Okay, I can't believe I cried because of THAT .
Whats wrong with me ?
I can take pressure/stress now but its that PERSON's constant fcuked up words that robs me of my life bit by bit.
It hurts me and demoralises me every single time I hear them.
I need someone by my side.
But I don't want to share it with anyone else.
I need a break from that PERSON.
You think you are perfect.
But asses, get real !

You simply piss me off and ruin all my happy days.
You won't be blessed with a great life, I curse you.

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You were there everytime then .
But now, I don't even recognise you .
Who are you now ?
You completely changed and despite telling you to change back,
You ignored me .
You said I was your sister .
As a sis, I wanted to help you .
But you made me hate you .
Even now, I doubt that I trust you .
If you are reading this, I hope you know how I feel about things now .
I may have changed but the heart that's in me, will never change .
I'm still willing to help you be a better person, but only if you are willing to change .




I just typed out an emo post, thats what you'll say.
To me, its a post that reflects all my feelings for the past few days .