2/7'o7 class gathering !
Chennai Trip !Suay sunday.
I am freaking sick.
Slight fever and really bad cold.
I just wanna curse my sister!
Pass her virus to me!
Damn larhs!
I'm like shivering and studying at my com!
I just need to pull myself through this.
Or else I'm missing school at the wrong time!
FREAK LARHS!
Anyway TWINjie also sick.
Also got fever!
TAKE CARE YEAHS?
TWINmei loves you!(:
Tomorrow's Children Day!
Anyway
HAPPY CHILDREN DAY TO ALL THE KIDS OUT THERE!
&&HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SUMYIN,WINNIE&CHER!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GATSBY BOY!!:DD
I'm going back to mug!(: take care all!
Friday, September 28;
8:23 PM
http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html
Hmms,try doing it.Pretty interesting.
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Happy day finally!Nice way to end my weekdays!
Everything's back to normal.
Anyway wishes for today!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFIFAH!(: &&YUKO!!(:
&
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHIQIAN!<3
Oh god.October is finally coming and its the last month with 2/7.
Tomorrow is like another 3 people's birthday!Woah..
I didn't study much today.
Slacked at the library for about 1 hour and folded stars.
Smsed many people & my sms is going really high!
Hope my phone isn't confiscated!:D
Maths major test test today was smooth!
Wannie was saying I improved alot!Yay!
I pay extra attention in classes now okay!I see improvement!
But still need to brush up on my algebra.(I suck like hell at that.)
Okay this post inspires me to study more!
I'll mug now!Update more later!(:
Thursday, September 27;
7:37 PM
3rd bad day in a week.
GREAT.
I simply don't understand what are they thinking up in their brains.
Gosh I'm over with you guys already.
Just had to make my day great.
Right time, right place, right day.
Trusting you was the RIGHT thing to do.
Now leave me alone before I give you hell, damn you people..
I have nothing to say now.Not even 1 word to you.
Wednesday, September 26;
10:23 PM
蔡蔡 said:
OMG WHO SPAM?!
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . said:
I DUNNO!!!!
蔡蔡 says:
LAME LAR
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
everyone in our class got spammed.
蔡蔡 says:
yawns la. no life.
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
hahas
蔡蔡 says:
seriously, these kinda people....
蔡蔡 says:
-________-
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
lols.
蔡蔡 says:
Must be some asshole from our class.
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
yeahs
蔡蔡 says:
Tmr go find out.
蔡蔡 says:
^_^
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
hahas
蔡蔡 says:
Bash that guy up.
蔡蔡 says:
MUAHAHAHHAHAHA
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
inside out upside down
蔡蔡 says:
I'll pull out that person's intenstines and cook soup =D
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
LOLS
蔡蔡 says:
I'm soooo going to kill that person.
蔡蔡 says:
Spam so much la.
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
i deleted them and reported to cbox
蔡蔡 says:
I deleted and banned on my own cbox.
蔡蔡 says:
I don't understand why people like to do such stuff.
- &hema ; ♥ HEYMAMA! (: almost got hit by a car . says:
yeahs
Stupid spammers this is for you to know!Hahas.Childish ones.Valyn Chua is so nice to chat with!
; :(
5:14 PM
Random day I guess?
Almost got hit by a car when walking home :(
Got drowned in my thoughts.
I could have just lost my life like that.
I wish I could.
English paper was both good and bad.
Good cause I managed to slack again and not stress myself out.
I did argumentative question again.Hahas.
I was hoping for a change but I didn't know how the write the other questions so yeap,stick to my choice.
Bad cause paper 2 was like ?!#$%^
The comprehension was about tea leaves and stuff.
I got really bored.
I just wonder why during my exams I feel so slack and relaxed?!!
I guess I tried to make myself happy.
But I'll never be.
Lost for words...
Tuesday, September 25;
9:55 PM
YEAH MAN!(:
Happy after some sleep!
First time I came home before 5 from school.
So I slept :D
Studied again.
My HomEcons notes is with Mrs Ngoh cause she wanted to see how are we progressing in her class! :(
Anyway, pretty mad or whatsoever,can you believe if someone gotten 49/50 for HomEcons Design Brief???
OMG!!!
But still I'm very happy of my results.42/50(:
And I got 18/25 for my HomEcons test!
Eh, I never study for that kays.
Achievement!Don't worry,I never copy off anyone's work!
I've got to get up extra early tomorrow to meet Mei Yen regarding nominees for Sec 1 prefects!
Hehes..I've got my eyes on that!
Oh yeahs today at the bus stop Valyn & I were crapping about Dedrick.
Our guitar instructor gave him a nickname.
Mr. Kiasu.
Cause he looked like Mr. Kiasu.
Valyn down graded him to Mr. Kiasu's dog realising he is actually one
(No offence but he really follows people when told not to do so.)
& I said like owner like dog(refering to him larhs).Lols.
I just don't understand why some people make themselves look like the way they are being called.
Example act like a dog when called one.
Okay tomorrow's English Papers!Good luck to everyone yeahs?!!Must pass this!Its very important!Take care :]
*Gosh, (slaps forehead)How to write an agrumentative composition?Can someone help me?
Sunday, September 23;
10:25 PM
Argh my YEAH! account has problems!
Can't find out how much points I've earned!
Its so flooded that I think I've got about 10,000 points?!!
Studied again.
Finally HomEcons notes are piling up.
Wednesday is English paper.
Hopefully I can crap my way through.
My CA grade is quite disappointing.
Need to put in extra effort in the final paper :(
Anyway:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANNIE!(:
Okay I'm going back to study more!(:
And I like to dedicate something to some people out there!(:
Thanks to those who have influence me so well to study that I found the
love for the books!(: Thanks for believing in me! Good luck to all for EOY!
Saturday, September 22;
10:06 PM
EDITED!(:
I changed the time of the post!Sickening Saturday, I guess.
I spent my time 12 hours on the computer.
Editing my current skin.
Yeah,I'm pretty slow.
New skin.
Comments please!
My inbox is flooded with Vanessa's messages!Hahas.
VANESSA!
Oh man.
I miss camp :(
Memories are lingering in my mind now.
Ooh.Wanyi's Birthday tomorrow!
Must wish her cause she wished me for my birthday!
Okay.I need to go now.Chaos!(:
Friday, September 21;
8:07 PM
Paper 1&2 of Mother Tongue commenced the start of EOY!
I can 101% bet you I'll flunk this one.
I will expecting to see a zero at least on my comprehension!
Paper 1 was like so boring!
Min Xuan was like so stressed beside me!LOL.
She told me after paper 1 that she caught me so free halfway during the exam.
I was like MY DAMN PAPER IS NOT EVEN NICE LARHS!
Lame questions and thus it bored me.I admit I slept while writing!=X.
Paper 2.
I am anti-open ended comprehension.
I don't even know WHAT ON EARTH I WAS READING LARHS!
Talk about one king,then he came across some thing and helped it.
Then got people jealous then kill him then out of nowhere one good friend came and tried to do some thing.Then there were like a proverb relating him to a dark cloud?!!!I was like what the hell can.
My answers were slip shot.One liners.
I couldn't even dig out the answers larhs PLEASE!!!Sure fail.
Nicholsen was damn funny!
He didn't know a word which was dark cloud in tamil,and mistook it for some guy's name!
But he also shared the same view about the comprehension with me.
Lucky my nightmare is over.Only one left is the Literature exam.
Cross my fingers that it will be good.
Just for sharing:
IMPOSSIBLE: It consists of I-M-POSSIBLE!Nothing is impossible in this world
cause everything is possible if you make the difference!
Learnt this in YEAH! counsillors camp!I miss camps ): ET<3
Okay speaking of that I've got a proposal left undone..
And its due on 30th Sept!Oh great.
&if only i could find the words to say how i feel.
Sunday, September 16;
11:38 PM
Long weekends ):
I wanted school badly knowing the fact that I've got damn loads of tests to study for and exams to prepare for.
Finally found the studious side of me.
Studied Maths and Science for about 4 hours.
But I'm not prepared for the practical test.
Sure fail.
Good luck to me then.
What the fcuk is up with me.
I just don't understand why must I be like that.I totally hate myself for being like that.I just I'm just too truthful that I can't stop myself.I'm sorry to those who got into trouble cause of me.Really sorry.I just can't believe this is the worst year of my life.My life is just messed up and I'm miserable enough.I'm not offended by what you say about me.Its the truth about me and I appreciate that I get to know more about myself.Thanks anyway.I'm losing all my friends slowly...I want the real me back.
Friday, September 14;
8:01 PM
Finally I have the energy to type out a post.
I have been studying for my tests that I've got no time for posts.
Had science test today.Pretty sure I'll screw up that one.
Had history test yesterday!
Praying hard it will be okay cause I really studied for that.
Had streaming talk yesterday.
Im still wondering what subjects I want to take and stuff.
Ms Zee says I SHOULD take literature.
And I don't know.
History is my strongest subject right now.
Confused state ):
Anyway had a great day!(:
Finally stepped down from CCA!
But it will have to resume after the exams due to the CIP thing!
Aww man.
But it is pretty nice to see time pass fast.
Look into the past and you see yourself changing and growing.
Its pretty fun.
The rides have been bumpy and memorable.
Looking back makes you realise the many things you missed out in
life.
Wednesday, September 12;
7:50 PM
Akon- Sorry, Blame it on me
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry the FEDS came and took me away
[Bridge]
I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
Monday, September 10;
8:31 PM
My results just suck.IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS.
31st position.
I'm thinking of giving up everything.
All my positions.
Seriously.
I just need the emotional support but can't seem to find it.
My parents aren't helping me either.
Barely encouraging me.
My classmates.
Some of them are really pulling down my spirits.
On the verge of breaking down.. ):
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8:14 PM
I'M MISSING JALAN BAHTERA LOADS! ):
I miss Kai & Evelyn too.
Zhi Ying told me that he saw E.T and Yao Xing at Lot 1 yesterday!!!!!!!AHHHHHH!!!!!
I want to kill him already!
He couldn't tell me as he lost his precious phone.
Zzz..
Anyway back to school!
Switched duty.It was DAMN bad.DAMN DAMN bad.
Some people just had to mess up the first day for me twice.
Damn lollipops for once.
Music was no better.Except that I'm loving the song!(:
Kar Jin has a prob with me?
He keeps on saying me. +.+"
Lunch proved to be worst of the day.
Damn Nicholsen.
I'm going against him from now onwards.
I'm starting to hate school like hell.
Everything isn't right at all.
I seem to be more troubled.
I just need a helping hand from someone out there.
Perhaps I just need to let go off everything.
And really let go everything..
This post is starting to get emo..Hmm.
What to do.Exams in 2 weeks away and I'm near to my grave.
I'm still at 31st postition.
I'm just disappointed at myself..
Friday, September 7;
9:46 AM
BOREDOM RULES CURRENTLY.
There is no one to message.Cause they might still be asleep.
Anyway here are some pictures to share and make SOME people jealous!
Hahas.I'm evil. ^^
beautiful campfire(:
some shot zhiying took and it is like a shooting star!
great scenery!(:
Wet after rafting!Only the both of us from CCKSS were WET!
blur paper shadow!LOL.
Rasiqah!I hope I'm right!
presentation by hua yi.
forgot which sch!>.<
I SEE MY LAMP!he is the one in PINK!
a closer look of MY LAMP!hahas!
boon lay sec.no offence but i kinda hate that school.the girls are totally flirts.and that girl in red up there is in drama.so what?excuse me you do not have to flaunt over here!
Janice,Vanessa #1(White),Vanessa #2(black)& Fatin!(:
Camp Chief Azlan & erm..his assistant..I FORGOT HER NAME!>.<
&princess Sofia behind.
BPGHS.the girls are totally irritating.seriously.
on zhiying's lap.
upside down!
&so studious yet cool!:D
MY WINNIE THE POOH!super cute right?I brought it to camp this time round!Many people in Group 3 played with it.& LAMP TORTURED IT!!!!&*^#$%!!
THE CANTEEN!@JBAC
THE JBAC CANTEEN!
TOILET!Haha!@JBAC
OUR HUTS!<3 @JBAC
Zhi Ying fell asleep in the bus!Hahas.
Finally back home!(: zilian-ed.
MY TAG!(:
my wonderful name!I designed it all by myself!
Yay!I've got more pictures but this post already too long so save it for the next post!(:
This camp is only memorable cause of GROUP 3!(: & EVELYN!Our group instructor!
Thursday, September 6;
4:24 PM
I'M BACK!!!!(:
But back with way too many ant bites!
And guess who I saw?E.T!:D
I was screaming like hell.(Don't believe me you can ask some other people!)
I also saw Jeremy,Ryan,Camp Chief Veron and Wan,Yao Xing!
Boy I miss them alot!!!!
Camp wasn't really fun as it was suppose to be a training camp.
But they were nice enough to give us sleeping bags to bring home for free!:D
But must say GROUP 3 ROCKS!(:
Group 3 consisted of CCK,Clementi Town & Hong Kah!
I only remember from Hong Kah got JERROLD! aka i'm the LAMP/LAMB.
LOL.& I can't seem to remember the rest.
Must wait till they add me over msn.
Clementi town got Janice aka Best camper!(: , Vanessa!,Vanessa #2, Fatin..
Blame my memory power for missing out some of the names!
But its was fun being around them!
I only miss seeing instructors at the Jalan Bahtera MOE Adventure Camp!
But I kinda miss Kai & Evelyn from Sarimbun.
Kai always have to disturb me like taking my shoes away and taking pictures...
But he's very nice.
Evelyn is cute!Hahas.Cute like a small girl!
Okay I think I'll post more about camp later!
I'm pretty tired now...I need some sleep!(:
Anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISHBALL aka PEBBLEMEI aka BAOBEI!
CHERYL CHEW QIAN MIN IS 14 FINALLY!:D
rockjie loves you LOADS!(:
Tuesday, September 4;
5:21 PM
I'm posting!(:
Camp in a few hours time!
And my bag isn't ready a single bit.
Not a single thing is packed!
I'm pretty excited though!
Jalan Bahtera again!<3
4 more days till school reopens and I really can't wait for school!I'm rotting at home staring at my com for the past few days.
But I finally found something better to do!
Do science notes!But I'm getting tired after writing too much..
Oh I missed something out in my past posts!
MR WONG IS NO LONGER TEACHING!
Mr Wong Kok Choen to be exact.
I'm serious!
His last day was 30th August.
He's going to do aircraft engineering to be true.
One by one my D&T teachers are leaving!First Mr Tay.Now HIM!Boohoos.
Okay I better start packing my bag or else I'll rush things and forget stuff.
Don't miss me but I'm sure you'll be jealous cause I'm going to see my instructors again!(:
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5:18 PM
Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[Mmmmmmmmmyeah]
Mmmyeah
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought Id say
There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (Mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[Hey]
[Ooh]
They don't always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [Oh]
There can be miracles (Miracles)
When you believe (Boy, when you believe, yeah) [Though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [Its hard]
Its hard to kill (Hard to kill, oh, yeah)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will (Somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [When you]
(Ohoh)
[You will when you]
(You will when you believe)
[Oohoohooh]
[Oh...oh]
[When you believe]
[When you believe]
Lyrics for my current blog song!(:
When you believe.
I remembered this song clearly.
I heard it at camp.
Everytime, Camp Chief will play that and talk to us.
Memories are still fresh in my mind.. :/
Monday, September 3;
10:38 PM
I'm back yeahs.
I've received my email!Finally after waiting for hours!
I'm going back to Jalan Bahtera but not the adventure camp.
Its the scouts camp opposite the adventure camp!
But I'm still contented as I'll be seeing the place which left me alot of memories(:
Valyn dear is jealous.Want to tag along?Hahas.
I need to start packing my bag all over again!
Have to wake up bright and early and reach Clementi MRT station on Wednesday morning at 7.15 so I'm not sure if I'll be blogging tomorrow.
Jalan Bahtera is so much nearer to CCK than Clementi.
Whats the problem?Why can't they meet at CCK instead?
I'm going an extra mile for no reason!Nevermind.
I really hope I can cut my hair tomorrow!
I'm going out to buy refillers for my pathetic pens.
I've run out of them.
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Damn "you".All because of you I'm like this.If it wasn't for him, I don't know what I would have said.You caused me to be like this.Thanks for all the "wonderful" messages and thanks for making my day.
I guess some people are born out there just to ruin my day.
That was just a piece of my mind(:
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5:04 PM
2 more days to camp!(:
&I still haven't receive my packing list.And relevant documents!I guess I have to do last minute packing!
Anyway today was suppose to go to Mr Soh's house and I wasn't even told about any plans.So I got left out.Pretty mad at it.& I don't wish to say anything more.
Sec 3s left for OBS today.Happy cause I won't get tortured for a few days but sad cause my seniors are at OBS!So I'll be bored..
Bad day I guess.Dad came home from Indonesia yesterday.& I forgot to ask pemission for me to go for the camp.I had to wake him up when he was asleep just to get permission.I just miss some people right now.Feel like going out of the house but I just want to study.I am having mixed feeling once again..
I guess I'll go down and buy some cards for writing notes on.I badly need them right now.
Saturday, September 1;
6:40 PM
Happy Teachers' Day!
(: I love my teachers!
I'll post about yesterday.
Reached school at 6.30.Did the dedications thing.Glad that its all over cause I really messed it up.Then teachers' day concert.I got bored though as I didn't have duty.I only needed to give the teachers the present.I was assigned to Mr Liew.Happy though!He's my PC teacher anyway(: Then cross country!Came in 11th across the level with a timing of 20:56.I'm happy with myself though.Top in 2/7 for girls!:D After a while, I went to the toilet and got waterbombed by Abi(sec 2) and friends.Then prize presentation.Ms Nora just had to say my name in a weird way on purpose.Then received my prize for inter house games.1st!(: Got my consent form for YEAH counsillors camp.And the camp is at Jalan Bahtera!!!!!!YAY!!!Anyone jealous?I will take alot of pictures okay!I'm much more prepared now!
Then went back to KPS.Oh man I miss that damn school!Saw all those people that I miss badly except some.Ate there and saw Mrs Goh!She's no longer taking EL Club!Oh man.I miss my batch loads!She said Mrs Wee is pregnant!YAY!!!!Finally my prayers were answered!So thats why we didn't get to see Mrs Wee.Twice this year that went back and I never see her!I wonder how she is right now.Then went home.
He smsed me.Asked me for a second chance.God I rejected him like countless of times and he is still as stubborn as ever!I really got pissed off.Nazali also smsed me.I missed talking to that fellow.Everytime also disturb me.Haix.
So fast 1 month passed.I'm just waiting for 5th sept!&10th sept!(:
{boy, i'm sorry for breaking your heart and causing so much pain.its is all unintentional.i have to admit that i may not return back to you and be that girl you once knew and loved.i may seem to be that perfect girl for you but i just want to move on in life and continue to find that right guy.my feelings just tells me its not you whom i should devote my love to and i shouldn't waste my time loving you again.let just end all the love here.}