BOY .
When I look forward to this day so much, it ends up getting ruined by a piece of news .
CRAP LA .
Okay, today was kinda half half kinda day .
Had MT first .
A LAST MINUTE TEST .
I wasn't ready at all .
But I lived through it somehow .
I want to achieve my target ehhs !
Hopefully I did well .
Then History was hilarious .
Music = Noise to our relief teacher's ears .
LOL .
We were practically owning the AVA Room .
Bang and Clap :)
And watch some history video that was related to Japanese .
Then it was Physics ! (:
Physics was hilarious once again .
Hot air rises ... LOL .
Lingjie couldn't take it .
Then recess and English .
Mdm Aliza wasn't here !
So kinda slacked .
There wasn't any work so we chatted noisily among ourselves .
My mood swinged .
I have no idea why but I was thinking about something .
Then had 1 period of maths .
Sian la .
Started on new chapter .
So crappy !
I don't get it .
Although its only data analytical thingy ..
& Rounded up the normal day with SS at the com lab .
Mrs Jacob was out of school as she had to accompany Sorry No More group for some workshop .
But stayed back thinking that there was Geography at 330 .
Last minute it was cancelled la .
CRAP .
So I waited pretty long .
Many were angry cause they waited and had to come back to school .
And ended up no lesson .
But I'm not blaming anyone .
Not our fault anyway .
Then went to buy for NPCC chicken rice + rice +chicken .
In other words = Chicken rice to the power of 2 .
And bought some food back to school .
Then went to watch CCKSS Idol .
No offence but it was kinda obvious who's in and who's out .
I mean Anna was the best singer for this round la .
Edwin has competition ^^ .
Then went to Nick's house and played with Gunner !
Effing cute la .
Then home-d !
I LOVE VALYN CHUA LA .
&& I'm sorry to Ara for not being able to attend his party and outing on Sat ! ):
I suddenly miss Sentosa ! :D
Kk .
Thats all for today .
I've got Emaths and Physics to mug for ! (:
I don't even know what I should type in my title .
I'm dying over here .
I was spared from death and scars .
But now, I'm haunted by its memories .
Only the drama people will know why ...
I don't wish to place that moment into this page of memories .
Anyway, school was damn bloody fun today .
But it could have been much better with the newly turned dog owner .
LOL .
He was absent, apparently for the reason that he was sick .
Yu Ting, Sanjiven & Eugene were hilarious .
Playing the game The Price Is Right & Hangman through the day .
Yu Ting also took my phone and played snakes until my phone batt was flat before I reached home .
Sanjiven kept on getting suan-ed by me .
But we were having a ball of time with the English Period Relief Teacher .
That teacher is just too talkative that the whole class told her to shut up .
We weren't able to concentrate on our studies cause of her constant crappings .
I got super pissed and I said, now is reading period so all of us will read and only read .
It was really fun la when Yu Ting and the rest were constantly telling her to cut short of her yakkings .
Then had emaths & amaths .
Finally new chapter .
I got the hang of Emaths Trigo already .
Thanks to Ms Chen's useful Maths notes !
Thanks cher ! :D
Then CCA .
As usual, LAMDA preparations and I improved by 1 grade .
I need 0.5 more to further better my current marks !
& Sabrina's birthday !
We celebrated and she was utterly shocked for words !
Love you girl !
She's really damn nice to be with but its us who don't give her the chance to shine .
And then had some choosing of Cultural Festival thingy .
& I signed up for all the wierdest courses like Yoga, Hindi and KOREAN CRUSINE .
I LOVEEEEEEE KOREAN CRUSINE .
Most of the drama people chose that la .
:DDDDDDDDDD
Kkk .
Other than that, went to my mam's house to do up class t-shirt and YFC stuff .
:D
I need to go sleep already .
YFC Volunteers session tomorrow and its just like a normal school day ! :D
Okay, I can't believe I cried because of THAT .
Whats wrong with me ?
I can take pressure/stress now but its that PERSON's constant fcuked up words that robs me of my life bit by bit.
It hurts me and demoralises me every single time I hear them.
I need someone by my side.
But I don't want to share it with anyone else.
I need a break from that PERSON.
You think you are perfect.
But asses, get real !
You simply piss me off and ruin all my happy days.
You won't be blessed with a great life, I curse you.
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You were there everytime then .
But now, I don't even recognise you .
Who are you now ?
You completely changed and despite telling you to change back,
You ignored me .
You said I was your sister .
As a sis, I wanted to help you .
But you made me hate you .
Even now, I doubt that I trust you .
If you are reading this, I hope you know how I feel about things now .
I may have changed but the heart that's in me, will never change .
I'm still willing to help you be a better person, but only if you are willing to change .
I just typed out an emo post, thats what you'll say.
To me, its a post that reflects all my feelings for the past few days .
Pissed .
I'm just pissed la.
You were so selfish and I couldn't stand it.
Stop denying the fact when its there, staring at you.
Okay, back to post.
Had CCA today.
And it was darn crappy cause we finally got to know the truth of the competition.
Well, obviously Singapore Roulette didn't make it through while Sorry No More made it through.
Congrats to them.
No more rehearsals left for Singapore Roulette I guess.
Pretty upset la.
Many personal reasons which I will not say here.
But Singapore Roulette rocks more no matter what.
I'll dedicate this osng I learnt from JJC to them ! :D
Tonight, we remember,
The times we spent together,
The joys and the laughter that we share.
Tonight we cherish the moments that we spent here,
Cause tonight is the only time we have.
Look at us and see our smiles,
This is where we all belong,
I'll remember the times,
We spent together,
Until my last December,
Tonight..
Singapore Roulette ! You are loveeeeeeeeeeee ! :D
I have no mood to blog about anything else.
I'm just upset, pissed .
I FEEL CRAPPY .
ARGH !
[11]People tagged with this quiz
1. Valenlyn CHUA
2. Wan Yi
3. Sarah Oh
4. Hui Ling
5. Indah
6. Eric
7. Priscella
8. Chitra
9. Wan Yin
10. Yuko
11. Zi Shing
[ 10 ] Firsts.
First Best Friend:
Heemavathi ! LOL . Yes, I know almost same name as meeeee :D
First Screen Name:
Hema
First Pet:
Fish ?
First Piercing:
About Nursery.
First Crush:
Hehehehe ^^ .
First CD:
Best 99 I think .
First Car:
That toy car .
First Love:
Him (:
First Place Called Home:
Singapore ! LOL .
[ 9 ] Lasts.
Last Beverage:
Ice Lemon Tea
Last Car Ride:
Yesterday ?
Last Movie Seen:
Erm ..
Last Phone Call:
Valenlyn CHUA .
Last Song You Listened To:
Take A Bow - Rihanna
Last Bubble Bath:
Years ago ?!
Last Time You Cried:
Yesterday .
Last Thing You Ate:
Fries !
Last Bad Thing You Did:
040708 :( I'm such a bad girl that day .
[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:
Yes .
Have You Ever Been Arrested:
NEOW !
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:
nahs !
Have You Ever Been On A Limo:
):
Have You Ever Cheated:
Yes . LOL .
Have You Ever Been In Love:
What kind of love ? Puppy love? Yes .
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident:
Almost .
Have You Ever Broken A Bone:
YES . LAST YEAR ! ):
Stupid .
[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.
1. Watch.
2. Shirt.
3. Undergarments.
4. Specs.
5. Earrings.
6. Hairband
7. (:
[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today.
1. watch tv.
2. chatted with :D
3. blog !
4. scream at my sis & bro.
5. blasted music on my com .
6. on the com .
[ 5 ] Favorite Things.
1. Winnie the pooh !
2. MY LAPPY !
3. HANDPHONE !
4. Photo Albums !
5. All orange related stuff !
[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1. Ruth.
2. Joanne & Chewness !
3. Valenlyn.
4. Er (: .
[ 3 ] Choices.
1. Black Or White: Black.
2. Hot Or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate!
[ 2 ] Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. Be with (:
2. Cherish every single thing around me and love them to the fullest !
[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
That day .
Zzz .
Bored la .
I dont want to go back to school this week !
Its the week of tests .
Tomorrow - Geography
Wednesday - Chemistry ( WHY DID I MISS THE TEST LA ! )
Thursday - Heng arhs, a lilbit relax .
Friday - Elementary Mathematics ! ( SHEEEEEEEEEEEET )
& I still have Vocabulary test on i-dunno-when day .
The release of the results for which team is entering the finals of the competition is this week !
Scary piece of crap . LOL .
Youth Day this year is so crapped up .
I am studying la ):
I can't imagine how would it be like in exactly 1 year time .
O levels !
I'm thinking positively .
But looking at the expected results from me by the school, I'm far from achieving it.
Like B3 for ALL Subjects ?!
Okay, this post is going nowhere .
I'm going to mug already .
I know I'm online but dont bug me .
I need to be left alone for now . :D
Miss me Chua !(:
I just hate you .
But still, the majority of me loves you .
I don't know why but getting over you is so difficult .
Everytime when my eyes meet yours,
I can't help but feel guilty,
For not being a good person to you .
I want things to change .
I won't let things be this way .
Its the 5th time I'm thinking about this in a week .
Boy, you are addictive .
I'll pray, in hope that something will change and things could be like it was once, before .
Hell yeah, I didn't update my blog for like a week ?
Okay back to the post .
Well a brief one .
Monday ...
I don't remember anything major except that I made my IC .
Tuesday ...
Lessons and then PC .
Talked about results, Family Day carnival..
Then had SEP(Floorball) .
Yes, that loser, Nicholsen, as usual trying to demoralise me with those words of his .
Walked home with Ruth, Val & Wanyi .
Wednesday ...
CCA, Elnie didn't come surprisingly .
Did a couple of run throughs .
Half the group was dead la.
A new guy, from sec 1, on trial for drama .
Pretty nice guy .
& Meeting..
Fun though .
Walked home .
Thursday ...
Competition .
I forgot to meet Ms Filzah regarding the NYAA ceremony cause I wasn't allowed to leave drama for a while ):
Gastric-ed D:
Coughed D:
Competition was against 10 other teams, excluding Hazel's group .
That included teams from Compassvale Sec, Zhenghua Sec, Nan Hua Sec .
Then collectd blazer .
Friday ...
OOOOH JULY 4th ! :D
Okay lameeee .
Reheasal for NYAA ceremony until 11am .
3 hours straight in a row.
Went for duty, straight .
Then had Amaths .
Ms Chen, SORRYY ! ):
I didn't mean to do THAT .
But at least, I learnt something from your teaching ! :D
Then lunch-ed,slacked until 230pm cause no CCA .
And another few more rounds of rehearsal for 2 hours .
Walked around the school for a while alone.
EMO-ING . Zzzz.
Then went to buy stockings with Afifah .
Chatted for a while and home-ed ! (:
TODAY !
NYAA Ceremony .
WAHLIEWS .
I almost over slept again .
But reached school a few minutes late cause I went to buy breakfast at Mac .
The prefects were jealous, and I was like HUH ?!
But I didn't eat dinner the night before cause I slept off at 8 plus onwards .
And didn't get to eat breakfast at home .
So bo pian had to eat .
Or else gastric ):
Maybe faint .
Had fun la during the whole thing .
I didn't eat early and end up no food left .
WTH LA .
Everyone had like I dunno how many servings ):
I heck cared and stayed in school, talking to Arif, Joanne and the others .
Then went to BP to meet Jun Ting and go to his condo's clubhouse .
Discussed some camp related stuff .
And me and Yusri had tons of fun la !
RIGHT LOSER ?
HAHAHHAHAHA .
Okay, then walked to Lot 1 with Yusri, Mei Yen and Joanne !
Chatted non-stop on the way .
Went to comics connection and saw Audrey .
And out of nowhere, Geraldine appeared !
Like mini CCK prefects gathering in Comics Connection .
LOLS .
After that walked around for a while more then home-ed !(:
Legs are tired and I burned fats !
YAY .
I'm slowly reaching my EOY goals ! :D
Kk its been a super duper long post .
I shall stop crapping already :D
JOANNE, I LOVE YOU !(:
YUSRI, YOU LOSER !
CHERYL, I LOVE YOU TOO !
WENYI, I MISS FOOD :D LOL .
*AHEMS*, you know what I'm going to say .
Hell yeah. I love, want, miss you .
I miss the feeling of love .