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Hema.Turned 15 on 22/06/08.Current Status: Taken.
Oh well,i'm a big fan of Rihanna&Chris Brown songs. I think that they both fulfil my days whenever I need music. & they look great together :D I love my ohsonoisymusical class, a.k.a 3threeoheight! And not forgetting the class with a rich history, twosevenohseven♥. I love the fact that arts exist in my life cause arts makes my life worthwhile. Thats why I simply love singing, dancing & acting. It runs in my blood (: Playing basketball is something I have been doing for the past 6 years of my life & thats the reason why I love every sports programme.

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Monday, April 30;
3:05 PM

I'm dead.I'll fail my Mother Tongue paper.Thats for sure.I just answered my questions without thinking.How dumb can I get?I really wished I hadn't taken tamil as my mother tongue.At least 1 exam down,yet many to go.On Thursday,English.I wonder how I am going to survive that.I still owe Mr Soh my argumentative essay.I don't know how the hell I'm suppose to do it.

I'm so bored..I'm learning by myself how to do animation!I just too bored okay.I'm also creating a new blogskin.See what I mean by bored???

Ok I passed by Chen Sing's Space and saw this:
...Secondary 4/5 graduation ceremony took place today. Bye bye. A few will be missed, others uh, not so much. Skit, lame awards, photos, chocolates, jokes, singing(I suck). While playing a game, I was called out of the Drama room, where Miss Ibaidah, Miss Zee, and Perception surrounded me ominously.

"We're kicking you out."
"You can't act..."
"Very sorry..."
"All you do is make people laugh, and we're aiming for a more..."
"Serious?"
"Yes. A more serious club. We think you'll be better off in the IT club or something. You should talk to Mr. Kong."
"What about my CCA points?" asked I, dumbfounded.
"They'll all be gone."
"Really sorry we have to kick you out..."









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"AHA! It's a JOKE! Just KIDDING!" says Miss Zee, clapping her hands in glee.

"Did you see his face? "What about my CCA points?" DUHHHH"

I should have caught on, guess the lack of sleep these few days has been doing it's job. Still, bloody hell! They actually did it to all of the new committee members. Drama Club indeed.

Speaking of:

Chairperson - Abi(YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS COLONEL EGGS LOSES!!!!111oneelevenshift+one)
Vice-chairperson - Mikana(Totally effing hawt)

Level Coordinators
Secondary 4/5 - MF(O noes)
Secondary 3 - Colonel Eggs(HOLY SHIT, WHAT?) and Princess
Secondary 2 - Ruth(woot)
Secondary 1 - Ezahl

Welfare
Upper Secondary - Jill(yey)
Lower Secondary - Elliot(roflmao)

Publicity
Upper Secondary - Sarge(CCTV)
Lower Secondary - Jac(Notice board+Photographer)
Internet Bitch - Some bastard who digs his nose

Stock-check
Makeup - Ihatny
Costume - PW
Props/Sets - Gerald, HY, and Sotong(all ghey)

I can't believe Eggy is actually in the damn thing. As an LC, no less. Guess his undisputable commanding leadership qualities must have shone huh? Princess by herself should be fine, no need for the Colonel to go around bossing people. Unfortunately... we're all screwed. Abi SAVE US!

He named me after my character name!<3 i love JAC!Anyway yup,I'm I/C for photography and NOTICE BOARD!Hell.Thats alot!But I want the drama blog. I guess Chen Sing is I/C for IT stuff.Hehes.Spare me from computers from now okay.I'm soon moving out the computer from my room.All because of Mrs Ching.Thanks loads.

Now back to drama.Last Wednesday,the last session before exams,sec 4s stepped down..I cried.Not little but loads.I love the sec 4s!!!They were the ones who were super enthusiastic.Without them,I bet it will be quiet in the drama room.Except for the shoutings...And we had our SYF award ceremony!Ok all the cast members were given an award..I was given the 'walking hazard' award.Remember the time I broke my arm and sprained my neck?I scared everyone with my injuries.For that an award :] Chen Sing got the worst singer award.HAAHS.You deserve it DOCTOR. :]

Tuesday, April 24;
10:14 PM

Drama got SILVER!:]
Commonwealth toos :]
Riverside, bronze :]
CHIJ Toa Payoh, bronze :]
CCKS DRAMA CLUB!!<3

Monday, April 23;
8:38 PM

Some sad news.The teenage girl who fell into the canal and was reported missing has already been found.Debra Koh.13.From Hillgrove Secondary.From Raffles Girls' Primary.Valenlyn's friend in softball.She was Val's Da Jie.Sad story.Pity her loads.Imagine a good friend of your departs from Earth way too early.How would you feel?


Anyways something to cheer SOME people up.I found this while doing my imageboard for D&T all over again.

Hahas.Please open the picture to see its contents. :]
Its PHOEBE!A dog.
Taken from:
http://www.bluedog.at/pages/phoebe.html
Not my fault.I bet Miao Ching would be happy to see this.I help Miao Ching take revenge. :] Maths made my bag heavier!Tomorrow there's maths test?!And we have to complete Paper A from BPGHS by tomorrow??!!Great I haven't even touched it yet!Factorisation sucks!!!I failed maths test anyway.1/32 :] LOWEST IN CLASS FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME! Mrs Ching is going to call my dad soon...

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5:58 PM

I hate my life.I have no reason to live.I'm starting to break down and show the real me.But I just don't want to let everyone know the real me.I'm not suppose to be a prefect.I'm not suppose to be some good girl.That isn't me.I wish I could runaway from all this and be the real me.I really wish..

Saturday, April 21;
8:29 PM

Its like 8.29 pm and I haven't taken my dinner. :[ My stomach is growling like mad.

Yesterday-

Skipped last hour of school because of performance for the teachers!!!Some of the teachers had some promotion thus got buffet at the foyer.And the SYF cast had to put up the performance for the teachers.Ms Sim said we improved loads from the day we had the productions(6 months ago.) I'm happy as FINALLY Ms Sim realised that the drama room needs new carpetting!Yay!So suay.Saw someone before performance.Thus I started to get nervous for no reason!WHAT THE HELL!!I never got nervous for SYF but in school???After performance, we went back to change to school attire.Then Mdm Latifah said we were invited for the buffet!Wasn't tasty actually. :P
Then we had drama.Played IMPROMPTU!I GOT CALLED OUT AGAIN!!!!!Every single impromptu I play, I get called out.Is there justice made?Anyway we got dismissed earlier as we just finished SYF.& Ms Zee said the new commitee will be announce on wednesday!!!I wonder who will be in the next commitee!!!& The awards for the SYF will be announced.I meant the best in this & that kind of award.& I was called to stay back after dismissal as I had to take photo for the MCYC poster regarding anti-gambling.After all that had been done, I went to the canteen to complete my literature homework!Saw him.AVA was having some games & stuff,making loads of noise.Could not concentrate on my work.Thus I ended up messing up my work!!C.O soon joined in to make noise as well.Ruth was with me all the while.She lend Yu Wei her phone and she said that he can see anything.With that statement,HE FOUND OUT HIS NUMBER!!Damn him.Thanks loads.My peace is gone.But still my day was made. :] <3
& It seems Choir got bronze. They have to change their instructors already. I',m praying hard for them. Hope Ms Sim give them a chance to do better!

Today-
Matthew made me go mad okay.IT SUCKED.Thanks for the wonderful day but still looking at my smses make me smile!

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7:41 PM

MATTHEW LIN WEI LE SUCKS!!!

Hate that freaking class monitor of 2/7 'o7!!!!He is so NOT GOOD.Too bad,loser.He is a freaking idiot.He is not happy with anything he has.He hates me.OH TOO BAD.I HATE YOU. S-O-A-B.Call me bitch right.Damn you.You can no longer tag me.UNFORTUNATELY.I'm smarter than you when it comes to computer stuff.

Its a waste of time posting things about you.I'm in a bad mood. :[

Wednesday, April 18;
7:47 PM

SYF IS OVER!!!

For once and for all, I'm relieved of that headache. But I can't wait for the results!! 2 weeks of waiting. I hope its worth it. Anyway we were satisfied with our performance. Ms Zee & Ms Ibaidah are also happy as they said that the performance was the best we ever done! Sharon and Alamae were also happy! We are just praying for our gold!! I want my gold!! Pray hard with me please!! :]

Saturday, April 14;
6:03 PM

Best day of my life perhaps. It was Speech Day! I got a chance to wear the blazer! Its was freaking warm in it. But still its worth it. The blazer was super nice loh. =x Matthew had to wear the tie to receive his prize. It was freaking funny to see him in it okay. Mr Matthew Lee was like woah.. Pris & I was like observing him and he was like flirting with all the girls he talked to. Then we told him, "Cher don't flirt with all the girls you talk to can?" Then the 2/4's english teacher walked pass him and he flirt again. We were like "CHER WE JUST TOLD YOU NOT TO FLIRT WITH GIRLS!!" He was like too bad.-.="

Yesterday-
2.4 km run/walk. SUCKED! I did not manage to do well I guess. It was terrible. Thank god I didn't eat my breakfast or else I could have vomitted it all out. I almost fainted and I was feeling giddy and after I finished I collapsed on the ground. Cause I could not breathe properly?! Sucked okay. I could not even walk up the stairs properly and can't stand up from a sitting position!!! My first time until so serious... Anyway again, thanks to all who showed care and concern for me :] <3 ALL! :]

Think I didn't know what you are doing behind my back? Care,concern&even love.I know it all and I'm still waiting for you to admit it. Until then I'll be waiting..

Thursday, April 12;
1:56 PM

I'm back after a while.I'm home as Ms Zee told me not to come to school as I sprained my neck yesterday at Hwa Chong Institution during drama practice. Suay. I'm the most fragile cast member :[ Anyway, thanks to all who showed care and love!& hatred too!

Quoted from Valyn's Blog:
Ugh, Hema sprained her neck. o:
So, no school for her tomorrow! You lucky ducky. [:
I'm not a ducky sweetie :] I'm HEMA! :] Your beloved walking partner.

Hope you people are enjoying your assembly! I think its so sian to sit in the hall for 1 hour! And even more sian to stay at home and watch time pass. Anyways, I bought my prefect stuff already! The long sleeve white shirt, shoes and stockings! :] It was my only chance to ask mummy out to buy new stuff as I won't be seeing her until Saturday because of her work! I love mummy. She's so sweet. She spent her money on me like siao. She bought lots of new clothes for me too as I did well for my studies last term :] She's so nice once in a while.<3

I can't wait for my prefect investiture & speech day! I'm going to wear the blazer for the first time! :] Yay!

SYF is around the corner and I'm geared up for it! Praying hard for that GOLD!!!JIAYOU!!

Results of the SYF Competitions so far:
C.O-Silver.
Band-Bronze.

Its okay people. Past is past. No use blaming yourself. Just learn from the past and do better kays? Drama, Choir & dance are yet to face competition! Okay, I'm starting to get nervous over here...

I miss my orange bear :[ Its gone!POOFS* But I love my orange toos :]<3

Hope that Edwin got help me take my things today or else tomorrow I'll smack him till he dies! WAKAKAKAS. Evil me! :]

I LOVE DUNGEON! Mr Soh, please bring us down there for more trips!!& during the recent trip, Guan Fei scolded someone "Fuck" and Mr Soh replied saying that the ghosts won't like it because they cannot do it anymore! ROFL.

Wednesday, April 11;
7:18 PM

WHEN A GAL:When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug, she will just stand there
When u break a girl's heart,she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, "after afew seconds,she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, "no one in this world can miss you more than that.
When a girl is mean to you after a break up she wants you back, she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever.


WHEN A GUY:When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after afewminutes,he means it
When a guy stares at you,he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do
When a guy lets u lay and rest on his chest,he feels that he has the world
When a guy calls you everyday,he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you,he's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you, "he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.

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7:14 PM

WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM U
>>> iie wann eu to chase me backs :D

WHEN i POUT MY LIPS
>>> ie am acting cute ? x.x
ie am sad nars .

WHEN i KICK
>>> ie wan eu to help me kick back tat
person (:

WHEN i CALL U CRAZY
>>> cos , ie love crazy you ! (:

WHEN i AM SILENT
>>> i am tinking of you (:

WHEN i IGNORE YOU
>>> actually , i dont meant it . x.x

WHEN i PULL AWAY
>>> i am missing you.

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
>>> maybe eu will hate me .

WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU
>>> that's me (:

iF i DONT CALL YOU
>>> i am waiting for your call :D

WHILE i HOLD YOUR HANDS
>>> i wan to be with eu forever =D
& held it and nv let go .

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6:55 PM

Found this on my bulletin board on friendster & I thought it was nice..

every girl dreams that one day she
will find a boy that does these things
for her.
even the smallest action can
have the BIGGEST impact in someone's
life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to
her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she`s the only girl
you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you`re around
your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you,
tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you
back.
• stay up all night with her when
she`s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she
wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell
her.
• and when you tell her, love her like
you`ve never loved someone before.
____________________________________

When A Boy Makes A Girl
Jealous .
a boy liked a girl but wanted
to make
her jealous.
Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad
song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very
alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her
house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart
had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note his handwriting said:
"I loved her so, she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too."
More coming up!:]

Sunday, April 8;
3:43 PM

Happy Ending-Avril Lavigne.

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...


all this time you were pretending,all because of one sentence i say,it becomes one happy ending.
ilu<3>

Saturday, April 7;
9:56 PM

Ohmybuddha. Time really has passed. Its only 10 days to SYF!! I've got no time to blog. And I'm never free. I've got homework to do. And more things to cram up in my head! After SYF, I'll have to catch up on my school work. I'm failing my MATHS!! I only got 3/16 for the most recent test!!! And found out that Mr Soh did not tell us how to write an argumentative essay PROPERLY! Hazel smart, ask Ms Zee to teach us. We found out that argumentative essay should only have 5 paragraphs!!!-.-" DAMN LA! And lots more stuff that will cost me my english marks! FREAK!

But still the other half of the day was much better because we went to the zoo!(: We went in with our school attire but came out in home clothes!=X Smart right? Lucky we never wear school clothes or else we will be well known as the most chaotic teenagers from cckss. Jiajin, Heng Yuan, Benedict & I were running around in the whole zoo?!! But all thanks to Benedict we were the driest. It was raining like mad! Sick weather. Ms Zee was so funny. She was wet like siao and she got super excited when she got the chance to feed the elephants?!!!WAKAKAKAs. I took loads of photos most came from the elephant show that some people wanted to watch. But it was worth it. (: Came home in Jiajin's car with Chensing. We sent him first before dropping me off (: Wells other than that nothing much happened!(: <3
wonderful day<3