Well, I'm supposed to be happy but ...
Something upsetted me today ):

Had interview for the Chennai Trip thing .
And it seems that we weren't confirm in the trip .
And all of us were upset ..
I was the very last to go in .
Oh well, thanks for letting me be the last .
Cause I REGRETTED BEING LAST .
I felt very pressurized and I never felt so scared in my life for just an interview...
But thanks for making me laugh everyone .
The interview was .. BAD for me .
I messed up some questions .
Those that Mr Low asked .
Argh .
And Mr Chan threw a bomb at me .
He said " Mrs Jacob is your form teacher right ? There is a high possiblity that you are selected for New Delhi . So how ? "
And I said " WHAT ?! ( yes, I was stunned/alarmed/worried/shocked/upset) Are you sure ? I mean, I'm already interviewing for Chennai . Can I choose to stick to Chennai ? "
Yes, NEW DELHI .
My Dream .
But still, I hate to feel guilty to break the promises I made to many people that I'll go Chennai .

I got brainwashed by some people to go New Delhi since I'm super lucky and etc and I deserved the New Delhi one more than the Chennai .
And Sankarsh said that Delhi is a much better experience and all ..
Joanne was like, go with me la ...
But I can't imagine betraying Hazel, whom I pulled with me to go Chennai .
Wenyi, whom I have gotten to know much more about and I made a pact with her go Chennai .
And yeah, those really really nice people I got to know during the hosting ...
* slams self against the fence .*
(proudly invented by Cheryl CHEW after what I did today outside school .)

I guess I'll go do my SS homework .. and Physics too .

& Thanks to Xiu Hao for helping me bang my elbow against the wall again .

ITS INJURED FOR GOODNESS SAKE ):

* CRIES OUT LOUD .

I'm on the verge of crying .
I'm a strong girl, and I need to prove that .