HELLO !

Time to reply to tags :

Andres : Hahahs okay . I remember now !
Eugene : HI & thankyou !
han en : HELLO !(: thanks . anyway speech day is something like prize-giving day la .


Now the post .

I AM SUPER PISSED LA !
Okay not really pissed but kinda upset .
I went causeway yesterday and it seems that some other LG was having a LG meeting !
I AM JEALOUS LA !
Secondly, Shazia was at causeway point too !
& I DIDN'T SEE HER !
FUDIN ALSO WAS THERE I HEARD !
See how much I missed yesterday ?
OMG .
&^^%*^%&*

Tomorrow's 070408 .
Haix .
A supposed to be happy day for me .
But things have changed .
Now its a day to remember .
I just wished that no one else came in between things for the last few months .
Or else now, I'd be happy with my heart .
I can't believe I've just lost someone close to my heart, just like that .
& It hurts to see that someone not the way they used to be before .
It hurts to speak to that someone and you feel so different about things now .
It hurts to see that someone in the eyes just because of the choice .

I wish I could be the one that will always be there for you, but I can't .
I wish I could take back back those words, but I can't .
I wish I could turn time back, but I can't .
I wish I could just be what you wanted me to be, but I can't .
I wish I could just hold your hand tight and never let you go, but I can't .
I wish I could say those words for one last time, but I can't .
I wish I could hold my tears back, but I can't .

I sound really dumb doing all these after all .
I've gained so many things .
& I can't help but hate myself for doing this to you .
I'm such a fool .
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