops for our class t-shirt .
Finally found 2 shops !
That idiot brought me around the same floor 4 times and made my poor feet tired UNNECESSARILY !
Then ate lunch at Mac, crapped and cabbed home .

Reached home & went down again .
This time to the stadium .
Thinking I was late, I rushed there .
& I only saw Andy, Min Xuan, Rachel, Melissa, Nicholas & Matthew .
&& I couldn't get through the line for Deon, Hazel & Valenlyn !
Sylvia came along too ! ;D
Ran much lesser today, cause it was raining .
Hazel & Valenlyn had loads of fun playing with my precious hair !
Hazel said I was like her barbie doll !
LOL PLEASE !
Went to the minimart to buy ice cream !(:
Wanyi, Valenlyn, Matthew & I sat down to talk for a while until my dad started calling me ;(

Back home all fresh .
I wanna run more tomorrow !
Anyone want to accompany me ?!

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`Things I so damn want/need now ? :
`New pencil case !
`New handphone !
`New pens ! Or refillers !(Lets save the Earth !)
`New clothes !
`New wallet ;D
`New stationaries ?!
`New files !
`New bag !
`Class ******
`Class T-shirt !
`Hairsprays for Sports Day!
`Ribbons !

Gosh .
I'm so crazy ?!
My list will be never ending !
New wallet & pencil case when I used them for 2 months ?!
OMG !

Its Ms Nora's birthday & Deon's too ! ;D
Woots !
I wonder whats tomorrow's assembly topic ?
Hmm ...

Sunday, February 24; SUPER FUN SUNDAYYY!(:
8:55 PM

YAY !(:
I just cut my hair babyyyyyyyy !(:
Layered it .
& MY FRINGE IS SHORTER !
Sorry Ezzati & All for telling me not to cut my hair .
But it looks much better now babes !(:

My Saturday night was spent with my cousins at a lil kiddo's bithday party .
& I fell in love with light sticks !

Here are some pictures on that !(:

Mine & my cousin's.

My cousin- purple, mine - blue !(:

LIGHT STICKS LOVES !(:

All mine ;D

Cousins rules !(: (All my cousins !)

Today !

Supposed to have an audition but they changed it to a drama session .
& I had funnnnn !
I met 2 new people for other schools .
Didn't talk to them much .
But they were pretty good .
Played loose molecules and had so much of running space !
I'm looking forward to the next session !(:

After that headed down to Plaza Singapura for late lunch at KFC !(:
YUMMYZXZXZ !(:
& talked loads about school !
Then headed to Lot 1 and took neoprints with Anna, Ezzati, Louise & Vanessa !(:
Had loads of fun there !
After that headed to cut hair ! ;D

Drama people that rule my day !(:
- Wee Peng, Valerie, Sze Siong, Heng Yuan, Nisha, Hong Ping, Anna, Ezzati, Louise & Vanessa !

We rock big time ! ;D
I LOVE DRAMA ! ;D

Saturday, February 23; a superrrrrrrr boring saturday.
1:47 PM

Replies to tags:

.AMELINE: Okay !(: Sure .
Aiman: Nah, its okayy !(:
Shalini: RELINKED BABE !(:
eugene: Hahas ! Kays ! Euge is heaven !(:
hazel: Alilbit make you jealous arhs ? LOL ! Yes, I'm that crazy nonsense.
Shalini: Nope, was it nice ?
I'm back.
My Saturday is totally boring.
Other than doing some quiz on Facebook, I am/was/will be practically rotting .

Oh yeah, Mdm Latifah chose me, Rani & Dian to be the spokesperson for Chua Chu Kang Sec's YEAH! council.
& I'm freaking out over hereeeeeeeeeee .
OMG . Interview ?!?!?!?!

Next week is dubbed as the "week of tests" .
Twin has 7 tests, 3 on Monday ! Thats mad !
& I have about 4 ?
Come on, I'm in Combined Sciences for goodness sake !
Well I consider myself lucky but still I pity the Pure classes .

I think I'll do the class t-shirt design .
I'M BORED FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE !

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH !(:

Friday, February 22; 22022008
9:49 PM

I super love today's date !
So many 2's ! ;D
So many things happened today .
But nothing much to highlight .

Except that prefects shirt is now BLACK& LIMEGREEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks to all of them who voted !;D
&sorry to 2 people out there ! ;((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Class shirt.
Hmms,I'm getting lazier & mad about it .
3threeoheight bomb peeps !(:

Such a short random post by me .
Cause I'm freaking tired & sleepy right now !
& I WANT A HAIRCUT BADLY! :(

Thursday, February 21; Youth Olympics ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
10:22 PM

Lalalas .
That was random ?

Topic today:
Singapore wins the bid for the Youth Olympics !(:
YAYNESS !
I came home from the stadium to find out about this glorious news !
Oh yeahs, I went to the stadium and ran about 4 km ?
With Ruth of course !
Yeahs I know its super long & mad for me cause I'm already injured and having those different aches here & there ..
It wasn't that bad when running .
Trained for 800m .
& didn't think it would be that crazy .
& I really need people for the 2nd blue house team of 10x200m! OMG !

Lessons for today wasn't that bad .
I mean :
Physics - ain't gonna be better until some miracle happens .
Social Studies - its always that lesson that i love to listen to Mrs Jacob's cute funny stories .
English - Mdm Aliza is understanding yet kind of pityful to see 3/3 being bad to her .
MT - this subject is the only subject that i don't have ANY comments .
Amaths - Mrs Lim is MIA again ? )): & my maths suck big time !
RE - Same comments as English .

That is how life in class 3/3 is right now .
Speaking of Social Studies, I was attracted to one of Mrs Jacob's stories .
The moral of the story ?
Don't ever let your guys carry your gifts, flowers & handbags .
Guys look retarded if they are seen in public carrying their girlfriend's handbag .
Girls look worst if they are seen asking the guys to carry their bags for them .
NEVER, if you are married, carry all the groceries & suddenly get your husband to help you as your husband will say "you think you macho what, wanna act like a guy, so carry all the groceries ah !" .
LOLS ?!

Other than that, walking up the stairs today was simply a big hurdle as every single muscle in my body was aching badly .
I curse Thursdays cause of the Physics lesson, Mother Tongue lesson & EL library lesson.
All kudos to the high jump as I hit my back 3 times , on the left, right and right smack on my backbone )):
Then stayed back after school to do the Total Defence Day badge for Mr Francis Lim .
Quan Yi & I spent 3 hours doing 46 badges .
I've to be at school earlier to complete the 80 something more left .

I'm going to doze off now cause I'm super tried .
& I don't intend to do any homework, just in case I mess them up !

& just some pictures to share !

Eugene with a size 14 shirt !

Thats our class rapper,aka Nick-An-boo .

Our aspiring firefighter ? (: YUTING

The empty bottles of coke that Nicholsen bought for our CNY celebrations !

Thats my SEQ test results ;X Yeahs out of 12 i only got a pathetic 4 .
I've gotten over you already .
All thats in my mind isn't you at all .
The past is the past .
I've moving on .
To think I've just wasted something in my life .
& I don't turn back once I'm moving on .


& I so damn hate the word : ____ ;D

Wednesday, February 20; Sports Heats
7:48 PM

OMFG .
You won't believe it .
But its true .
I GOT SECOND FOR HIGH JUMP !!!!!!!
& GRACE IS FIRST,DEON THIRD !
CLEAN SWEEP BY US BABYYYYYYYYYYYY !
I WANNA CONGRATULATE GRACE FOR BEING SO GREAT & NOT GIVING UP !
&THANKS TO ALL THE GREAT 2/7 PEOPLE WHO CAME DOWN TO SUPPORT US AND MOTIVATING US !(: WITHOUT YOU GUYS, I DON'T THINK I'LL BE SECOND IN PLACING !(:

& I actually suffered an injury right before the whole event started. ( around my knee there... )
All the sec 3 girls who participated high jump rocks !!!(:

Here are some other outstanding achievements too !(:
Adam- 1st shot put!(:
Hui Ling- 1st in shot putt & Discus.
Matthew- 1st in long jump! YEAH BABYYYYYYY!


Heats results:

4x100m
Heats 1: Adira's team,1st ( OBVIOUSLY! ), Prithika's team, 5th( great! ;D )
Heats 2: My team, 2nd ( OMFGGGGGGGGGG! ), Yuan Qing's team,4th ( YAY! )
Heats 1: Matthew's team, 2nd ( you guys were great man !(: )


I really hope that we can get into the top 8 which is like quite possible cause first heats got 6 teams & we came in second,which means ...
OMG WE ARE LIKE IN THE FINALS ?!!!! OMG!
I WANT 3rd PLACING !(:

OMG! ;D I LOVE BLUE HOUSE BABYYYYYYYYY !(:
Tell me we rockkkkkkkkkkkk !
This year has just been simply great .
I love my life right now !
Oh yahs, maybe I'm not switching events afterall . :D
I love myself for being so determined !

Tuesday, February 19; post-sports day gitters
8:02 PM

OMFG .
Sports heats is like tomorrow ???
& I'm trembling !!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG !
I can't breathe !!!
I long time never train and its like so sudden !
OMG I FEEL SCARED !
I may drop my 800m and opt for 400m .
I am like so confused if I should anot !!
Damn .
I'm a confused, happy idiot .
OMG !

Okay about today ...
I sat at the corner around the 2/7 people & I really had a fun time !(:
I got loads of sweets from TONY !
& jokes from Euge & Nick ;D
I had fun like nobody's business !
&&POT LUCK !(:
I had alot of funnnnnnnn !(:
Cheers to 3/3 !(:
Yummy food & the coke drink !:D

Its a short post .
Don't have much to say .
I'll post more tomorrow ?(:

Monday, February 18; FIELD TRIP ! <3
7:52 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEHIEL!(:

I shall post another post later.
As for now, I shall post about the day.
Had History as first lesson.
I GOT FULL MARKS FOR MY SBQ!!!
ANYONE JEALOUS?(:
Eh please,even Grace Koh got 1 mark!
Valenlyn & I totally pwn!

Then had no English as Mdm Aliza didn't turn up for school.
Then had maths. AMaths in fact.
It was okay.
Then recess duty.
Almost fainted. due to some reasons.
Then had MT.
Nicholsen kept me smiling(:
RE.
SIAN LA THAT DAMN NOISY TEACHER.
Urgh! My day was spoilt thanks to her.
Firstly some idiots sitting around pissed me off that I decided to change place during AMaths in the last period.
Secondly,she was like telling us to keep quiet when we were already quiet! LIKE OMG!
Then end of AMaths lesson,I realised that sitting around the 2/7 people in my class gave me a sense of belonging compared to where I am now.
Eugene & Nicholsen were nice enough to ask what happened and all.
They really made my day!
Thanks GOD! &bro!
You two rock! ;D
Then end of school-> field trip .
At least this field trip turned out to be fun !(:
I'll let the pictures to do the talking .


Tan Jun Jie rocks!(: I love my walkingBUDDY's handwriting !

NICKANBOO #1 look he's acting cute !(:

NICKANBOO #2 ahems, he's gonna kill me ?!!?

Oh my, its class threethreeoheight !

i don't remember taking this shot . hmms .

Eugene ! You are adorable !

Andy, our 'guide'.

Inside, the exhibition .

Ohhs ! Mirror !

Esther, you look emo !

Esther & Nicholsen says HI !
 
Oh damn it, Nick is stuck! :o

In the Discovery Theater .


Future road users ? Or life savers ? Erm, no .

On our way back, singing smash hits like Bob The Builder, Rihanna's Umbrella & more !

Grace's pretty hands !

& last but not least, ME !(: yeap, i got bullied by grace, eric, terry & NICKANBOO .

Look at all the treasure I've received after one trip, 3 hours !(:
Water bottle, that helmet thing that looks cute, calenders, tattoos & a pen !(:

Trust me.
Grace was having a great time being super high !
Grace, Terry & I got people into the "get your red helmet right now" mood .
Boy, its was really fun!
Thanks Grace & Nick for the popcorns!(:

I'll end this post with a familiar picture to 3threeoheight-ians.

TONY TO THE YAP'S LOVELY LOCKED COMPUTER !

; Song lyrics
1:49 AM

NLT - She said, I said (Time We Let Go)

Don’t know where to start
Something ain’t going right
Feel it in my soul cause I’ve tried, oh baby
Tried to keep you satisfied
Please don’t cry
I just think we both need time
I just feel that we are in the same room
But living two worlds apart
And its causing too much pain

She said baby can you please just stay
It ain’t too late to work this thing out
I said girl this ain’t easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
She said why can’t we make up like the last time
I’m just afraid to hear you say go
I said baby I’m sorry
I think its time we let go
Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave
Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause
I think its time we let go

See these teardrops falling from your eyes
That don’t change my mind, oh baby
Please don’t make things more difficult than they gotta be
I can’t take no more this is killing me
Every time I look at you
I see more reason of me to leave you
And its causing me too much pain

She said baby can you please just stay

It ain’t too late to work this thing out
I said girl this ain’t easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
She said why can’t we make up like the last time
I’m just afraid to hear you say go
I said baby I’m sorry
I think its time we let go
Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave
Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause
I think its time we let go
Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave
Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause
I think its time we let go

Baby can you please just stay
It ain’t too late to work this thing out
I said girl this ain’t easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
She said why can’t we make up like the last time
I’m just afraid to hear you say go
I said baby I’m sorry but
I think its time we let go
Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave
Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause
I think its time we let go
Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave
Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause
I think we let go

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This song just perfectly describes how I feel now. :'(

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1:37 AM

Listening to : Chris Brown - With You

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

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If girls were lucky to have their guys sing this song to them...hmms..
& I know it won't happen to me :)

Sunday, February 17;
11:59 PM

WOOHOOS ! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA & NICHOLSEN !
these two peeps rocks ;D
*Nicholsen see that ? I just said you rock !
& I mean it .
The both of you can light up anyone's day, at anytime !
I'm posting like at 11:59 pm .
Pretty smart ehhs ?
Wishing the 2 guys just before the new day starts .

Damn it .
I'm missing twoseven now .
Just view the friendster profile of twoseven and everyone's like missing each other .
Damn .
Its kinda heart breaking .
To think that in about 1 year and 10 months time, we'll be seperated, this time distance plays a part .
At least I had great memories of the class that owns the world ! (:
& too bad for those who envies the 2/7's spirit !

A short post for today (: 170208.

Saturday, February 16;
3:05 PM

I JUST FEEL LIKE TAKING A PIECE OF PAPER,SCRIBBLING YOUR NAME ON IT AND TEARING IT UP INTO PIECES.

Damn.
I feel so angry inside.
Sad outside.
Irritated on a whole.

I chose the wrong path and just realised I'm regretting it!
I can do only 1 thing in order to get back to the right path.
If you don't understand any of my crap, SORRY, cause I'm using my blog to vent my anger on "whoever that person" is.
Well no thanks for anything though.

unfruitful memories and wasted tears.
true love thats what i've been yearning for years.
told you i love you with all of my heart.
told you my love for you will never part.

but now, i realise my love for you has gone.
deep down inside i know i'm shattered,torn.
i know i'll regret as the days pass by.
i know its the end for my love, goodbye.


Some random poem I guess.
Well it reflects how I feel at least.

& This tops it all.
This says all about me and every single thing is true.
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
The ones that are bolded means it really matches me!(:
Wow I just smiled.

Friday, February 15;
10:55 PM



I hate how much I love you boy.
I wrote your name in the sand many times.
But it kept on getting washed away.
I knew that very soon, one day,
You too had to go away.
Perseverance brought me this far.
I'm going to continue writing your name until it stays there.
Safe & sound.


Total Defence Day.
&temperature taking day.
Mother Tongue was slack.
Maths was tiring.
Geography was crazy.
English was interesting?!
&Social Studies was fun!
Condoms fever ! LOL.

Drama was interrupted by some Total Defence Day play.
&A fire drill which was soooooooo fake.
Imagine you are at the canteen and the fire is actually there!
Its like OhMyGosh.
&the whole exercise lasted for 20 mins?
They made us sit in the sun for so long!
But I managed to talk to the sec 1s who happened to be from my primary school.
They were like NO WONDER YOU LOOKED DAMN FAMILIAR! +.+"
Hahas. They remembered my act in Hearts In Harmony!!!
3 years and memories still last.
Hmms.
And sports day is coming up!
Guess what.
KPS & CCKSS on same day again!
Like a repeat of history!OMG!!!
Hopefully I can do my best this year.
To Matthew : Its okay larhs! Heal soon and hope to see you running around!

Anyway its Mikail's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY!(:

I feel so emo-ish all of a sudden, gahs!
Hema must not be emo. ;DDDDDDDDDDDD
I just hope that ELMO understands this.
ELMO's gone and I'm all alone ):

Thursday, February 14;
9:48 PM







Valentines' Day baby!(:
Thanks Jolene for the flower.
Thanks Eva for the chocs!;D
Thanks Rashwinder for the marshmallow sweet!
Thanks Mrs Jacob for the chocs & sweet!
Thanks Eric for the sweet!
 &thanks Joanne for everything(:

This year's Valentines' Day is so much different than last year?!!
I regretted not getting anything for the deserving ones at all.
I'm such a baddy!
I seriously don't have the mood to blog.
&I don't really feel like myself for the past few days.
I need a break from everything.

;
12:00 AM

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY ALL!(:


&&HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALENLYN && MATTHEW! ;DDDDDDDDDDD

Wednesday, February 13;
10:16 PM

Hmms...
Came back from a late dismissal from the workshop!
I had fun again.
Of course,seeing all the stupid shots we took for our project.
It was really dumb,seeing ourselves acting like total retards.
Especially Karthigeyan.The husband who can't act.

But nonetheless,there are always those people who just have to irritate you but there isn't any use in doing so!
Just a couple of hours to go for Valentines' Day.
&Eric is giving me sweets!(:

Tuesday, February 12;
6:24 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE PENG!(:


Some idiot.
Yeah,that idiot.
Using Sankarsh's name.
GET A LIFE PLEASE!
Stop using Kartigeyan's name,Dedrick's name and Sankarsh's name to spam can?
NO LIFE IS IT?
Using their name isn't funny.
Neither is it cool.
Cause you are not them!

I lack of the mood to blog thanks to spammers who are out there to ruin my life...

Monday, February 11;
10:09 PM

Monday blues are like #$%^&*!@
Some idiotic assholes,who i shall not mention here in my blog,just had to spoil my day.
I am going to create one private blog and spam like shit in it.
&TOO BAD TO THOSE I'M GONNA SPAM ABOUT.
I dont give a fcuking damn about you going mad about it.
Who the hell asked you to come in my life and try to ruin it?
Who the hell asked you to INVADE INTO MY PRIVACY?
WHO THE EFFING HELL ASKED YOU TO BE SUCH A NOSY PERSON?
I'M SUPER DIRECT RIGHT NOW BUT I DONT CARE.
YOU GUYS SUCK.
ESPECIALLY YOU.

oh piss me off more people.
Anyway a big shoutout.
3/3 sucks ;D
2/7 ROCKS AND I DEFINITELY MISS THE TIMES. ;DD

&&&&&&HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADIRA!;D &&&CHII MING!!
next is weepeng's birthday!;DDDDDDDDD

Saturday, February 9;
11:08 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE &&& GLORIAAAAAAA!;D

Day 2 without my specs.
Oh it sucks big time.
I had nightmares of my specs!
Sleepless nights... ;(
LIKE WHAT THE HELL!
I miss my specs alot though.
I really have nothing to blog.

Friday, February 8;
8:15 PM

I'm back.
Well couldn't update for the past nights cause I had a sleepover!;D

It was fun.
Watched movies.
Kept on critizing them for their faults and all.
Then played Pictionary. ;DDDDDDDDD

Today.
Went to ECP again.
Yeah.
This time I went in the waters.
&guess what.
I LOST MY SPECTACLES.
MY FREAKING SPECTACLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is total suayness.
I don't wish to elaborate on what happened whatever thing.
Anything ask me directly.
I'll tell you.
&now everything = blur.
So I'm kinda sotong right now.
&my face is red cause of sunburn xD
&its hurts ;((((((
Then I dropped my phone and picked it up,only to find A NICE SCRATCH ON THE SCREEN.
LIKE WTF PLEASE!
TOTAL SUAYNESS FOR ME.

I'm demanding for a new phone & either specs or contact lens.
&everyone is spamming my dad telling him all sorts of things =|
Screw larhs.
The more he delays,the more I'll suffer for whatever nature has done to me.
&everything is my fault.
Thats what the old folks say.
EH ITS LIKE NOT PRE-PLANNED PLEASE!
LIKE WHO KNOWS WHAT THE FREAK WILL HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE?!
Oh I'm bloody pissed/upset right now.
ELMO isn't here to console me anymore.ELMO's gone.
I hate life when there are times like this.

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Anyway here are some things I wanna sayyyyyyyyy!;DDDDDDDDDDDDD
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AH MAT!(Rahmat)
& ASHWINNNNN:DDDDDDDDD
& HAPPY CNY TO ALL OUT THERE!;DDDDDDDDDD
(damn,my red packets are missing. =| )

Wednesday, February 6;
3:09 PM

&i can't help but wait till you see you for what you really are.

I'm sorry for not blogging!
I'm such a lazy ass ;D

Monday.

Hmms..
Got up late as usual.
I lack of sleep nowadays. X((((((((((((((
Met Ruth & Valenlyn.
&Cabbed to school cause we were damn bloody late.
Thanks to me of cause.
Went back to class and look through notes for History test.
History was dead boring cause TEST.
Then English.
Had Vocab test.
Sure to pass.LOL =X
Then went to Com Lab to type out our Situational writing draft.
Ended up never type the whole thing cause we were basically using the net.
Then when we had to vacate for the next class,guess who we saw.
MS PATRICIA LYE.
Woah,mood spoiler.
Grace & I kaopei-ed her. =X
We were trying to save the document & Mdm Aliza said "quickly you need to go for your next lesson."
I said,"Haiyah EMaths only."
Ms Lye said "Excuse me i'm not having maths now,its CPA class."
"Like we were talking about what you having now!"
Grace & I totally diao-ed her larhs!
LIKE EXCUSE ME???
Mdm Aliza backed us up.
Hahas.
Then Emaths.Had to do tons of work.
Practice & practice emaths.
Then recess.
THE SEC 4s STEP DOWN FROM DUTY ALREADY LIKE OhMyFreakingGod!
Its super early la.
Anyway I cant stop them from not doing duty.
So its us again,the sec 3s to do duty aloneeeeeeeee...
&some 'nice' people disturbed me when I was doing duty..
Then MT.
Oh that.
Everyone is kinda shock I'm doing all my work right now.
Hehe.
I'm a good girl okay!
Then Reading.
WALAO THE GUYS SABO ME LA!
YJ I remember you are one of them!
I almost had to go up and talk crap..
Helped Terry to cut his hair! ^^
&the guys were like suddenly talking about vibrator like WTF?
Then EMaths again.
&End school!(:

Tuesday.

Had some meeting for prefect shirt & I went in late.
Had PE.
FREAKING FUNNY.
We had warm ups by Andy & Nicholsen.
Then Nicholsen raised his hand up and alilbit expose...HAHA!
RED.
Even Mr Loy saw and was dumbfounded.LOL.
Then played modified captains ball.
It was mixed with some basketball cause we would be learning basketball for the next few lessons.
BASKETBALL LOVES!(:
Then played with Nicholsen's group cause he requested.
Its was a hard fought match!But we won!
3-2!(: I scored 2 goals against Nicholsen!;DDDDDDDDD
Then played with Joel's group.
3-1!
My team owned the game scoring all 4 goals.
Yeah there was 1 dumb own goal by TERRY.
The game like ended in 5 mins?HAHA.
Then Physics.
Ms Ong was cryign when I entered the class.
No one knows what happened.
Then did worksheets.
Then History again.
SIANS LA SEQ test!
I'm sure to fail for I don't even know how to elaborate.
Then recess and Chemistry.
Got back our test papers.
17/25.
Pretty okay la for not even studying!
I lost 4 marks due to carelessness.
Or else I'm be effing smart!;DDDDDDDDD
Then 3 periods of EMaths.
Had a 10 min break to popular demand.
Then lunch & PC.
PC was damn funny.
Mrs Jacob wanted a CNY celebration for us on 12 Feb.
Then Chee Kiat was super funny cracking jokes and all.
Then home-ed pretty early!(:

TODAY.
HALF DAY BABY!(:
Went to school with Wanyi,Valenlyn&Ruth.
We ran to the bus & almost missed it.
I only knew I had meeting with the prefects like 6.30 & I chionged like mad.
Then half way Dian told me to meet Mdm Latifah at 7.30.
Reached school at 7 25 and rushed over to the prefects.
They already decided on the colour WHITE-RED.
No offence but my personal comment:
white and red...will get dirty easily.
&the logo design is kinda err.........&its green...
Hmm...
Then got red packet from Mdm Latifah.She ROCKKKK!(:
Then had History like SIANNNNNNNNNN.
Watched a video and half the class fel asleep.
Me & Nicholsen were like disturbing each other,smsing although I was less than a half a metre away from him.
So retarded.
Then Chemistry.
Started on a new topic.
Bonding..
Easy to know cause learnt that like last year???
Then Sanjiven was like forcing me to go back to KPS.
&End up when we reached,they don't allow us to go in already.
&I laughed cause my home is beside KPS like LOL!
Many made a wasted trip there.
Screw the new rules there la!
Can't go into the school at all.
What kind of fcuked up school is that.
This also cannot that also cannot.
No wonder no one is proud to be from that school.
Everything also proud of your basketball crap.
One day when everything leaves,then you'll regret!

End of craps already.
I'm super hungry & I don't wanna eat riceeeeeeeeeee.Argh!
But I have to or else no lunch.
Later having family gathering & STEAMBOAT!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
YAY!I miss family gatherings with my cousins..

Saturday, February 2;
10:02 PM

Back from the Youth Hands On Day Project!(:
It was successful I guess.
I had fun at the beach.
Some pictures I want to post up here!(:











I'm going ECP very soon again!(:

Friday, February 1;
10:02 PM

Listening to: With You - Chris Brown

Oh Valenlyn.
STOP AIMING AT ME!
I keep on getting glooped by you!
Pity me please!

Mother Tongue was horrible.
For some reasons.
Emaths was TERRIBLE.
Had Emaths test.
Mrs Lim marked our test papaers for Amaths and handed them out already.
I got 2 for that!
&I'm second lowest in class!
Yeah I know.
I suck at maths.
Thats why Mrs Lim is pulling me into her remedial classes!
Then Geography.
Paid loads of attention though it was boring.
Hahas!
Recess then English.
3 guys came in late for class.
Mr Kong was furious as they were late for lessons for 9 minutes.
Even me & Hui Ling reached class earlier than them!
Then got scolded for being a horrible class.Once again.
Then SS.
Mrs Jacob wasn't in school.
&that Ms Juliana took over.
Boy, is her voice high pitched!
I couldn't stand her shouting!No offence but it kinda hurts my ears!
Then dismissal & CCA.

Sec 1's 2nd day at CCA.
Made a bad impression though.
Thats what I feel.
We weren't behaving appropriately at all.
I miss the 2006 days when drama was great.
4 1/7-ners are in drama but 2 wanna drop out. :(
I'm saddened by their actions.
Benjamin Yeo is still enthu about drama.
Looking forward to see how this year will go.
I'm really upset about CCA right now.

I wanna sleep already.
Have a long day tomorrow.
YEAH! Youth Hands On Day tomorrow!(:
CIP after CIP.
I'm tired already.
Toodles people!(:

I need ELMO by my side to console me!(: