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Wednesday, April 30; SCREWED !
8:27 PM

Yeahs, screwed .
I SCREWED MY MATHS UP AGAIN .
I knew it big time .
I ain't that confident for it .

I want to take physics exams now !
I'm all prepared for it .
The problem with me is that I suck at maths big time & excel in Physics .
Hahahahs .
Physics and maths are relatively the same la .
Whats my problem ?!
I think I can handle maths now .
Looking at all the careless mistakes and lack of memory up there in my head .
*Shakes head !

Hahahs, hao lianing time !
LOL .
2 person just said I am pretty .
I am mehhs ? LOL .
Next, I GOT FULL MARKS FOR CHEMISTRY TEST :D
Next, okay no more :D

Anyway Mr Tan LH doesn't seem to remember my name .
He was like Suchada ( WTF ?! Ergh !), Abirami, Madhavi ?! LOL .
My name is so simple to remember please !
But he was super lame and funny today .

Chatting with Alan, a great buddy ! , it is simply great .
He makes me smile everytime !
Just saw him this evening at Lot 1 la !
I just realised I'm closer to the guys than the girls .
Hmms ...

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Damn it .
Thanks Valenlyn for telling me about it .
I felt much better .
But the thing is that, I don't dare .
I don't want .
I just rather save this friendship than lose it .

Cos everytime I see you
I get this feeling
I feel the sensation running in my veins
I'm flying on an angel's wing
I loved you since the day we met
But when you left, I just wept
I still love you, even more than you bet
Oh if only my love would be let..?

I think of the day when I see your face
Thinking of myself as an utter disgrace
I cry in the night and sob my tears
Where are you when I'm having all these fears

I just hope you'll know one day .
But for now, its too late .

Tuesday, April 29; OMG YAY !
8:40 PM

WE ARE ENLISTED FOR THE INTERVIEW FOR YFC ! (:

Omg .
Now I'm scared .
But I'm going to go through this man !
I wonder whats the other team's results ...
I'm hoping for the best .

Anyway today is Adam's birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM ! :D
I've got pictures for his birthday ! LOL .
I'm sorry Adam, but since its your birthday, TOO BAD :D


ADAM YOU ARE CUTE LA ! HAHAHAHAHAH .


I pity you la . Too bad its your birthday ! :D


I don't know why we did this to ourselves... Hahahs .
Oh thats Ian and me !


Ooh thats messy ! :D Yup you can see my face and the cream . Almost same colour .
LOL . Thanks for those comments people ! HAHAH .

Anyway Geography paper sucked :D
I officially lost 13 marks .
I hate the classes near my class la .
SUPER NOISY AND INCONSIDERATE .
I'm going to haunt you for that !
Actually its not them .
Its the others (:

Tomorrow's Emaths .
I'm failing it for sure .
Yeahs, FAIL .
But I'll go there and do my best .

Kk .
I'll mug now .

Monday, April 28; AH EXAMINATIONS !
8:08 PM

Screw the idea of wasting papers and giving us exams !
Social studies was a killer .
Big time .
I guess whatever I studied didn't help at all !
& once again, I DID NOT READ MY INSTRUCTIONS. 
OH SCREW MYSELF PLEASE !
Wait, I can't .
Oh, whatever .

Juma'at ! Hey man, hope you're doing fine .
Hope to see you around when you're better yeahs ? (:

Man, I love my chio cousin ! (:
Grace is super chio la !!! Eh, I jealous ehhs .
Hahahs .
Ah super random me .


GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR MYE !(:
I know this is a day late .

Damn it . Its geography tomorrow !



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If you look into my eyes and see carefully, you know what's wrong with me .
I'm just imcomplete without you .

Sunday, April 27; ♥
8:42 PM

Omg valenlyn chua .

NICK DOESN'T LIKE/LOVE ME WHATSOEVER !

Omg why are you guys thinking like that ?
Please do not publicise such stuff man ..

I'm screwing my MYE this time .
First paper is already the killer .
Imagine geography .
I'll flunk this term's humanities .
Okay, I must be positive .
I'll mug until 3 am in the morning !
I won't give up .
Nick is my competitor this exams .
I'll beat you flat ( although I know I don't stand a chance now ! ) .

Kk .
SS HERE I COME :D

OMG MY PREPAID LEFT 1 CENT . WTF AT THE WRONG TIME LA .
DADDY ! I WANT TOP UP !!!! ARGH ):

; LOVE MAKES THE WOLRD GO ROUND !(:
1:12 AM

Hahahs. I dont know what to name my post so tadaa ! :D

I'm like super bored and I can't stand mugging like a nerd and nothing goes in my brain !
Love my new blogskin ?
I just love navi skins la !
So cool .
Made this skin from scratch !
Hahas .
Borrow a couple of basecodes thats all (:

Anyway for Valenlyn .

Ss paper format :D

-Full Paper
-40 marks.
-1 1/2 hr paper .

Section A
SBQ 15 marks .
3 SBQ questions .
All is inference -> purpose ->
  • 3 As (Author, Action, Audience)
  • Compare & contrast .

Section B
25 marks .
2 essay questions .
(a) -> 13 marks .
(b) -> 12 marks .

* MUST BE 2 PAGES LONG !
I'm putting it up at class blog too !(:

Saturday, April 26; ARE THIS MAILS TRUE ?
8:22 PM

You know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of
the opposite sex thinking of you.
They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always
thinking about you,this is all true and not fake.
If you repost this in 5 minutes the person that is longing to be with
you will approach you within 1 month and ask you out or grab you and kiss
you.
But if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again
for
5 years

Advice for guys

-When she acts shy....
-Say I Love You
-When she or he runs away from you...
-Chase her
-When she puts her face near yours...
-Kiss her
-When she kicks and punches you...
- Hold her tight
-When she is silent...
-Shes thinking of how to say I Love You
-When she ignores you...
-She wants all your attention
-When she pulls away...
- grab her by the waist and never let go
-When you see her at her worst...
- tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
-When she screams at you...
- Tell her you love her, you have to mean it
-When you see her walking...
- Sneak up behind her and grab her by the waist and give her a kiss
-When she's scared...
- Hold her and tell her everything will be okay cause she's with you
-When she looks like somethings the matter...
-Kiss her and tell her not to worry
-While she holds your hand...
- Play with her fingers

Girls


- You really don't need any tips just be your flawless selves and let the
boy do the work for once!


Post this in the next 69 seconds and you will have the best day of your life
this Saturday and the one u love will either....
-KISS YOU
-ASK YOU OUT
-CALL YOU



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This is really sweet........

-When a boy is quiet ...
millions of things are running
in his mind.

-When a boy is not arguing ...
he is thinking deeply.

-When a boy looks at u
with eyes full of questions
... he is wondering
how long you will be around.

-When a boy answers
' I'm fine '
after a few seconds
...he is not at all fine.

-When a boy stares at you
... he is wondering why you
are lying.

-When a boy sat on your lap he is wishing 4 u to be his forever.

When a boy want to see you everyday, he want to be pampered.

-When a boy says
' I love you ' ...
he means it.

-When a boy says
' I miss you ' ...
no one in this world can
miss you more than that.

-Life only comes around
once make sure u spend it
with the right person...

Find a Guy,
-Who calls you beautiful
instead of hot.
-Who calls you back when
you hang up on him.
-Who will stay awake
just to watch you sleep.
-Wait for the guy who ...
kisses your forehead.
-Who wants to show you
off to the world when you
are in your sweats.
-Who holds your hand in
front of his friends.
-Who is constantly
reminding you of how much
he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you.
-Who turns to his friends
and says, ' That's her!! '

If you open this you have
to repost it, guy or girl,
or you will have bad luck
for the rest of your
life!!!!!
If I don't get this back
I guess your not my friend.
If you have a lot of love
for someone,
Copy and send this to your
whole list.
In 5 minutes your true
love will call or message
you.
Tonight at midnight your
true love will realize
they like you.
Something good will happen
to you at
approx. 1:42pm tomorrow,
it could be anywhere.
So get ready for the
biggest shock of your life.
If you break this chain,
you will be cursed with
relationship
problems for the most
important time
of your life. Send this to
15 people in 15 minutes to
carry on the
chain...and spare yourself the
emotional stress.

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I really wonder if this happens .
If it does, why doesn't it happen to some people who have been trying their luck ?

Friday, April 25; POP !(: CUM RIBBON TYING
8:35 PM

YAY !
We just earned 3 hours for CIP .
Hahahahah .
& I've just memorized another section of the geography notes ! :D
I am pushing myself through this !(:

& I hope I'm fine now :/
I've been coughing non-stop & vomitting helped me alot ths morning !
Hahah, I'm that sick .
The result of too much of coughing=to muscle ache at the stomach .
& IT HURTS !

Passing out parade was fine except for some funny stuff that happened .
I shall not mention it .
I had a fun time talking to Arif & the rest @ the prefects room .
Arif was damn funny and was sort of bullied .
The situation was pretty fun la .
Sorry fishball for not going to Mac earlier with you !
But I think that talking to Arif was pretty fun as well !(:

I LOVE LAUGHING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS WITH MY TWO BABES ! (:
Sorry yenloong for snatching away your fries .
Sorry junting for snatching away yours too ! LOL .
Mac was funny !

THANKYOU RASHWINDER FOR APPLE PIE :D

Kk . It a short post .
Need to mug for now .
Good luck for the papers people !(:

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Though its too late to apologise, I wanna let you know .
I'm just regretting all my actions .
I know I'll never be forgiven .
But still I'll continue to love you like I should .
Its like karma happening .
No one know how much I cried for you cause I chose to remain silent about what has happened .
I know tears won't bring you back .
But I'll just stay where I am cause I know I deserve to have this kind of end .
I really miss you boy .

Thursday, April 24; SICK ):
8:49 PM

Yeap I've fallen sick again but I just couldn't afford to lose out in a test so I decided not to do the test to save my ass from low marks :D
MR ONG THANKS TRUCK LOADS !

Yeap, I coughed like nobody's business and disrupted some people's thoughts halfway .
PAISEH !
Anyway coughing sucks big time cause it will make you wanna puke after coughing for too much!
I don't wanna go school tomorrow cause of the sick cough .
But there's CIP !
I don't wanna miss it !

Oh yeahs, MDM ALIZA TAKE CARE ! * WINKS .

I'm trying to get all the facts in my head but it doesn't seem to go in at this time .
MIIYA NEEDS TO MUGGGGGGGG .
MIIYA JUST GO NERDY LIKE YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE IN THE PAST !
MIIYA GET YOUR WORK DONE LA !


Okay I'm ordering myself now .
Its an order !
I'm off to study all the difficult stuff ! ;D

; I'M SORRY ! (:
8:29 PM

CHERYLCHEW, MY PEBBLEMEI! ILOVEYOU!
JOANNEKOH, MY TWIIN ! ILOVEYOU!


Girls, I really don't know how to thank you .
Thanks for being so true to me though I haven't been me lately .
Thanks for letting me know everything .

Hmms, I know I'm willing .
& thanks for being willing to do things for me .
I'm indebt to the both of you .
I'm going to show that I can change for the better .
I'm going to be the true me that I am and not the so-not me .
I think I'm missing myself .
LOL .

Tuesday, April 22; DANCE FLOOR ANTHEM :D
11:08 PM

Okay, I'm super busy and Valenlyn just left my house .
ARGH !
Flip, flop, flip, flop .
These 2 words are filling up in my mind .
Only Valenlyn understands what is means .

I'm gonna die tomorrow .
My bag is super freaking heavy ! Argh !

Okay I'm ending this short post .
Projects at stakes !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I hate chemistry test on wednesdays .

Monday, April 21; GO ON GIRL :D
8:24 PM

YEAH GIRL ! :D
Okay I'm so high now .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE !

Today was terrible .
Emo-ed half the day .
Danced like mad till the sun set .
In the end, I came home with a smile .

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I'm trying to go on .
But I can't get over you .
There's this invisible wall thats stopping me .
Whatever I do, I think of you .
There's nothing in this world that can stop me from doing it but you .
I know you may not be able to read this but still I'm be happy with whatever your decision is .

Hmms, I've lost too many people close to my heart .
But you were more closer than that .
Much more than anyone else .


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Such an emo post afterall .
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Your loved ones are like balloons filled with helium in it .
Hold on tight and they'll stay in your hands,
Let go of it and they'll be lost .
Just the same for the one you love most deep in your heart (:

I just let most of my balloons fly off ..
And just realised that it was jut a stupid dumb mistake .
Keeping the balloons in my hand was a much better choice .

I just only have these words to say .
I love you, I miss you & I need you .
But its okay if I don't get these back .
I'll move on  with my life .
But I'll never forget what happened .

Saturday, April 19; BORING )x
12:16 PM

Reply to tags:
lil-good-girl.: yeaps !(: sorry to keep you waiting last night !
Juninho: welcome ! erms lazy to login la . my com lagging :D
Mother Chua, I spotted a horrid picture on your blog ! Remove it . ( ROFLMAO)

I'm going to be guai kia like Mother and study maths .
I officially failed the log test on thursday anyway ! LOL :D

I'm like super packed this weekend .
Still have to got out for some stuff in the evening .
Must message tons of people regarding the Sec 4 Graduation thingy .
My prepaid will definitely be empty !
Need to plan the activities for the sec 4s !
So rush !
I'm sorry to Man Ting, Si Min & Valenlyn for pressurizing you guys like that .
Adding on to your workload ...
I'm a bad person x(

Kkays, I've got to go .
Anyway good luck to those going for the auditions tomorrow ! (:

Friday, April 18; HATE THAT I LOVE YOU :D
8:47 PM

Random title .
LOLS .

I love Mother Chua ! :D

Replies to tags first :
Andrea: Okay, fine . Haha . Andrea ! You are mentally disorganised ! 
Juninho: Kkay :D Thanks for the advice king !
Now the post !
Its going to be pictureful ! (:


Ahems ! What on earth are you guys watching ?

Ehh... cheeky huh ?

Ruth, Mother Chua & me !(:

Nick & Euge fighting like ....

Shadow of a typical girl .

Proof I was there !(:

Eh, mother CHUA . I♥ YOU !(:

Hahs . I caught you asleep !

You too Yuting ! LOL .

Moon's pretty !

Yeah, there they go fighting again ! LOL .

EUGE ! You love ????

Ah, a question mark . LOL .

MOTHER !(:

& to end the pictures, A HOMEWORK PICTURE ! :D
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School today was pretty much better .

MT was as usual, slack :D
SS was torturous la ! TEST = FAIL .
GEOGRAPHY WAS HOT :D LOL .
We played some MCQ games and all .
It was fun .
Half of us cheated la ! :DDDDDD
Then English .
Mdm Aliza was scary larhs .
Then Physics .
Mr Tan LH is super lame, funny and one of a kind la !
He cracked many lame jokes la .

Had the photoshoot for the magazine thingy after school .
Over 30 shots taken ?!
I bet Ms Sim will kill the trio who took the shots ! LOL .
We looked retarded .
& hopefully the pictures comes out well !

Rushed back to school for no particular reason but I was smart enough la .
I owe Ms Zee tons of stuff ! OMG .
  1. Drama T-shirt design .
  2. Drama contact list ( UPDATED ONE LA )
  3. Drama graduation ceremony .
The new committee is still not up yet !
And I've been appointed as student director like $^#$%$ for the play .
And I'm working on the other team man ... Sad I guess .
But still my lil good girl is my assistant ! LOL .
She's gonna rock and roll with me .
I won't pressurize you guys la .
Don't worry ! (:

Adam & Valenlyn are our two newly appointed STAGE MANAGERS !(:
CONGRATS MOTHER & ADAM .
CONGRATS TO RUTH for getting the role as well ! (:
I love drama la !

Kk . I need to mug now ! I'm flunking subjects !

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Jokes from Muttons @ Midnight !

  Pong : Hi Ping .
  Ping : Hi Pong .
  Pong : Ping, why are you wearing a man's shirt ?
  Ping: No, its a unisex ( you-need-sex shirt ) shirt .
  Pong : What ?! I don't need sex ( ROFL ) .
  Ping: No, its U-N-I-SEX (spells u-n-i out ) shirt.
  Pong : PING! I'm a girl and you ar a girl too ! ( LMAO) .


LIKE WTH ?!?!?!?!?!I was laughing out loud la !
Valenlyn too !
Listening to radio is fun ! xD

Thursday, April 17; OH SO SCREWED UP !(:
8:54 PM

Yeahs.
Its one of those BAD days again .
I dont know why I'm super pessimistic but still, things do turn out badly la .
My life is like totally screwed up okay .
I swear I'm not going to make anymore dumb mistakes that can cost me .

School today was like sheeeet .
Pissed that I've got to go school .
I want homeschooling la .
More fun !(:
Maths sucks too :D
I flunked the log test today .
Hahas !
English was cool, and slack .
I can emo all I want and Mdm Aliza laughing about it .
Mdm Aliza is a good teacher la .

I dont know how or why but things between me and my so-called friends are like getting way better .
I don't give a damn about what you are saying about me to your friends either .
Venting your anger via your msn nick and all isn't going to help unless you clarify things with me .
Thanks for all the wonderful times I had .


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Hahs . A private blog of mine would be the perfect place to just scream out loud and vent my anger at .
I'm off to scream hell out and no one can disturb me .
Cheers !(:

Wednesday, April 16; Jesse McCartney - Leavin'
9:59 PM

Hey baby girl
I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money money where my mouth is
Cause you the baddest litte thing that I've ever seen
So ima ask you one time if you got a man

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him...

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

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I'm so in love with this meaningful song .
Yeahs, I'm gone for good .

Replies to tag !

Andrea: LOL random visitor .
Valyn: I WAS BORED LA . staying at home sucks ! Say no to sick ! 
shalini: you are which shalini ? LOL i know 2 shalinis .
sarah: ohk sure !
Juninho: thankyew !(:

; BAD MOVE .
8:48 PM

Yeahs, such a bad move .
A move I can't take back now no matter what .
Its just another day of horridness in this life of mine .
I'm sorry to you for for that I've caused .
I don't know if I should cry or laugh .
But I know I should just waste my tears anymore .
Its just not worth it .
I rather save it for someone else .

Finally someone knocked some senses into me .
Why am I thinking so negatively ?
Why is it that I'm just not strong enough to face this all ?
Why am I like that now ?
I know I was much better then .
But I just need time .
Time to just make things right and console myself .
I'm just at the lowest point in my life ..

I should challenge myself to work harder .
I'm just influenced too easily .
Way too easily .
I'm going to restrict myself already .
I just lack that self control .
As a leader, that is very important ..

Miiya , just move on in life and leave these behind .
Afterall they are just some horrid memories .

; :DDD
10:06 AM

Okay . I'm back .
Gosh, lazy la .
I'm missing OEL too . ):
Mdm Aliza must be having a great time with the class now .
I wanna cry already .
Maybe my decisions are always wrong and bad .
SHEEEEET for that .

I so wanna get rid of this horrible skin of mine .
It sucks :D
Though its simple and plain .

Anyway back to this week's happenings .

Monday kinda sucked .
SCREAMS FOR NAPFA .
I almost had to settle for a silver .
If not for my standing broad jump and pull-ups and SIT & REACH .
But still sit&reach was kinda cute la .
*winks winks for hazel & not me .
But must thank that person la .
Hahahahs :D

Tuesday was okay la .
EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT MY DAMN SHOES WERE SCREWED UP .
yeahs .
I was barefooted for most of the time I was in school .
Thanks Grace for offering your shoes for me to use during duty ! xP
& thanks Nicholsen for the glue idea thingy though it didn't work for long .
My 2.4 run sucked la .
I mean that I was at first a pacer la .
But came back and redid my timing la .
LOL .
But at least improved by 8 seconds .
I WANNA REDO AGAIN LA if not for my shoes .
I actually ran barefooted for half the run .
B is bad for me la .
My stamina deproving la ...
I'm so going to train next year .

& today .
I've got nothing to say cause I'm stuck in this house .
& I just got pissed about some stuff la .

I'm so going to change blogskin now !(:

; SUPER LONG OVERDUE POST !
8:10 AM

OMG I JUST SO SORRY !

Too busy to even update or switch my com on .
Looking at the time of the post, its kinda obvious this is posted during lesson time but sorry, I'm HOME !(:
I'm sickkkk ):
For the first time in this year I'm missing school .
It sucks big time okay .
Its like everyone's at school and you are at home, rotting all alone .

Hmms, OMG I JUST REMEMBERED THAT TODAY THERE IS GEOGRAPHY .
WTFFFFFFFFFFF .
SHEEEET ! WHY MUST I GET SICK TODAY ?!?!?!?!?!! OMG .
MIIYA IS SO REGRETTING !
DAMN IT !

Okay time for super long post .

A summary of last week's happening .

Wednesday .
Cheekiat confessed his love for Grace Koh, LOL , during OEL lessons .
ITS WAS SUPER DUPER FUNNY !
It was another brainstorm for ideas for essay kind of session .
we were told to write about a time when you had practiced saying something a hundred times but could not open your mouth when the time came.
& Cheekiat's story was about confession of his love .
He practiced for one month to confess to Grace that she is a cure for his sickness.
He thought he could make Grace happy everyday. Thinking that sincerity could move her heart. She has a fantastic sense of style and a unique character ( LMAO ). So he decided to do something about it. He tried to broadcast his confession through radio but was broke ! Confessed his feelings to her in the only way he could afford - face to face.He would do it over a KFC couple meal!

This short paragraph sent the whole class laughing their asses out for the whole lesson .
& he wrote a poem for her too .
But seriously, it was pretty romantic la .
Though it was meant to be a joke .
If only boyfriend can do that . Oh please, me not attached !
I can dream on about the poem thingy .
The whole thingy got spread around .
I pity Grace though .

Anyway, yeahs . I was given a new nickname :D
Kopisusu .
I think its cute la .
Its claimed to be started by Sanjiven but I dunno larhs, cause Andy keep on calling me that !

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Tuesday.

I know I posted  :D

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Wednesday .

I skipped CCA for like 2 hours ? Just to go through my scripts and all .
I suck big time with my fluency and all .
I got numerous scoldings for that .
:D Oh I suck .
Ran around alot too .
I know I pissed someone off badly, and big time too .
I'm sorry ...
I've got nothing to say, thats all .
Went home only at 7.30 .
I missed prefects meeting too ):
& I slept like nobody's business till next morning .
Yeap, chiong homework later... Hahas .
Oh yah Karthika had that after like 2 years ?
Scary la ..

Thursday.
Mother Tongueless day ! Hahahas .
Both teachers didn't come to school like SHIOKSTER !:D
Karthika had that again .
Take care girl !
More rehearsals and boy was it tough to not eat and stand for hours .
Almost fainted .
I'm that weakkkkkkkkk x(
went home at 7.30 again .
Daddy was pissed .
Gosh, what's his problem la .

Friday.
SCREAMS !
Speech Day .
& I walked in the rain to school, my blazer, fortunately not wet.
But still I had a couple of shaky moments .
& Speech day was successful with super little mistakes and thats all .
It was fun la .
Except for the part where I left my bag at the back of the hal and couldn't open it .
Malu like siao la .
Told Mr Tan W.L about it . HAHAHS .
I'm so funny and dumb to do that la .
But still V.P helped me and the O.M too .
I couldn't see well in the dark so he like brought me all the way in .
I was creeped out by the dark hall okay !
Okay I'm just scared okay .
For idk what reasons !
Then went to prefects' room and screamed my lungs out like &^%#$ .
Fun la !
Anyway met alot of the ex-students .
It was fun la .
ALOT OF JJC POEPLE WERE THERE LA !
Super high .
Went home at 9.30 .
LATE AGAIN .
Daddy nagged more .
Sians cause my bill overshot .
:D So kena downgrade to prepaid la .
Sian tiao .

Saturday.
PREFECTS BBQ .
Fun la .
SUPER HIGH .
But Meiyen was sick ):
Cheryl was screaming super loud at the playground that I could hear from Meiyen's house la !
But still, it spells fun .
Sadly, some people couldn't come or else, I would be happy la .
But still eweb was sad .
I didn't cry alot .
Compared to the CDAYL camp .
Didn't get to dance to the songs though ):

Sunday .
Screwed up day la . No comment for that !

I'll take a break for now .

Tuesday, April 8; LOL .
8:30 PM

I'm back .
All tired and restless .
Just had rehearsal until 6 at the hall for speech day .
I'm just tired .
I missed oral enrichment today though .
Nick's back in action again after MIA-ing for 4 school days ! Hahahas .

I just realised that its only less than 5 weeks before MYE starts & MY REVISION IS STILL NOT EVEN STARTED !
Oh man, I guess I can start now .

I'll reply to tags :

Juninho : Hahas . You actually miss Nicholsen ?! Wth la . Who wants to miss him ?
Valyn : HI MOTHER CHUA !:D


Back to the post .
Oh yah I've got pictures !(:





LOGARITHMS! (: Maths is suddenly loveeeee (:



Cheekiat's love story !

Rahmat's shoes during English lesson ! Hahas .
It was confiscated cause he was walking around !

Handphones these days are very handy ! Hahaha !
I've got a video to upload .
Will do it pretty soon .
In the meantime I need to MUG ! :D
I failed physics test for the first time -.-"

Sunday, April 6; RANDOM POSTING
5:18 PM

HELLO !

Time to reply to tags :

Andres : Hahahs okay . I remember now !
Eugene : HI & thankyou !
han en : HELLO !(: thanks . anyway speech day is something like prize-giving day la .


Now the post .

I AM SUPER PISSED LA !
Okay not really pissed but kinda upset .
I went causeway yesterday and it seems that some other LG was having a LG meeting !
I AM JEALOUS LA !
Secondly, Shazia was at causeway point too !
& I DIDN'T SEE HER !
FUDIN ALSO WAS THERE I HEARD !
See how much I missed yesterday ?
OMG .
&^^%*^%&*

Tomorrow's 070408 .
Haix .
A supposed to be happy day for me .
But things have changed .
Now its a day to remember .
I just wished that no one else came in between things for the last few months .
Or else now, I'd be happy with my heart .
I can't believe I've just lost someone close to my heart, just like that .
& It hurts to see that someone not the way they used to be before .
It hurts to speak to that someone and you feel so different about things now .
It hurts to see that someone in the eyes just because of the choice .

I wish I could be the one that will always be there for you, but I can't .
I wish I could take back back those words, but I can't .
I wish I could turn time back, but I can't .
I wish I could just be what you wanted me to be, but I can't .
I wish I could just hold your hand tight and never let you go, but I can't .
I wish I could say those words for one last time, but I can't .
I wish I could hold my tears back, but I can't .

I sound really dumb doing all these after all .
I've gained so many things .
& I can't help but hate myself for doing this to you .
I'm such a fool .
):

Saturday, April 5; OVERDUE POST .
9:21 PM

LOLS .

Yes, I've not been posting recently thanks to my lazy ass and too much of sleeping :D

Long post again I guess .


Thursday

Oh finally Nicholsen was back at school .
First period was Maths :D
Was okay like most of the days of the week .
Then it was Social Studies .
But instead of studying, we started to prepare for the Special Programme with the Modernites .
Yeahs, we took 1 whole hour to prepare cause 3/4 of the class didn't bring all the materials .
Then we headed to the respective venues .
But I was sad cause Mdm Prema switched Nick to the other group for I-don't-know-what reasons .
Thank god I had Grace for company .
Or else, I'd be boreddddddd (:

Waited like 20 mins for the Modernites to come down .
Then played Whacko with them .
Unsurprisingly I got 'bullied' by Ms Zee again .
But I got revenge !
Hahahahahahahahahas ^^ evil .
Then we did some work, creating a poem .
It was fun la .
My group consisted of Dhruv,the only Modernite guy, Xiang Lan, Teddy, Brandon & myself :D
We were super fast in the whole thing and were the first group completing it all .
No sweat, chicken feet, haha !
Knew a couple more Modernites like Devika, PB, DJ, Vaisalli (i hope its right ! LOL .) and a few more larhs .
Skips till Mother Tongue .
Nick got sick again .
Omg la .
He was having a really high temperature that went all the way up until 39.8 !
Scary la .
Everyone was teasing him saying that the girls in his group for the special programme was super hot thats why he was feeling the heat ! LOL .
But he went home during lunch cause, trust me, I could feel his body heat from a few inches away .
& I had to go look for Ms Filzah for auditions for Speech Day Emcee .
It was fast and I missed lunch ):
& Didn't get to collect blazer !
Had Geog afternoon lessons .
Omg Mr Tan WL taught us to cover up whatever Mr Chen was teaching us .
Then home-ed ^^

Friday

Nick was away again !
I WAS ALONE AS USUAL . (i put this purposely so that you'll feel miserable ! hahah . evil me .)
I missed the first lesson cause half of the time was spent on CCA survey .
The rest at the dentist .
I was there the longest la !
Until 10 which was just nice, Geography !
Hahahahaha ! :D
& I was forbidden to eat on my right side of my teeth due to some reasons .
Then Recess and received a call from Ms Zee saying that Elnie was not coming down for CCA and we needed to do some something to occupy them .
I'm a Sai Kang warrior again !
I didn't manage to do duty cause I had to find Ms Filzah regarding the emcee thing .
Yeahs, I am one of the confirmed emcees .
& they haven't settled my partner ! LOL ?
Then I almost fainted when I was standing and talking to Valenlyn & Wanyi .
I was that sick !
Then was English & Mdm Aliza didn't come ! LOL .
After that was Physics .
Kinda spoiler cause more than half the class failed the first test .
Mr Tan was super upset about it .
Then CCA .
Our plans didn't really go well .
Mei Foong took over instead .
Then Ms Zee asked Hazel, Valenlyn and I to settle the drama t-shirt thingy .
Many things left undone until now !
  1. 3/3 class shirt . ( Nicholsen & I in-charge )
  2. 2/7 class jacket . ( Nicholsen & I in-charge )
  3. Drama Sec 4 graduation ceremony ( Hazel & I in-charge )
  4. Drama Shirt . ( Valenlyn, Manting, Hazel & I in-charge )
Omg ...
Is this too much ?

Anyway nothing much happened today other than MY PHONE CHARGER IS WITH VALENLYN CHUA ! HAHAHAHAHA .
She borrowed it during drama & I forgot to get it back from her as I was late for meeting .
Hahahah !

Anyway its Joanne's & Stephanie's birthday !(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS !:D

Wednesday, April 2; LONG DAY !(:
10:58 PM

Hahahahahahas .

Okay first thing's first .
HI ! :D

Okay I'm mad .


Today was boring again cause Nick's away again .
Had History test .
Got a feeling I might just fail .
Mdm Prema sat in EL lessons for today .
It was pretty scary .
Then Geog .
Presentation = sucked :D
Then OEL .
talked about Mdm Aliza's life .
INTERESTING ^^
Maths was niceeeeee .
But still I became a super guai kia, now understand all my maths stuff .

Then CCA .
Oh Nick finally came back .
& I had the drama EXCO interview like &^%#@$ .
Hopefully I'll get the post .
But I almost cried after the interview .
Then had prefect meeting .
It was funny with Mdm Prema and Jun Ting always cracking the jokes .
Never thought Jun Ting would be like that !

Then home-ed and guess what .
ITS DAD'S BIRTHDAY .
Not that I forgot but still, I came home late and stuff ...
Anyway yeahs, did the usual thingy and guess what .
My dad bought 2 new phones and he ain't giving any to me .
He bought a blue Nokia 5610 and Sony Ericsson 910i .
I got pissed off  and I didn't talk to him la .
Basically I ruined his birthday .
& I don't care .


I'm dead tired and not feeling well .
I'm going to sleep ! :)

Tuesday, April 1; April Fools' Day
10:27 PM

It started off okay .
But sad cause Nick was down with fever and didn't turn up so HAH, I DIDN'T GET FOOLED (:
However it was fun having to fool someone else .
The poor prey to my trap ?

KOH CHEE KIAT :DDDDDDDD

It started off with one lame joke by Zhi Ying.
And I made it look even much more real .
I smsed to Zhi Ying and he changed my name to Mrs Jacob .
Already knowing the fact that Mrs Jacob is not in school, Chee Kiat was convinced by me & Yan Jiang's stupid excuse saying that she's coming back for some important things .
Chee Kiat was so blur and he didn't know who to trust and not to !
He went to the General Office and waited there during lunch .
Man did I laugh so badly cause it was just a dumb trick on April Fools' Day ! LOL :D

Then had the talk about STIs and all for assembly half the time, I was laughing my ass out with Huiling, Si Min, Wen Xuan and Terry .
Though some of the pictures were disturbing ...
The best part was them teaching the guys how to wear a condom ! LOL HAHAHA !
Okay then was the oral thingy .
Bored cause, LIKE DUH !
Half of you reading my blog would have already known .

Then went to IT room 3 with the 3/3-ians to meet Mdm Prema .
Regarding a special programme for us .
WE ARE GETTING THE CHANCE TO INTERACT WITH THE MODERNITES !
Woo hoos !
Hopefully it spells fun :D

Then home-ed like ^%@% later cause I accompanied Joanne for her late lunch and it started to rain ><

Thats all for today !(: