`xoxo , You know you love me (:

This day only appears once in a lifetime .
And my day was totally screwed up .
This, I can confirm .

I had really bad leg cramps due to the run on Monday and Tuesday .
I went to school, WET . Cause of the stupid rain .
We got scolded at class in the morning for attire and being late for Add. maths class on monday . BUT I HAD A REASON TO BE LATE LA .
We went geography class and got additional scolding for being a bad class etc .
I caught a cold from the shivering and the cold air conditioned room .
We had 1/2 Amaths lesson and 1 hour Emaths lesson .
I got really pissed off with the whole CCA and I walked out of the room .
I cried . F*** .
Some personal thing ):
I came home and got nagged by my mum .
After i-don't-know how many days, he called me and messaged me . I just got pissed .
I have to worry both CCA and prefect stuff now . The performance for teachers' day .
Those brats spreading rumours .. LOL .

Argh .

What a crapped up day .

I could have never wanted a better day than this .

*that was purely sarcasm .

I thought everything was still okay until CCA .

I couldn't take the pressure and the shit from the members .

And things got out of control and I just walked out the room .

I was god damn pissed for hell lots of reasons .

I'll be direct here .

No respect for seniors .

No sense of urgency .

No thought of how people would feel like .

No sense of seriousness of situations .

Take things for granted at times .

The list can go on ...

I finally could let go of all the burden and troubles I had within me .

But I knew crying wasn't supposed to be the way, but it ended up that way .

ARGH .

But my mood was okay after a while(:

Yay .

Hahahs .

I felt so much better and comforted .

But I doubt you knew I had a really bad day .

And I didn't want to say it, cause I didn't want you to be worried or anything .

But thanks for your help with the things that were happening .

But sooner or later, Gerald called me to go back to the drama room .

But I was very reluctant to go cause I really felt like breaking down again .

A CCA I never wanted to give up my hopes on .

But you guys pushed me too far .

Way too far .

I got an apology from all .

But what almost made me cry was that they finally woken up and realised what they have done .

I felt happy but I still wondered that it took my tears, hurt and pain to make you guys understand ?

I got a couple of smses and phone calls from people who were scared to apologise in front of me cause I came back into the drama room with a face that wasn't inviting .

But Anna was the one I managed to talk to face to face .

But thank you all for the apology and I do accept it .

But at least, live to your words .

And I'm just sorry for venting my anger in a bad way .

Anyway, I lingered around in the canteen for a while more for some reasons and I was super hyper then ! LOL .

Okay, that was random .

After that went to LJS with CHERYLCHEW :D &WEIXIN (:

Talked and crapped loads .

Then home-ed with Ruth until someone called me .

And my mood was affected .

So in conclusion, 20082008 is one of the worst days in my life .

* curses and swears .

BUT FOR SOME PEOPLE, THEY ARE ULTRA SUPER LUCKY .

** winks winks .

Hahahahahs .

I guess there is nothing much for me to say already .

And to those of you messaged me, thanks for sparing a thought for me (:

& thanks Ezzati for the call ! ;D