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Saturday, July 19; PITCH '08
7:24 PM

BOY .
I went Ngee Ann Polytechnic thinking that the competition will be held on a day and only a day .
But I came back home knowing that its over 2 weeks .
In fact 10 days .
WHAT THE HELL .
And within this 10 days, we are supposed to come out with 3 things .
A Poster, webpage and an event .
Well 10 days is really short .
Take away weekends, we are left with 8 schooling days and we also need to meet our mentor .
Sheron .
Thats our mentor .
Well, Ryan, Valenlyn, Ruth, Si Min, Ms Zee & I had a fun time I guess .
We looked so out of place .
Ms Sim sent Drama students for an IT competition .
No link ?
But Ms Zee said it will expose us to many other things beyond drama .

Okay, I am now like doing the paperwork and stuff .
And planning ideas for the team .
We are supposed to meet online today but everyone's GONE except me I guess .
):

Okay I wanna sleep now .
I lack the energy that drives me through this .
I know my post is so crapped up .
I promise tomorrow is a PICTURE POST :D

Friday, July 18; WEEKENDS !
8:36 PM

When I look forward to this day so much, it ends up getting ruined by a piece of news .
Okay maybe the news is not so bad la .
I was looking forward to go to my primary school carnival cum open house .
And end up I have to miss it totally cause of the Pitch '08 competition Ms Zee entered us in .
*Groans, cries .
I hope I'm not regretting it .
Sounds fun to me .

But worst still, the primary school gathering at Sentosa & I have to miss it .
Sacrificing a lot nowadays ):
I realise that I'm so going die in August cause there are tons of work & activities happening during that month !

-Pitch 'o8 Competition (28 July & 1 August !)
-Family Day carnival ( 3 stalls ) + Prefect Investiture (2 August)
-Camp ! ( 4,5,6 August )
-National Day Celebrations ( 8 August )
-Playwriting Competitions ( Soon )
-Crime prevention Competition ( Mid- August)
-Collaboration with Environment Club for a competition ( until end of Sept )
-Youth For Causes ( Until end of Sept )
-Teacher's Day ( Last day of Term 3 )
-Cross country ( Last day of Term 3 )

I love to see myself go through all those days and coming out clean and fresh.
Bless me people .
I won't be surprise if I have to miss school even more .
Term 3 is super fast .
Only 8 more weeks to EOY .

Today was a roller coaster ride .
Had no english as Mdm Aliza wasn't in school again .
Played the Rubik's Cube.
I never knew I was super noob at it . LOL .
Then had Chemistry .
I was playing the cube all the way though and yet I completed my work :D
Then EMATHS .
I'll skip until recess .
Mr Loy came in and gave us some token and we took photo with him .
Then Amaths and end of lessons !
See how much I wish to go for drama .
But went to canteen and ended up creamed by MR LOY .
Walao, I kena behind the ear and my neck lorhs .
All sabo-ed .
And took a couple of pictures of him, so beautiful * coughs .
Then drama .
Played impromptu .
I have never seen the lower secondary members so enthusiastic about it !
They were like YAY IMPROVISATION !
ROFL .
Then all the workshop thingy and it was soon over .
Went to Valenlyn's house with Ruth and I ended up getting sick .
Sorry for making you worried girls ! (:

---

I will miss Mr Loy la .
Its never easy to let go a good person .
He was hilarious .
The second PE teacher that left us halfway and left an impression on me .
He loved to bully and tease me and I never once got angry .
He was there for me advising me .
Just want to say THANKS ALOT MAN :DDDDDDD
But you owe me 3 random things for whatever you did to me in 1 day .
And I shall not say what you did up here though LOL .

Kk .
I need to go rest .
Long day tomorrow ! :D

Thursday, July 17; YEAHHHHHH . DIE LOL .
10:13 PM

CRAP LA .
Okay, today was kinda half half kinda day .

Had MT first .
A LAST MINUTE TEST .
I wasn't ready at all .
But I lived through it somehow .
I want to achieve my target ehhs !
Hopefully I did well .

Then History was hilarious .
Music = Noise to our relief teacher's ears .
LOL .
We were practically owning the AVA Room .
Bang and Clap :)
And watch some history video that was related to Japanese .

Then it was Physics ! (:
Physics was hilarious once again .
Hot air rises ... LOL .
Lingjie couldn't take it .

Then recess and English .
Mdm Aliza wasn't here !
So kinda slacked .
There wasn't any work so we chatted noisily among ourselves .
My mood swinged .
I have no idea why but I was thinking about something .

Then had 1 period of maths .
Sian la .
Started on new chapter .
So crappy !
I don't get it .
Although its only data analytical thingy ..

& Rounded up the normal day with SS at the com lab .
Mrs Jacob was out of school as she had to accompany Sorry No More group for some workshop .

But stayed back thinking that there was Geography at 330 .
Last minute it was cancelled la .
CRAP .
So I waited pretty long .
Many were angry cause they waited and had to come back to school .
And ended up no lesson .
But I'm not blaming anyone .
Not our fault anyway .

Then went to buy for NPCC chicken rice + rice +chicken .
In other words = Chicken rice to the power of 2 .
And bought some food back to school .
Then went to watch CCKSS Idol .
No offence but it was kinda obvious who's in and who's out .
I mean Anna was the best singer for this round la .
Edwin has competition ^^ .
Then went to Nick's house and played with Gunner !
Effing cute la .
Then home-d !
I LOVE VALYN CHUA LA .




&& I'm sorry to Ara for not being able to attend his party and outing on Sat ! ):
I suddenly miss Sentosa ! :D
Kk .
Thats all for today .
I've got Emaths and Physics to mug for ! (:

; EH LISTEN AND SEE THIS .
12:19 AM





Wednesday, July 16; LOLS
9:20 PM

I don't even know what I should type in my title .
I'm dying over here .
:D

Anyway, I'll blog about past week ?

Well, I was down on Saturday for YFC .
And had fun yet tons of stuff to do ..
Then went to Lot 1 and ate with Joanne and Valenlyn LJS :D
Rushed home and found myself on the class blog .
& I WAS HAPPY CAUSE I MANAGED TO MAKE A SUPER NICE SKIN FOR THE CLASS BLOG .
INSPIRED BY CLASS PHOTO :D


Sunday, was darn boring other than mugging as usual .
I don't understand emaths at all ! ):
I'm going die already la .
EOY IS ONLY 9 weeks away . PATHETIC LA .


Monday .
CRAP .
Mother Tongue was killer cause our teacher threw us a letter writing test unexpectedly and I got 2nd highest out of the class . Hehehe .
Then PE .
Mr Jason Lim rocks la .
But he's leaving next week ):
Learnt basketball ( lols, its a amateur learning basics, but fun ! )
But we tired to help the other girls learn .
But ended up with a different story .
GRACE = 4 x TURTLE ! :D
Pro misser la .
Then history .
Slacked as usual .
I'm so gonna flunk History big time .
Look at me la .
I regret taking history altogether .
I don't even know why I chose history .
):
But still STALIN & HILTER = FUN !
Afternoon lessons were killer .
Amaths, was slack w/o Ms Chen .
But she trusts us alot la .
She just left the class alone to do work .
And we were pretty quiet la .
Then SEP .
FLOORBALL .
Kinda getting sian bahhs .
Cause we haven't been learning any new skills .
But I LOVE THE MATCHES .
Thats what we look forward to every lesson .
Sadly, I paired up with Yu Ting and it caused me to burn tons of fats to run after the ball .
THANKS AH YU TING ! (:

Tuesday .
Chemistry was hilarious .
But I still can catch up with the lessons no matter how slack I am .
My mental calculations are getting better every second :D
Then MT .
MT teacher was slack la .
Did workbook and crapped .
Then Physics .
Mr Tan LH was hilarious la .
He sang a song to help us remember the new topic on Heat Transfer .
Ask Upper Band Physics students to know what exactly the song was .
:D
Lingjie laughed until his face was cramped ! LOL .
And I kept on laughing at that loser's face . LOL .
Then recess and GEOGRAPHY .
YAY .
But I got scolded .
For coming in late .
I mean, the prefects are going later and later and we just couldn't help it .
We have to chase all of them out of the canteen then only eat .
But by the time we buy food, 1135 already .
Hmphs .
I'm thinking of solutions that can work out ...
Anyway after that was OEL .
We were brought to the canteen .
SLACK :D
But still have to do work la .
Then went back to class, but maths test only started at 150 pm .
It was a relief teacher mahs .
150 pm .
STUPID RIGHT ?!
I mean, only 10 minutes to do the test .
End up all of us never go lunch .
CRAP LA .
Went for PC lessons .
It wasn't even a lesson la .
I mean, Mrs Jacob didn't know what was the PC lesson about .
So we had free time .
Then after that Wan Ping, Nick & I went to do our class t-shirt .
We were there for more than an hour la .
Settled everything and I LOVE THE BACK DESIGN LA .
OMG PLEASE .
WHO DESIGNED ?
:DDDDDDDDDD ^^
Then MRT-ed home . And talked along the way . Hahahs .

Today .
Well .
I missed the morning meeting for both YEAH ! & Prefect .
I wasn't inform well of prefect but YEAH ! council ...
I never thought of going cause it was not so major .
Had Geog first thing .
And I was like darn early today la .
Then have to buy the O Level Geography book .
OMG LA .
SO MANY TO BUY PLEASE !
Chemistry, Physics, Geography .
Soon, Maths and A Maths .
WALAOs .
Chemistry book is rotting already la .
Then had SS at IT Room 1 .
I didn't need to walk back to class to get my books .
Lesson learnt .
Never put triple humanities books under your table on WEDNESDAY .
Then HISTORY .
Once again .
SLACKED :D
Then, English .
Man, I DID MY EL DRAFT OKAY !
Wow .
Sense of achievement please !
Then had Maths .
We got scolded cause of the test .
So crapped up la .
Only 6 passes .
31 failures .
1 never take the test at all la .
I realised the test was darn easy after going through the questions .
Then slacked during reading period cause I was damn bloody pissed off cause of the maths test .

CCA today was pretty average .
Juniors are really bad at impromptu .
I'm so going to drill them during warm ups for that .
Did NYAA booklet .
And interview was held again .
It was for the rest la .
Sat in to hear the lower secondary interview .
Hehehe .
We still haven't finalised the EXCO for drama .
Then went to find Nick cause he left his pencilcase behind .
What a forgetful loser !
And I finally saw GUNNER :D
Gunner is darn bloody cute la .
Nick is going to die hearing me and Valenlyn's pleas to see Gunner .
Then home-ed .
Now trying to study once again .
But I'm out of mood for some reasons (:

Friday, July 11; I feel so crappy ! ):
10:28 PM

I was spared from death and scars .

But now, I'm haunted by its memories .
Only the drama people will know why ...
I don't wish to place that moment into this page of memories .

Anyway, school was damn bloody fun today .
But it could have been much better with the newly turned dog owner .
LOL .
He was absent, apparently for the reason that he was sick .

Yu Ting, Sanjiven & Eugene were hilarious .
Playing the game The Price Is Right & Hangman through the day .
Yu Ting also took my phone and played snakes until my phone batt was flat before I reached home .
Sanjiven kept on getting suan-ed by me .
But we were having a ball of time with the English Period Relief Teacher .
That teacher is just too talkative that the whole class told her to shut up .
We weren't able to concentrate on our studies cause of her constant crappings .
I got super pissed and I said, now is reading period so all of us will read and only read .
It was really fun la when Yu Ting and the rest were constantly telling her to cut short of her yakkings .

Then had emaths & amaths .
Finally new chapter .
I got the hang of Emaths Trigo already .
Thanks to Ms Chen's useful Maths notes !
Thanks cher ! :D

Then CCA .
As usual, LAMDA preparations and I improved by 1 grade .
I need 0.5 more to further better my current marks !
& Sabrina's birthday !
We celebrated and she was utterly shocked for words !
Love you girl !
She's really damn nice to be with but its us who don't give her the chance to shine .
And then had some choosing of Cultural Festival thingy .
& I signed up for all the wierdest courses like Yoga, Hindi and KOREAN CRUSINE .
I LOVEEEEEEE KOREAN CRUSINE .
Most of the drama people chose that la .
:DDDDDDDDDD

Kkk .
Other than that, went to my mam's house to do up class t-shirt and YFC stuff .
:D

I need to go sleep already .
YFC Volunteers session tomorrow and its just like a normal school day ! :D

Wednesday, July 9; Sucky day ):
9:28 PM

Okay, I can't believe I cried because of THAT .
Whats wrong with me ?
I can take pressure/stress now but its that PERSON's constant fcuked up words that robs me of my life bit by bit.
It hurts me and demoralises me every single time I hear them.
I need someone by my side.
But I don't want to share it with anyone else.
I need a break from that PERSON.
You think you are perfect.
But asses, get real !

You simply piss me off and ruin all my happy days.
You won't be blessed with a great life, I curse you.

---

You were there everytime then .
But now, I don't even recognise you .
Who are you now ?
You completely changed and despite telling you to change back,
You ignored me .
You said I was your sister .
As a sis, I wanted to help you .
But you made me hate you .
Even now, I doubt that I trust you .
If you are reading this, I hope you know how I feel about things now .
I may have changed but the heart that's in me, will never change .
I'm still willing to help you be a better person, but only if you are willing to change .




I just typed out an emo post, thats what you'll say.
To me, its a post that reflects all my feelings for the past few days .

; CRAP !
8:47 PM

Pissed .

I'm just pissed la.
You were so selfish and I couldn't stand it.
Stop denying the fact when its there, staring at you.



Okay, back to post.
Had CCA today.
And it was darn crappy cause we finally got to know the truth of the competition.
Well, obviously Singapore Roulette didn't make it through while Sorry No More made it through.
Congrats to them.
No more rehearsals left for Singapore Roulette I guess.
Pretty upset la.
Many personal reasons which I will not say here.
But Singapore Roulette rocks more no matter what.
I'll dedicate this osng I learnt from JJC to them ! :D


Tonight, we remember,
The times we spent together,
The joys and the laughter that we share.

Tonight we cherish the moments that we spent here,
Cause tonight is the only time we have.

Look at us and see our smiles,
This is where we all belong,
I'll remember the times,
We spent together,
Until my last December,
Tonight..


Singapore Roulette ! You are loveeeeeeeeeeee ! :D

I have no mood to blog about anything else.
I'm just upset, pissed .
I FEEL CRAPPY .
ARGH !

Monday, July 7; I GOT TAGGED BY FISHBALLLLLLLLLLL :D
5:25 PM

[11]People tagged with this quiz
1. Valenlyn CHUA
2. Wan Yi
3. Sarah Oh
4. Hui Ling
5. Indah
6. Eric
7. Priscella
8. Chitra
9. Wan Yin
10. Yuko
11. Zi Shing


[ 10 ] Firsts.
First Best Friend:
Heemavathi ! LOL . Yes, I know almost same name as meeeee :D
First Screen Name:
Hema
First Pet:
Fish ?
First Piercing:
About Nursery.
First Crush:
Hehehehe ^^ .
First CD:
Best 99 I think .
First Car:
That toy car .
First Love:
Him (:
First Place Called Home:
Singapore ! LOL .


[ 9 ] Lasts.
Last Beverage:
Ice Lemon Tea
Last Car Ride:
Yesterday ?
Last Movie Seen:
Erm ..
Last Phone Call:
Valenlyn CHUA .
Last Song You Listened To:
Take A Bow - Rihanna
Last Bubble Bath:
Years ago ?!
Last Time You Cried:
Yesterday .
Last Thing You Ate:
Fries !
Last Bad Thing You Did:
040708 :( I'm such a bad girl that day .


[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:
Yes .
Have You Ever Been Arrested:
NEOW !
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:
nahs !
Have You Ever Been On A Limo:
):
Have You Ever Cheated:
Yes . LOL .
Have You Ever Been In Love:
What kind of love ? Puppy love? Yes .
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident:
Almost .
Have You Ever Broken A Bone:
YES . LAST YEAR ! ):
Stupid .


[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.
1. Watch.
2. Shirt.
3. Undergarments.
4. Specs.
5. Earrings.
6. Hairband
7. (:


[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today.
1. watch tv.
2. chatted with :D
3. blog !
4. scream at my sis & bro.
5. blasted music on my com .
6. on the com .


[ 5 ] Favorite Things.
1. Winnie the pooh !
2. MY LAPPY !
3. HANDPHONE !
4. Photo Albums !
5. All orange related stuff !


[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1. Ruth.
2. Joanne & Chewness !
3. Valenlyn.
4. Er (: .


[ 3 ] Choices.
1. Black Or White: Black.
2. Hot Or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate!

[ 2 ] Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. Be with (:
2. Cherish every single thing around me and love them to the fullest !

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
That day .

; YOYOYOYOYOYOYOYO
4:47 PM

Zzz .
Bored la .
I dont want to go back to school this week !
Its the week of tests .

Tomorrow - Geography
Wednesday - Chemistry ( WHY DID I MISS THE TEST LA ! )
Thursday - Heng arhs, a lilbit relax .
Friday - Elementary Mathematics ! ( SHEEEEEEEEEEEET )

& I still have Vocabulary test on i-dunno-when day .

The release of the results for which team is entering the finals of the competition is this week !
Scary piece of crap . LOL .

Youth Day this year is so crapped up .
I am studying la ):
I can't imagine how would it be like in exactly 1 year time .
O levels !
I'm thinking positively .

But looking at the expected results from me by the school, I'm far from achieving it.
Like B3 for ALL Subjects ?!
Okay, this post is going nowhere .
I'm going to mug already .
I know I'm online but dont bug me .
I need to be left alone for now . :D
Miss me Chua !(:

I just hate you .
But still, the majority of me loves you .
I don't know why but getting over you is so difficult .
Everytime when my eyes meet yours,
I can't help but feel guilty,
For not being a good person to you .
I want things to change .
I won't let things be this way .
Its the 5th time I'm thinking about this in a week .
Boy, you are addictive .
I'll pray, in hope that something will change and things could be like it was once, before .

Saturday, July 5; MIXED FEELINGS
10:30 PM

Hell yeah, I didn't update my blog for like a week ?

Okay back to the post .
Well a brief one .

Monday ...
I don't remember anything major except that I made my IC .

Tuesday ...
Lessons and then PC .
Talked about results, Family Day carnival..
Then had SEP(Floorball) .
Yes, that loser, Nicholsen, as usual trying to demoralise me with those words of his .
Walked home with Ruth, Val & Wanyi .

Wednesday ...
CCA, Elnie didn't come surprisingly .
Did a couple of run throughs .
Half the group was dead la.
A new guy, from sec 1, on trial for drama .
Pretty nice guy .
& Meeting..
Fun though .
Walked home .

Thursday ...
Competition .
I forgot to meet Ms Filzah regarding the NYAA ceremony cause I wasn't allowed to leave drama for a while ):
Gastric-ed D:
Coughed D:
Competition was against 10 other teams, excluding Hazel's group .
That included teams from Compassvale Sec, Zhenghua Sec, Nan Hua Sec .
Then collectd blazer .

Friday ...
OOOOH JULY 4th ! :D
Okay lameeee .
Reheasal for NYAA ceremony until 11am .
3 hours straight in a row.
Went for duty, straight .
Then had Amaths .
Ms Chen, SORRYY ! ):
I didn't mean to do THAT .
But at least, I learnt something from your teaching ! :D
Then lunch-ed,slacked until 230pm cause no CCA .
And another few more rounds of rehearsal for 2 hours .
Walked around the school for a while alone.
EMO-ING . Zzzz.
Then went to buy stockings with Afifah .
Chatted for a while and home-ed ! (:

TODAY !
NYAA Ceremony .
WAHLIEWS .
I almost over slept again .
But reached school a few minutes late cause I went to buy breakfast at Mac .
The prefects were jealous, and I was like HUH ?!
But I didn't eat dinner the night before cause I slept off at 8 plus onwards .
And didn't get to eat breakfast at home .
So bo pian had to eat .
Or else gastric ):
Maybe faint .
Had fun la during the whole thing .
I didn't eat early and end up no food left .
WTH LA .
Everyone had like I dunno how many servings ):
I heck cared and stayed in school, talking to Arif, Joanne and the others .
Then went to BP to meet Jun Ting and go to his condo's clubhouse .
Discussed some camp related stuff .
And me and Yusri had tons of fun la !
RIGHT LOSER ?
HAHAHHAHAHA .
Okay, then walked to Lot 1 with Yusri, Mei Yen and Joanne !
Chatted non-stop on the way .
Went to comics connection and saw Audrey .
And out of nowhere, Geraldine appeared !
Like mini CCK prefects gathering in Comics Connection .
LOLS .
After that walked around for a while more then home-ed !(:
Legs are tired and I burned fats !
YAY .
I'm slowly reaching my EOY goals ! :D

Kk its been a super duper long post .
I shall stop crapping already :D

JOANNE, I LOVE YOU !(:
YUSRI, YOU LOSER !
CHERYL, I LOVE YOU TOO !
WENYI, I MISS FOOD :D LOL .

*AHEMS*, you know what I'm going to say .
Hell yeah. I love, want, miss you .
I miss the feeling of love .