`xoxo , You know you love me (:

FUNNY VIDEO.lame actually =]

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2:23 PM

I'm so in love with my blog song.Jojo rocks like hell!!

Let it rain
Let it rain

From the first day I met ya
I notice your style
Had that B-Boy swagger not one of the crowd
And you talked like you knew me
Kept coming around and I fell for ya, yeah
Then as time kept going I noticed some things
Said our love kept growing
Wanted to run away cause the situation's in the past
Love never really last
Memories just had a hold of me

But I had to let go of the pain
Let love rain down on me (let it rain)
Cause you helped me open up my eyes
Show me things I could never see (let it rain)
Cause we can fight and we make up
Wanna see you when I wake up
I'm staying with you only (let it rain)
Cause I need you to show me how our love should really be (let it rain)

I use to wonder where were going
And where I wanted to be
Sitting alone all shocked up waiting for my destiny
Hearing songs on the radio wishing that could happen to me, oh no
Then when you came into the picture then I knew quickly
That we could build something so strong
Expect the best for the future
Forget about what used to be
I need you here all life long

But I had to let go of the pain
Let love rain down on me (let it rain)
Cause you helped me open up my eyes
Show me things I could never see (let it rain)
Cause we can fight and we make up
Wanna see you when I wake up
I'm staying with you only (let it rain)
Cause I need you to show me how our love should really be (let it rain)

Cause I see the sunlight whenever we touch
All day and all night is never too much (All that were how)
Afraid of my feelings and falling too deep
But everybody's had this happen one time or another
When you need someone to set your heart free

But I had to let go of the pain
Let love rain down on me (let it rain down down on me)
Cause you helped me open up my eyes
Show me things I could never see (let it rain)
Cause we could fight and we make up
I wanna see you when I wake up
I'm staying with you only (let it rain)
Cause I need you to show me how our love should really be (let it rain)

But I had to let go of the pain
Let love rain down on me (down on me baby)
Cause you help me open up my eyes
Show me things I could never see (let it rain)
Cause we can fight and we make up
Wanna see you when I wake up
I'm staying with you only (let it rain)
Cause I need you to show me how our love should really be (let it rain)

Let it rain
Let it rain
Let it rain

Monday, May 28;

4:19 PM

Okay back from a long break.I was lazy to update. =] As usual I'm lazy.Hahas.

Well,the last week of school was memorable.

Wednesday-
We had science at first.We had to do bio stuff.The potato strips again.Yes boring but we had no choice.Then we had history.I FINALLY GOT 3 MORE MARKS!!!Which simply means that I managed to pass my history.Thanks Ms Ong!!YAY!!Then after that was recess.Duty again.Fun I guess.Then after that was Maths.We played some puzzle.The same old dumb game where you'll be given some triangles and square etc. and you have to make a square,rabbit and more.I was fighting with Jun Wei and Eric for the pieces.Jun Wei and I exchanged words like shut up and more..Then we had English.Played stress again.It was super fun okay.I kept on saying dumb,stupid and stuff.I was actually directing all those words to myself.Then Literature.I GOT BACK MY MARKS!!Yay!I got 67-B3.I was pretty disappointed cause that is the lowest Literature grade I ever gotten in 1 1/2 years.After that was Mother Tongue but got replaced with English again so played stress again.I got too hyper!!Then Mass reading got cancelled!!WEEESSS!!Which mean longer lunch break!After that CCA. :] I'm in the drama camp committee.This year camp commander is Nicholsen.Oh noes..I so hate him.He is getting on my nerves for doing all those eeky stuff to me on Wednesday.Someone is jealous of him..Hehehs someone..

Thursday-
Okay peaceful day at least.NICHOLSEN AND ADAM NEVER COME TO SCHOOL!YAY ME!I don't have Nicholsen running after me =]Anyways we got back our Art results and its my only A for this term.So pathetic please.Then Ms Ow was super good!!She let us watch National Treasure.End up we watched until end of school!!!!So we did not have Literature and Geography!Ms Nora was super chio that day!!She is chio everyday okay.Then after school went to Mac.After that I thought of going home but saw my TWINjie,PENGUIN,Hui Ling and Stephanie crossing the road over to my side.Then I followed them.Lucky I go with them or else I forget to hand in my Science books.They went to the coffee shop to eat.Then we chat until 3 then TWIN,Hui Ling and I went back to school.The rest went back home.We went to the library for free air con[lols] and chatted more.Chat about AHEMS & AHEMS.Then sms-ed.I was doing my science actually.But end up I so lazy never do much.Then went down to the void deck cause they got basketball training.Whereas I continued to sms...

Friday-
Last day of term 2 and morning duty!I miss doing duty and deploying them.Haiix.I wanted to take a picture with the whole of team 2 but take during prefect camp would be better.Then we had meeting in the void deck.End up the meeting only started at 7.45 am.I had to chiong for duty cause I almost forgot to do it.Then had P.E.Played badminton with the girls in my class.Then at 10.05 Mr Lee called us back to assemble.He announce that he was leaving and it was our last P.E lesson with him.He said so many thing about us.I was on the verge of crying cause when he leave,there will be no one to bully me and tease me.Mr Lee always say about me and tries to match-make me and stuff.I'll miss those times we had fun as a class with him.Memories will last yeahs?MR LEE I'LL MISS YOU!!Better miss 2/7 okay.Hahas.I'm so evil.The last words he said to our class was "2/7 for the last time,thank you class." I could not return the greeting cause I was trying to hold back those tears.But I walked up to him and said thanks =] I'm good okay.Then after recess we had some money management talk.It was not benefitting from my point of view.But Phoebe was so eager to get the disc which would teach us some money-related stuff..She is so into business.Then went back to class and slacked.After that clean the classrooom.It was messy.Then went down to the prefects room to find Mei Yen.Then CCA!!But CCA ended earlier.And then prefects meeting again.Haiix.I went mad again.Hahas.San-CRASH.Mr Paul Cheong's way of calling Sankarsh.

Saturday
Cleaned up my damn messy table =]

Sunday
Meeting with Mei Yen at Lot 1 mac.FUN!!Hahas.Crapped like hell okay.

Today
Sankarsh's birthday. =]Happy birthday yeahs?Other than that I'm just thinking of Mr Lee. =[

Tuesday, May 22;

6:08 PM

Another day filled with tears. ]:

I got back most of my results.Here they are:
English-67
Maths-52
Science-43 1/2
Geography-58
History-46

THIS IS REALLY BAD.I FAILED 2 SUBJECTS THIS TERM!AND JUST PASSED THE REST!
I don't understand what happened to me.I mean I practiced,I tried and Science,shockingly my favourite subject,I failed it.What the hell?I really deserve this.

I must thank Victorof 3/8 for shouting at the corridor at 12.30 pm saying I was crying.It was publicizing to the whole 2/8 and Sec 3s who were at the AVA room that I was crying.Thanks a lot.I'm not being sacarstic or something.

Thursday, May 17;

5:30 PM

Today-

Er..I don't remember much because of the anger I have within me.Anyway normal school day.But adjustments to our timetable.And we weren't informed at all!!!Great.Cause I was looking forward to Literature lessons and Art lessons and OEL&EL combined lessons!But end up the timetable was jumbled up. :[

Then after school I had some briefing for the Leadership course for the prefects.It was suppose to only be for the Sec 3 prefects but 6 of them couldn't make it because of YFC opening.So they needed replacements from the Sec 2s.I'm looking forward to this Saturday!Quanquan(lols),Jehiel,Steph,Yen Loong,JT & I will be the only Sec 2 prefects who will be going :] We'll be going together to Ngee Ann Polytechnic!Yays!But must wake up super early!!I'm such a lazy bum who doesn't want to get up in the morning.Its like 10-4.6 hours and we have to go on our own and report by 9 at the venue!Lazy la!

Then after the briefing it started to rain 'beautifully'.I was stuck in school for another 2 hours.Crapped with my TWIN!&TWIN's laogong!Hahas.We talked about our prefect team,TEAM 2!!<3 I love team 2 yeahs?Let me introduce to you the sotsot a.k.a the siao family!

Family head(team leader)-BIQIN!!!She is a crazy 14 year old who leads this family.
Family assistant head(Assistant team leader)-ME!!!Originally crazy and mad&loves to laugh like mad!

The ladies-
Sec 2
PRISCELLA!!!Also another siaosiao person once in a blue moon.HUILING!!Another siaosiao one who loves to make us laugh by being 'sarcastic'!JOANNE!!!MY TWINjie!!!!!!SHE IS JUST LIKE ME!!NO NEED TO ASK.Cause we are twins!

Sec 3

SUMYIN!!She is siaosiao together with her fellow teammates,SIOKKAN,XUEN!All of them have something in common.They all siaosiao together!HEATHER!!She's kinda lame YET nice!!!Because of that we can also go siao!FATIN!!!I don't know her much but I know she is SIAO AS WELL!

Sec 4

SERWEE!!She is also siao one!!Hahas.SHARMINI!!!Also siao one.Cause mix with siao people!EVELYN!Same reason!!!!

The guys-

YENLOONG!!Shuaige!!He touches his hair alot cause its his prized possession!And he talks crap ALOT!Hahas!ANDY!!!!The super blur one.Hahas!!SO EASY TO BULLY HIM!!ADAM!!The one who is crazy about football.I LOVE PUNCHING HIM!!!!!Hahas.Useless fellow!WAKAKAKAKAS.Okay now I'm going mad.

okay now I'm acting like a retarded.

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5:10 PM

I love myself.No I hate myself.
I love you.No I hate you.
I love my life.No I hate my life.

I JUST CAN'T STOP THIS.I am just making myself more&more miserable.Yeah a good example?I just started to my wrist after 2 years?Reason?YOU.THANKS A LOT.

I'm just being too emo right?I know but I seriously can't help being emo.I mean it comes naturally.I feel like screaming all day long.I feel like crying the whole day.I feel like throwing everything in my house around.I feel like kicking you.I feel like slitting my wrist even more.If the reason that caused me to become like this stop me from doing all this then I guess I will.But I'll just continue till I'm satisfied with my slitting.

Wednesday, May 16;

6:11 PM

WTF.I was chatting on9 and this unknown person added me.I thought it was Rachel's sis,so i added the email.End up it was someone else!This is the conversation!

Lien says:
ey
Lien says:
wie zeide gy?
&{ HEMA! I'M GOING MAD!!!:] ; CHERYL&JT..FOREVER!!haahs =D to cheryl:AHEMS! says:
huh?
Lien says:
wa
Lien says:
ge hebt mij toegevoegd
Lien says:
dus wie zeide gy :S
&{ HEMA! I'M GOING MAD!!!:] ; CHERYL&JT..FOREVER!!haahs =D to cheryl:AHEMS! says:
huh?
Lien says:
maf eerlijk
Lien says:
whatever dan verwijderek u wel
Lien says:
as ge et nie wilzegge

What the hell?!

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4:12 PM

OMG!Blogger is alright now!:D I'm freaking happy cause I can post properly!:D

Okay I'm celebrating!!!MYE IS OFFICIALLY OVER FOR YEAR 2007!!!But there are still some matters that need to be sorted out.CLASS JERSEY.We still haven't handed in our design.I've got to redo it.Stop wasting my efforts people.If you critize my work so much,why don't you design it yourself and make sure the whole class agress to it!Oh come on.PISS ME OFF.Push all the blame to me.Cause I'm in-charge.PARTZ PEEPS.

Anyway we had Science paper 1 and Art.I just wonder why they didn't give us Art before recess.It doesn't make sense having a 40 minute paper just before recess and a 2 hour paper after recess.I want to go home early!I'm sure the rest also wants to.

Exams are over.Now I'm just waiting for the results.I pray hard it will be good!I want to go out without having to worry about anything!

SOMEONE PLEASE SMS ME.I'M FREAKING BORED.Zzz..

Tuesday, May 15;

5:05 PM

I OFFICIALLY LOST 21 MARKS FOR MY MATHS PAPER.What the hell yeah?The reason?I don't know how to do them all.Actually the best part:I suddenly knew how to do all the questions I actually used to get stuck at AND FORGOT how to do those questions I didn't get stuck at before.CRAP.I'm really gonna scream my head off if I can get my B3,because I see it as IMPOSSIBLE.The paper was okay actually.Just that I'm not good at maths.I'm starting to decline in it.Anyway we also had geography.Oh man I LOVE GEOGRAPHY!The reason is simple.I studied only Chapter1-7.And 80% of the paper asked things from Chapter 1-7!!!:]I was darn tired to continue studying the rest of the chapters.

Today we made a record.4 hours&15mins=3 papers,maths paper 1&2 & geography.ALL IN 1 DAY!That really made me go mad.I had to mug longer than usual.How I wish that they pushed it to another day.

&CLASS TEE SHIRT DESIGNING IS NOT COMPLETED LIKE YOU GUYS THINK IT IS.

a dumb short post for today!:]

Saturday, May 12; MAD!:]

5:14 PM

Okay..My computer hates blogger.So do I.I don't know what the freaking hell is wrong with it.Anyways I got pictures!:] From class blog.& my own.But I'm unable to post them :[

Oh yahs.I forgot to say in my post yesterday that I'LL REMEMBER ALL THE SEC 2 PREFECTS FOR SABO-ING ME DURING DEBRIEF. :[ They say I sounded like sankarsh?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMFG=ohmyfreakinggod.GIGILIBITS PEEPS :D &to team 2 prefects: I'LL REMEMBER UE PEEPS FOR SAYING ME AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@#$&^PARTZ. :D

I LOVE THE PREFECTORIAL BOARD!!!!Hahas.

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Friday, May 11;

10:17 PM

DYING OF BOREDOM.

This is official.I'll give up studying for I'LL OFFICALLY FAIL MY EXAMS.Anyways,I am so dead because I haven't hand in my D&T.Simply great.I cannot study lurhs.And the best part.I got A1 for my geography so far!:]

Yesterday-

Ms Ow caught us surfing the net for other things during art.Including me.So sian cannot blog in school.I LOVE ENGLISH!!Hahas.Literature ROCKS!!I can pass my recent test!!Decent marks I hope.ITS MYE!!&I slept through my science test in the middle of it. =D

Today-

There was prefects meeting.I knew it in the morning. :[ But still my plans weren't ruined.I went to Ruth's house to do D&T.First time I so guai.Then came home with Ruth&Wannie :]My dad was at home,shockingly.But he allowed them to enter my house!:]<3 I had to photocopy the consent form for the sexuality talk for Sec2s & 3s.I DON'T WANNA GO.I bet it will be boring.Pray hard daddy cannot go!Like that better.1 more week to my appointment!Yay.I can't wait to skip CCA all over again!:] Its cool.& I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE NOTICEBOARD.Haiix.Serve me right for being the publicity in charge of photography and NOTICE BOARD.Anyway Wee Peng tried to sabo me for the prefects' shirt designing.Yup, prefects are gonna have shirt!:]Yay!And knowing me,he purposely shouted my name.HELLO?!!!I've got so many things to attend to and now another one?But still I wanna design it!:]

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Thursday, May 10;

9:52 AM

Saw Hazel searching for Jesse McCartney's photo.OMG HE IS JUST CUTE!!!!!I also wanted his pictures!!:] ILOVEHIM!

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9:20 AM

I'm in school!<3

I love English lessons on Thursday!Currently I'm at Computer Lab 2 :]Later got art!!I love my Thursdays!!!Later got literature test.Science also.I had to study during morning duty.I hope won't get caught for just trying to study for tests!!!

VALENLYN CHUA!!!!You banned me from tagging :[ CRYCRY.

Okay finally she unbanned me!:]Mr Soh let us use computer&watch movies.Yay!Anyone jealous??I bet the Sec 2s are.

Well got to go.Mr Soh is asking us to do work.Anyway SPAM MY TAGBOARD!!I don't mind for now.

Its not over.Its just started.Why won't ue understand?Its not difficult.

Wednesday, May 9;

11:09 PM

YAY!!!MY 100th post finally!I realised I post more this year compared to last year.So far..

Today-

Another funny day.Offically I'm taking the big steps for the class jersey.No one took charge.So no choice.Anyway final decision taken tomorrow.Colours have already been decided.GREY&BLACK!Actually many wanted ORANGE&BLACK but the guys will look very gay.Lols.And V-neck cos it look 101% better looking than the round neck!The design for the front is not decided yet.So is the back ><.See by what I mean no one took charge????But still after approach everyone,the class cooperated well enough. :] ILOVE2/7'o7!!!<3

Anyway I had to go around asking who wanted what numbers and all.I first asked Karthigeyan!Hahas on purpose as usual.Valenlyn wanted to choose a number close to him!He wanted number 22.Valenlyn at first wanted 23.Then she was so happy the number before hers was taken by KARTHIGEYAN!Lols.She was super crazy :] And Surian saw what exactly happened and he told Karthigeyan.WAKAKAKAKAs.

I'm doing art all over again.How dumb.And Mrs Ching has already returned us our common test for Mathematics! :] I FLUNKED IT AS USUAL.15/40..And this morning I was scared to death.Mr Liew asked me who was coming down for the parent-teacher meeting on the 29th May.Oh nos.I'm so dead.PTM!!!!!I pray hard no bad complains or anything that causes me to get into trouble!Please pray along with me!!

Tomorrow,please kill me!Literature test and SCIENCE Physics test on light.DIE.

Ok I need to do the design for our class jersey already.TOODLES!

Tuesday, May 8;

8:27 PM

Okay blogger doesn't work properly..So I have no choice but to post via email.

Today was SUPER FUN!Mr Soh brought us down to the dungeon afte 1 month!Unfortunately Nicholsen & Karthigeyan did not come to school today.Valenlyn asked Wannie & me where was Karthigeyan and I thought I saw him but end up he didn't come.Valenlyn was like OMG WHY?!!!!!Hahas.MY beloved walking partner!:]<3

I am totally going crazy regarding the class t-shirt.It has to be plain because of the design.Its a little horrid actually.:X Anyways people its gotta be black and grey.IT looks nicer than the rest.V-shape neck and also choice of your own number!:]

Anyway those girls who wondered who actually touched or grabbed your legs,it was actually ME!WAKAKAKAKAS.I know I'm very kaopei and freaky but I bet it was fun okay.You scared me,I scared you!:]

Okay I'm msning Nicholsen and it seems his sister is using the computer!??And I'm going ++" She's msning me about NICHOLSEN.Lets see what can we do..Sabo him?Yeah.After all the tickling I've got from him WHY NOT?WAKAKAKAS.Evil me:]

Blogger is like experiencing so many problems!!!!!!@#%$&^*PARTZ LA.I can't even edit my post please. :[ Gonggongbutts.Gigilibits okay. :]

I love my blog's song.Nobody's perfect.The lyrics are so true.Nobody's perfect and no one will be perfect.Including me.So don't except prefects to be super guai and very very good okay.That is what I call STUPID.Because no one can be perfect. :D

I'm so bored at home.I've got new timetable for 2 weeks.Mummy is back in Thailand again :[ She left this morning at 6 plus if I'm not mistaken.Granny's not feeling well.Got admitted at hospital over there in Thailand. :[ Pray hard nothing happens cause I don't want to miss school and go back to Thailand like the other time..I'll miss school for like 2 weeks okay..Thats alot.I'll miss everyone although I'll be back but it won't be same over there.Have to speak a foreign language again :[ I really haven't spoken Thai for like 2 years.My cousins want to talk to me I also cannot reply properly..Zzz..

My post is so random.Jumping from topic to topic. :] No wonder I call myself randomsimplicity- :]

P.S: ue think i gave up but the truth is i won't and will not, no matter what, cause my love for ue is true.it isn't over yet.it just started.

Sunday, May 6;

1:22 PM

Weekends are pretty boring.Studied for maths like hell.20 questions per day.I have to make up for the common test that I FAILED!!!!!Yes I failed the common test which I took on friday.15/40.Mrs Ching called up again and I picked up the phone.Lucky my father wasn't at home so I didn't get scolding.But I called him and told him about the common test.He was disappointed.I studied for it but still I didn't make any miracles.

I'm too distracted nowadays.Can't really concentrate on my work but still I'm forcing myself.If I don't force,I'll be as good as nothing.I guess the reason is obvious.Ever since that damn day,I've never been myself.I'm missing those days.I'm only left with your memories..<3

Thursday, May 3;

6:00 PM

Okay today's paper-English.I predict I'll not flunk it cause I did proper work.I only messed up my compo!I did argumentative although I'm not good at it by its worth a try.I did the correct format for my section B and Mr Soh told me it was wrong.I REDO THE WHOLE DAMN THING IN THE LAST 20 MINUTES!!!!!I still have my evidence that I redo the section B.I brought it home :] It was not a formal letter but it was a REPORT!DAMN OK.I wrote report,he said wrong.I wrote formal letter,he was pleased to the core.I knew I was right.DUMB.And before school started,everyone was crowding around him and asking him all sorts of questions and he confused us more.GREAT!What a great exam.I'll kill him if they mark us all wrong.FREAK.The whole class trusted him okay.Paper 2,I thought I messed up my summary but I found I DIDN'T!! :] 148 words!Almost there.First time I hit below the limit!Cheers for me!

There's Maths common test tomorrow. :[ Today only told us.Great.I don't want to study.But I have to because its counted in CA! :[

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5:05 PM

I'm sick & tired of my life.I've got no reason to live in this world.I've just lost all of IT.Don't wish to mention what is it but I just lost it.I've got to get over with it.I've been to emo nowadays I guess.I cried alot.Kept thinking whether I should start slitting my wrist again.I know it doesn't sound like the happy me,but still its me.I should blame myself for whatever happened.If I hadn't started it all,it wouldn't have ended this way.I started one small lie and have to tell 100 more lies just to cover up that 1 lie.And all that 101 lies I said just got washed down the drain.I'm sorry if I just hadn't been myself and I can never be myself for I won't be the same person you knew.I'm sorry.I just cause pain for myself for no reason.I didn't lie to you but still I deserve this.Thanks for being by my side all this while.<3

Wednesday, May 2;

1:05 AM

I'm still awake!:] Unbelieveable but true,I've not completed my work..I don't intend to continue it cause I bet I'll mess up the whole project..

Valenlyn and I chatted.We were cursing,swearing and saying PARTS and stuff.Hahas.<3 We are doing our literature homework right now!I love my walking partner!

Dear Hema,aka Jacqueline,

Hmm..our most fragile cast member...(lols,i was, am and will be)We were so worried when first of all, you broke your arm( =X ) and then, whoa sprained your neck while putting on your top.(That sounded unbelieveable but true.Sprain neck while trying to wear the costume!)Huh, how time flies..still remember how you wanted to change CCA and we had to convince you that your real talent is in acting and being a Drama Queen.I feel that you have not given your best cause I know what you really have inside.This is it my Dear! SYF 2007!Prove to everyone the talent inside, the real person you are, the Drama Queen!Show everyone what is the BEST! Make the Drama Club and CCKSS proud!

Lots of love,
Hugs and Kisses,
Ms Ibaidah.

Ok this was taken from the card that Ms Ibaidah gave us before the SYF.It was so sweet of the teachers.And when I read mine,at first I laughed then I almost cried.It was so sweet.I miss SYF!

Tuesday, May 1;

11:26 PM

I doubt I'll sleep tonight...I just started doing my literature!!!Lack of materials. -.-"

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9:36 PM

Bored to death.I need to finish up all my assignments!!!!Thanks Mr Soh for the warning letter.I'm going to get up at 4 30 to complete my homework!!!This is a must!

27 more days!<3 only I know that much awaited day.