Listening to : Big Girls Don't Cry
I so can't believe this .
Its just not me .
Or maybe its me, just that I've never known this side of me .
& I'm back to myself, all alone.
Never thought it would last.
Never thought it would end.
Hmms.
I don't think I'm regretting.
Maybe my decision to let go was right.
There is someone else for me.
Anyway thanks for the memories.
Even they weren't so sweet.
I shed tears till my eyes were dry and heart felt weak.
All I know is you are my friend & friend always.
Not more than that.
You are part of my bittersweet past from now.
Why am I turning emo ?
Why am I feeling this way ?
I should be happy, not sad !
Whats up with me ?
Ever since that message came in, I've been like this .
For how long more can I stand this ?
I need a new blogskin .
This skin has given me loads and tons of unwanted memories .