I'm sick & tired of my life.I've got no reason to live in this world.I've just lost all of IT.Don't wish to mention what is it but I just lost it.I've got to get over with it.I've been to emo nowadays I guess.I cried alot.Kept thinking whether I should start slitting my wrist again.I know it doesn't sound like the happy me,but still its me.I should blame myself for whatever happened.If I hadn't started it all,it wouldn't have ended this way.I started one small lie and have to tell 100 more lies just to cover up that 1 lie.And all that 101 lies I said just got washed down the drain.I'm sorry if I just hadn't been myself and I can never be myself for I won't be the same person you knew.I'm sorry.I just cause pain for myself for no reason.I didn't lie to you but still I deserve this.Thanks for being by my side all this while.<3
