& it feels that way <3

MOVED .

2008-10-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm moving on to a new blog, a fresh start .
neverlasting-love will still be on .
but its just that, http://sticky-lovenotes.blogspot.com is my new home (:

see you guys there .

bye, neverlasting-love cause i believe love lasts .

& THIS IS FOR YOU .

2008-10-13T22:56:00.003+08:00

Emo emo emo ):

I hate the release of results .

I dread it .

I don't want to go to school tomorrow .

I don't want to face reality .

I'm not ready for it after being hit hard in the face twice .

& This is for some bitches/bastards out there :

Put yourself in my shoes and tell me ..

How would you feel if I shouted in class telling everyone how badly you did ?

How would you feel if I kept on repeating it and telling it to those who can help rub the salt on the wound for you ?

How would you feel if I compared my results which are way much better than yours to mine ?

How would you feel if I keep demoralizing you saying failure ?

How would you feel if I laughed at your face ?

Imagine a day's worth of pain .

Inside I was weeping, outside I'm acting as if I don't care a single thing .

I can't afford to breakdown in front of everyone .

Its hard having classmates that are insensitive towards your feelings .

Very hard especially when you are the odd girl in class ...

I feel very discriminated somehow ):

I don't belong here at all .

I want to runaway one day and relieve myself of all these pain .

WHAT WEEKEND ?!

2008-10-12T23:58:00.005+08:00

Crap, I'm having gastric pains at this hour .
Eff it cause I think I didn't have enough of food ...

But, I'm eating more than my usual !
& No people, its not monthly iron loss . I assure you that .

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyy .
Friday - Saturday .
I've got tons to say .
Apparently, alot of things happened ..

Friday-
Went to Mdm Latifah's house at 4 instead of 3 cause my lil nephew went all cranky and I had to take care of him .
Tried on the clothes for the concert .
Then shopped with Rani & Dian ! (:
Kinda had fun !

Saturday-
BIGGGGGGGGG DAY !
Well not for me .
But I had alot of fun !
Reached home only at 12 10 am .
Zzzzzzz .
And waatched Om Shanti Om .
As usual, I cried ):

LOL .
I am super lazy to type everything out .
I'll let the pictures do the talking .

PS . Pictures on the 15 Oct Post xDDDDDDD

I PROMISED .

2008-10-09T23:55:00.014+08:00

081008

Valenlyn , Ruth & me . Right after exams, going to Valenlyn's house .

091008

Details of the pictures is in the next post .. PLEASE SCROLL DOWNWARDS :D

How could I have missed your call, how could I ?
Its your call .
But its wrong, right ?
I shouldn't talk to you .
I shouldn't say those things .
I shouldn't have done it .

I'm such a contradicting person .
Thanks for hearing me out Valenlyn .
Its just so hard to explain things .

ITS AN UPDATE OF THE DAY :D

2008-10-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Well, folks who don't know what's even happening, let me tell you .

ITS END OF EXAMS .

So it means relaxing and playing time for NOW .

And we teenagers have all the reasons in this world to not touch those thick books sitting at our desks at home .

Anyway yes, the pictures above dated 091008 ..

Here are the captions .

By numerical order,

1. Mdm Latifah's cousin's house.

2. Me, I'm just mesmerized by the glowing ORANGE cup xDDDDD

3. If you want to buy a gift for me, I must have that cup cause its full of LOVE (:

4. Pardon me, I was deprived of a Cinderella childhood ):

5. Cups, cup and more cups . I'm lovin' them .

6. Look, we SHOPPED BIG TIME .

7. I've fallen in love with my Cinderellaaaaaaaaa !

8. Thats Mdm Latifah, her daughter & Rani . Don't forget Dian ! (:

9. Yes, ITS PIZZA HUT .

10. Yes, it's all our shopping .

11. Mixed-blood ladies (: Rani & me !

12. Rani was like, Hema what do you think you are doing ? xDDD HELLO GEEK !

13. Mdm Latifah & me (:

14. Woohoo, DIAN !(: And our ice-lemon tea ^^

15. First it was only the drinks and soups ..

16. There goes the soups and here comes the pizza ...

17. My personalized pizza !

18. Rani's personalized pizza !

19. END OF MEAL & DAY ! (:

Okay, maybe it wasn't really the end .

Cause MY DAD IS BACK FROM OVERSEAS !

WOOOHOOO . & BOOOS !

I was hoping my dad wouldn't attend the PTM on 17 Oct .

AND HELL YEAH, HE IS BACK HERE IN SINGAPORE .

OH CRIES .

* you guys didn't hear me wrong .

Its PTM again for us .

How good is that ?!

We are all so screwed people .

Anyway I must thank Mdm Latifah for the wonderful evening .

&&& Her daughter .

I had so much of fun that I lost my emo-ness for today (:

Well, here are somethings happening this month ! (:

Marking days (9 & 10 Oct) NO SCHOOL
Hari Raya Concert . (11 Oct)
Promotional Meeting Day (15 Oct) NO SCHOOL
Parents-Teacher Meeting (17 Oct) [oh damn]
Last Day of School (23 Oct) YEAH BABY ! (:
Bridging Programme (28 Oct-7 Nov) Zzzzz ...
Drama Chalet (idk when)

Oh well, today I don't think I need to say much about what happened ..

Pictures tells a thousand words (:

Adios !

xDDDDD 1 MORE DAY TO END OF EXAMSSSSS

2008-10-07T22:42:00.005+08:00

I'll say goodbye to examinations and HELLO TO CHALET .

But only in 13 hours and 48 minutes ):

I am prepared to receive 3 papers indicating a FAIL right on the front page .

Anyway todays post is dedicated to MISS SMART xDDD

Also known as JOANNE KOH TSE TING .

THANKYEW FOR BEING BY MY SIDE ALL THIS WHILE xD

Listening to my whines and problems and correcting my dumb, yet grave mistakes .

And making me smile and saying 'something' at times (:

& YES, FORCING ME TO POST THIS TOO . LOL .

Joking . Big time .

I LOVE MY TWIIIIIIIIIN :D ♥

Anyway about today ...

Amaths Paper 2 & Core History .

I just simply hate these two papers in particular .

Core History was freakin' easy ( this is clearly a white lie )

Apparently, spotting questions for History turns out to be a big failure .

Amaths ? I swear if I get above 25/100, I'll treat GRACE KOH .

Which apparently, is so not going to come true .

Well, at least this time, I cracked my head more than I did during Paper 1 .

I am getting the feeling that I've got to drop Amaths at the end of the year .

I rather redo my whole year . Yes, retain .

Dropping is worst please !

And oh, did I say that yesterday's Chem/Physics Paper 1 was kinda easy ?

Chemistry was harder though, but not so hard .

Kind of expected some of the questions to pop out .

Other than that, there isn't anything much significant to type here .

All the best for the last 2 papers !

Its the end of the race for the year (:

I expected it .

I got it .

6 minutes was all that I needed .

Thanks .

It could be my last . I'd never know .

6 more papers ! (:

2008-10-04T23:24:00.003+08:00

YEAH BABY !

Very soon, I'll say bye bye to EOY .
6 more papers left !

4 more torturing days to go .

A brief summary of what happened in the past week .

Sunday -
Well, went out to study but end up only 2 facts of the social studies notes went into my brain .
But I had a heck load of fun ! xDDDDD

And Dave Koh was singing la .

So hilarious cause almost everyone had their earphones on, to avoid him.

Ruth & I caught 2 guys in the Female toilet & when we stepped in, they realized that they were in th wrong toilet and you should have seen the horror of their discovery on their faces .

Home-d, without Ruth ):
Then watched F1 and convo with Ruth, Jun Ting & Xiu Hao .
So hilarious as Jun Ting was tortured ! HAHAHA .

Monday-
WTFH day .
Lost my wallet in the afternoon after my A-maths test (i flunked BIG time) & E-maths extra lesson .
So apparently, there goes you know what & MY FAVOURITE NEOPRINT IS GONE AND SO IS MY FOOD SUPPLIER FOR CHALET .
What a waste .
&&& my cards .
Oh second year in a row, I lost my wallet .
WTF PLEASE .
Anyway SS & errrr .. Physics ! Yeah, Physics ..
Was not too bad each .
I can guarantee a pass in both, well, hopefully ..

Tuesday-
Normal Lessons .
Crappy feeling day .
Cause of my lost wallet .
Thank god my handphone wasn't with my wallet, if not I'll be ~~slaughtered~~ when I reach home .

There were no lessons for Chemistry as Ms Lim was absent ):

No English cause Mdm Aliza had early dismissal from school cause of Hari Raya .

Some teacher that went by the name of Mr Low came in .

Oh well, he was a pain in the neck .

He kept on comparing us with Normal Technical .

LIKE WTF PLEASE .

He's so stereotypical .

Then compared our school to Hwa Chong & Raffles .

LIKE WHAT THE EFF WAS HIS PROBLEM .

Oh well, nevertheless, we stood firm on our ground, fighting back for our rights .

Then had E-maths again . ZZZZZ

Wednesday-
A ruined Children's day cum Hari Raya .
Read up my geography a little ..

Thursday-
Another normal lessons day .
& results of my Mother Tongue paper ! (:
Well, drumsroll please !
*drumsroll ... *
I scored 52/70 for paper 2 (thats a distinction,asses)
GOD, thats first time in history, I've ever gotten a distinction and I almost got A1 for my paper 2 .
WTH . I couldn't believe my eyes xDDDDDDDD
And for the Letter component in paper 1, I got 16/20 ! xD
Highest in my mother class xDDD
Such a difficult thing to do you know .
With all those smart asses in mother tongue in my class, I've never expected this at all .
My mother tongue teacher was like, how the heck on earth, without doing homework, did you get such high marks for mother tongue .
*laughs to myself*
But someone spoilt my day towards the end, leaving me to go home in a semi-conscious state .

Friday-
It was difficult to wake up for my GEOGRAPHY AND E-MATHS PAPER .
Emaths was really hopeless .
Thats the first exam I screwed up .
But I expect a borderline pass though .
Geography was okay la.
Question 1 on Natural Vegetation was ... SHIOK !
25 FREE MARKS FOR ME .
LOL .
Question 2 was £"$^$&*^%$
I never had the time to memorise coasts properly, so lost like 10 marks ?
But thanks god I still remembered rivers and that saved about 6 marks ?
I didn't have enough time and lost 8 marks, and its confirmed .
& I went home after the exam, feeling very very exhausted from the papers .

Well, thats about it I guess ...

Oh well, sorry drama people ..
Seems like we're heading east for chalet camp .
Yes, IT IS A CAMP
*groans*
Welfare !!!!!! *evil laughter*

EXAMS STARTED xDDD

2008-09-27T20:22:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO I LOVE THIS .

So far, I doubt I've messed up any particular paper big time .

English and Mother Tongue was pretty okay .

& I had loads of sleep during yesterday's paper .

So thats 4 papers down, and just 10 more to go . ( hey, thats pretty fast .)

*mumbles, grumbles & fidgets .

Okay, I'm having social studies and physics paper on monday .

Hopefully tomorrow someone can teach me (:

Thanks Ruth for coming up with that smart idea .

I'm going for group study ! (:

I got A Maths test on Chapter 5 & 13 as well that monday .

Damn, all my major subjects .

Anyway today is Shi Qian's birthday !!!(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE (:

IAMSONOTHAPPY

2008-09-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

AWWW MAN .
MY DAD IS ONLY COMING BACK IN LATE OCTOBER .

DAMN IT LA .
ITS SO LAST MINUTE OKAY ?!
I'M SUPER FURIOUS NOW ):

&&& Mother Chua, remove that picture please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x(

Bro, I hate you xDDDDDDDDD

nothing beats the feeling of love (:

2008-09-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

Well, after a long time, I guess this is still my favourite song (:

With You - Chris Brown
See how much you've influenced me la bro .
But this song's lyrics are really niceeeeeeeeee !

[whole verse x2]
I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot..lil figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And im so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Ooh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're..my sweetheart
And im so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]
You mean to me
What i mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cos if i got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of his life who feel..
What i feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh Girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say..you care for me,
You know..I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know..that i won't lie,
You know..that i would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge]
'Cuz if i got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What i feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Ohh..
With you [x5]
Yeah yeah..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
Cuz you are my whole light,
Cuz if you ever let me do,
I would die..
So I won't run,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
Cos' if I got that,
And I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Ooohh.. Yeah~
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]
Oh!
I'm into you,(I'm into you,baby)
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss(every kiss) and every hug(every hug),
You make me(you make me) fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one( can't be the only one),
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What i feel when i'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Ohh..
With you [x5]
With you,only
With you [x5]
Ye yeah ..

I AM SO CONFUSED ):

2008-09-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

Well, I'm supposed to be happy but ...
Something upsetted me today ):

Had interview for the Chennai Trip thing .
And it seems that we weren't confirm in the trip .
And all of us were upset ..
I was the very last to go in .
Oh well, thanks for letting me be the last .
Cause I REGRETTED BEING LAST .
I felt very pressurized and I never felt so scared in my life for just an interview...
But thanks for making me laugh everyone .
The interview was .. BAD for me .
I messed up some questions .
Those that Mr Low asked .
Argh .
And Mr Chan threw a bomb at me .
He said " Mrs Jacob is your form teacher right ? There is a high possiblity that you are selected for New Delhi . So how ? "
And I said " WHAT ?! ( yes, I was stunned/alarmed/worried/shocked/upset) Are you sure ? I mean, I'm already interviewing for Chennai . Can I choose to stick to Chennai ? "
Yes, NEW DELHI .
My Dream .
But still, I hate to feel guilty to break the promises I made to many people that I'll go Chennai .

I got brainwashed by some people to go New Delhi since I'm super lucky and etc and I deserved the New Delhi one more than the Chennai .
And Sankarsh said that Delhi is a much better experience and all ..
Joanne was like, go with me la ...
But I can't imagine betraying Hazel, whom I pulled with me to go Chennai .
Wenyi, whom I have gotten to know much more about and I made a pact with her go Chennai .
And yeah, those really really nice people I got to know during the hosting ...
* slams self against the fence .*
(proudly invented by Cheryl CHEW after what I did today outside school .)

I guess I'll go do my SS homework .. and Physics too .

& Thanks to Xiu Hao for helping me bang my elbow against the wall again .

ITS INJURED FOR GOODNESS SAKE ):

* CRIES OUT LOUD .

I'm on the verge of crying .
I'm a strong girl, and I need to prove that .

I know, you'll be there to see me go through the bad times .

UPDATE + THINGS TO DO .

2008-09-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

Things I need to do once its 081008 .

update drama member list
update drama contact list
book Drama Chalet
sort out administrative work ( duh, i'm vice-chair)
get the drama chalet planning committee down for meeting
get the drama chalet programme list
get the proposal for drama chalet done by 141008
get the drama duty roster from the Welfare Dept .
get relay system done.
call up all members to check their numbers.
settle new drama t-shirt
get the Publicity Dept to start work on the noticeboard and blog.
get the drama file, FILED up
meet with entire committee

These are the stuff I need to do by end of term 4 just for drama .
Oh well, jia you Hema ! (:

I PROMISE YOU GUYS A PICTURE POST AFTER EXAMS !!!!!!!!
& I'll post something today i guess ..

ITSMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

2008-09-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA .

I'm back people !
Oh well, after 2 days of torture without my Internet working for me ...

Let me briefly go through what happened for the past 3 days (:

Apparently, Tuesday was a fast day .
Yet,upsetting one too .
Had Chemistry, and tadaa - Another test plus a CA assignment due on Friday ):
Then it was Mother Tongue ..
& Physics .
Gosh, Mr Tan is so hilarious !
G-string ( inside joke ! haha !)
Recess duty was funnnnnnn LOL .
Then it was Geography and some map reading which I can totally fail -.-
English was like ... er .. okay ..
Emaths wrapped up the day and boy, it was kinda interesting ! (:
Then had some sex education programme with 3/4 in the I&E room .
It was INTERESTING !
500 million sperms . HAHHAHHA .
We were claiming that we were Pure Biology students .
CRAP .
But yeah, we had our way .
I SWEAR ABORTION AND PREMARITAL SEX IS OUT OF MY VOCABULARY .
I was grossed out anyway .
& we had a major wake up session .
oh wells, both 3/3 and 3/4 had a majority of possible students who are at the risk of retaining ):
it was a big wake up call, that the both class called for unnecessarily .
but i thought that Mr Kong was really bothered cause he made an effort to still wake us up though it was pretty late
and instead of staying back just to tell us, he could have done other things but yeah ..
then after that rushed to hospital and Valenlyn went to her cousin's house ! (:
and home-ed only at 10 pm .
dead tired .

Wednesday was ....
WTH LA .
Triple humanities day .
First lesson was horrendous .
Got sent out of the class with 34 other class mates to complete the geography work .
BUT I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE CORRECT POINTS LA .
OMGGGGGGGGGG .
So I ended up with some others staying outside for 1 whole hour trying to do a simple map reading .
I'm a hopeless at that -.-" !
Then was Social Studies ..
I guess it was not so bad la .
History was next and oh man, I was 'blinded' .
My specs went to Nick and yeah, i missed copying down the notes . Zzz .
English after recess was slack cause we had Vocabulary test after 3 weeks .
Then was some emaths on CIRCLES xD .
I love that topic ! (:
&&& ANOTHER EGG FLEW INTO THE CLASS .
Grrrrrrrrr .
This time unlucky ones were Nicholsen, Sanjiven, Rashwinder, Jun Wei, Jeremy N.
Nicholsen's reaction was hilarious la !
He thought Yu Ting threw something at him ! ROFL.
Mdm Aliza was back at class for last period and we were scolded ):
Social Studies homework was due by 2:12 pm although it was given at 10am cause majority of us forgot to bring our storybooks.
So chiong-ed .
Then CCA .
& NEW COMMITTEE
Oh finally .

Presenting EXCO 2008 :

Chairperson : Hazel
Vice Chairperson : Hema

IT : Valenlyn ( I/C )
IT : Jun Chuan ( Forum )
IT : Hayati ( Notice Board )
IT : Sabrina ( Newsletter )

LC : Ruth ( Head ) ; Ryan ( Asst. Head )
LC : Saniah & Nisha ( Sec 1 LC ), Ezzati & Mason ( Sec 2 LC ), Nicholsen and Syukriah ( Sec 3 LC ).

Welfare : Si Min ( Head )
Welfare : Zi Shing & Shazwani ( Asst.s )

Stage Manager : Adam ( Head )
Stage Manager : Sathia, Hong Ping & Vanessa ( Asst.s )

Warm-ups : Ryan ( Head )
Warm-ups : Sabrina & Saniah ( Asst.s )

Congrats to all newly apppointed EXCO members !

Today was ... erm I'll type a new post for that xDDDDDD

080908

2008-09-08T21:17:00.003+08:00

WOOHOOO !
I'm super happy today :D

Firstly, I'm glad to say that I have successfully completed my Oral Exam for english today ! YAY !
Secondly, I'm glad to say that I did my Amaths practice questions ALL BY MYSELF :D
Thirdly, I'm glad to say that I've got a new member in my family :DDDDDDD
Yay !
And he's born today at 6:56 pm .
Love that date and time la !
This means I've got a new person to add in my birthday list :D
Woohooooooo !

okay, i'm turning into some mad person now .
oh wells other than that ... i've got nothing else ...
ps peeps .

i'll be mugging alot for the next 4 weeks .
i'm sorry if my posts are super short .
but i'll update as much as possible (:

LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS ! :D or D: ?

2008-09-07T20:33:00.002+08:00

Holiday homework .

Add Maths Practice Paper (left a few more questions ! xD)
Maths Homework ( Starting on it ! )
Social Studies Homework ( I never came to know about it until Zhi Ying told me today D: )
Chemistry 5-year series . ( :D )
Fill up Overseas Exchange Programme form (left the relevent documents xD )
Learn Vocabulary words ( Overdue vocab test, I'm ready now ! )
Practice Oral D: (I AM READY FOR ATTACKING :D )
Filing for English File ( I never received the call from Mdm Aliza ... Must I still do ? )
Filing for Amaths ):
Study for Geography test :D ( I'm done with the WHOLE syllabus :D )

I'm off to do whatever isn't done .

5555 :D

2008-09-06T22:43:00.005+08:00

OOOOH

I'm 5555 days young today ! :D
LOL .
I did some random counting and it happened to be today that I'm 5555 day young :D

Anyway today is

FISHBALL AKA
PEBBLE AKA
CHERYLCHEW'S
BIRTHDAY ! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BASTARD :DDDDDDDDD
iiex lurbbx y00hs ! :D

K, I have nothing to say today D:

OHNO ! ):

2008-09-05T10:47:00.003+08:00

I'm such a sadist ):

Can you just believe I'm watching Happy Tree Friends and I find them really interesting and nice to watch ?!
Holidays, this is what you have done to me despite my efforts to try and live a non-sadist life .
Thank you .

( Oh look, I'm even talking to myself )

I'm trying to find something productive to do after Ruth cancelled our study date ! ):
Sorry Ryan for backing out last minute .
And yeahs, isn't Valenlyn coming back today ?
Oh yay !
I miss her loads .
Hopefully she comes back darker than me ! :D
LOL .

I guess its 2 more days to school reopening !
Woohoo ! (:
& 20 more days ):
Exams ...

Oh well, I think I'll play neopets or something .
God, save me ! ):

-----

Yes, i'll be waiting here until that day comes .
(:
the dictionary lack a word that can show you how much i need you now .
ily :D

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2008-09-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

Okay, I conclude that September holidays = ROTTING WEEK .

Argh .

Thank god its already Thursday .

Or else I'll be driven straight to my grave if the holidays are going to be any longer .

I'm so looking forward to school term again .

Either teachers, create more useful classes for us .

Or self-study .

But looking at my so-called conducive environment in either places, I can so forget about the studies part.

Apparently, the term break isn't of any help to me .

I don't feel any difference except that my headache is coming back again .

Argh .

I just hope I wasn't grounded by my mum for not cleaning up my super messy table =X

Anyway,

Moving on .

Its ChongYuWei's birthday .

TO THAT LAME GUY IN CLASS :

EH SHARE LA ! xD

&& HAPPY FIFTEEN TOOOOO ! :D

---

Chatting with Ruth and Ryan .

The R-squares .

Oh well, the three of us have been rotting for the past * counts using fingers *

6 days .

And thats to no good .

We need to get out soon .

At least I'm having a study date with Ruth tomorrow :D

All for the sake of getting out and doing something productive and enjoyable .

And mum seems to be okay that its a STUDY DATE .

What the hell .

Okay, she's concern about my results, but grounding me for not cleaning up my stuff ...

Its so unreasonable of her still .

& I don't plan to let her see my report card until Sunday .

And she can so forget about trying to ground me during the holidays and making sure I have enough work to do .

For once, I'm smart . (wait, its contradicting right ? I'm actually demoralizing myself ?! )

Woohoos, I'm smart as usual . ( this sounds so much better . )

Well examination are knocking on our doors and its only like ...

20 days away !?!?!

Hey thats .. SO FREAKING FAST !

Okay, minus the weekends ..

Folks, we are left with 14 more days !

Thats 2 exact weeks .

And next week is English Oral !

Argh, I must go talk more English and stop that Singlish .

I'm not losing marks for that silly thing .

---

I think I'll just facebook and do some more blogskinning before holidays end .

Oh, I am actually revising for Maths during breaks .

I feel so proud of myself :D

I'm running away to meet the love of my life (:

I've been patiently waiting for today to end for some reasons ..

Oh well .

Adios, my loves .

ARANDOMDAY :D

2008-09-03T19:51:00.002+08:00

Warner Brothers studios said it is bumping "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince" from its planned opening in November to next July, reports the Daily Telegraph. The sixth Harry Potter adaptation will now open on 17th July 2009.

OH SCREW YOU !
I WANTED TO SEE IT THIS YEAR .
NOW WHAT .
ANOTHER 8 MORE MONTHS TO WAIT ?!

Anyways, thanks Andrea for that really cool news .
Now I'm going mad .
How can they do this to their fans ?!

Okay, whatever .

Its just so gonna clash with my rush hour period for next year ):

*screams ! *

Anyway I'm here to update and to let you guys know that I'll be changing url soon (:

Its time ... after 1 1/2 years ;D

Well the new url is so not ready .

And wanna wish RASHWINDER PAL SINGH DHILLON

a belated :

HAPPY FIFTEEN :D

RANDOMPOST:D

2008-09-03T13:59:00.002+08:00

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is, Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

Is this true ? Hmms ..

Well girls are pretty blessed then (:

OHSOBORED ):

2008-09-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

Oh god . Books, books, books !

Its already 10.50 pm and I haven't posted a single thing xD

Okay, so is the first day of a new month !

But I didn't hear that usual bell go off today ...

Hmms .

Maybe I was too busy to even notice the bell went off ...

& I was at an Emaths remedial .

Yes, REMEDIAL .

I am weak in maths, so yeah ..

Supposed to reach school by 8, but I only reached at 8 30 .

And I didn't know where the class was and I walked 2 whole rounds around the school finding for the damn class .

End up it was at the staff lounge .

ZZZZZZZZZZ .

Did 2 papers in total .

I completed them .

& I learned so much more !

Thanks Mr Low .

&& HAPPY TEACHERS DAY ! ( 1 sept, its officially Teachers Day . )

But look, Mr Low sacrificed his morning to come down and teach us ...

Some pictures of the happenings today xD

Chee Kiat was busy crapping through the remedial .

Our stuff ... LOL . Pretty neat actually .

Chee Kiat was doing some i-don't-want-to-know stuff behind Eric xDDD

After Chee Kiat, Miao Ching, Jun Wei, Andy and Eric left, we were left with Sanjiven, Yu Wei and myself .

Sanjiven was having a hard time doing the graphs and there was a question and the final number statement was 40/50 ...

Sanjiven was supposed to simplify it and guess what .

His answer was 1/5 .

ROFLMAO .

Then we all went, HUH !?! You sure 1/5 ?

He realised his mistake .

And next, he took the calculator and punched in 40/50 to find out the answer .

I stared at him and said, " Erm, you can just cancel out the 0s ... Zzzzz "

Mr Low laughed and we were like, WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU ?! LOLLLLLL .

Then Mr Low asked him, "So Sanjiven, what do you think is the reason for you to do poorly in maths ? "

His reply ?

" I see Maths, I scared . "

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL .

I laughed until I coughed badly ...

ZZZZZZZZ.

Sanijven is so damn hilarious la ...

Then finally, after 30 days of surviving the staff lounge conditions, my ice box made its way home .

LOL .

I reached home and all the way, I tried to study but to no avail ):

Oh well .. I feel so bored .

CAUSE SOME PEOPLE IN OBS ):

Haix, I miss my walko-buddy !

Yes, Chua, I MISS YOU LA .

Bloody hell ...

5 days 4 nights ..

Anyway to all those who are in Pulau Ubin, ENJOY OBS ;DDDDDDDDDDD

Sad, many asked me why I never go ...

Oh wells, if only .. forget it .

Okay, I'm ending my post here .

I'll be rotting away listening to the Amaths lesson at 11 -1230 tomorrow ...

Sayonara (:

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ily more than ylm ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

* smiles widely *

this is just so random xD

IHAVEGOTNOGOODTITLETODAY

2008-08-31T11:40:00.002+08:00

(abandoned ruth and hema... i feel so bad)

Taken from Xiu Hao's blog, post dated 30 august .

Shout out to Xiu Hao :

YES YOU MUST FEEL BAD .

YOU MADE US WAIT 15 MINS FOR YOU HOR . ;D

AND LATER ABANDON US .

LOL .

This is just another random post from me .

WOOHOO ITS WEEKENDS + HOLIDAYS :DDDDDDD

2008-08-30T17:48:00.005+08:00

Well, my first holiday weekend morning was spent at school .
I screwed up my group's IPW presentation .
Then went to Mac with Lingjie & Wen Xuan-jie LOL .
FYI, Wen Xuan is a guy .
Anyway, we crapped about food and stuff .
LOL .
Then home-d .
Got a little upset but I treated myself to another ice-cream .
Yes, its 4 days in a row that I ate ice-cream ^^

:DDDDDD loves !

I've just caught a cold and a really bad cough that after every 25 words I speak, I cough for 1 minute non stop .
Not exaggerating .
I'm getting the feeling that I'm not going to have a sick-free holiday .
* coughs coughs .
&& Ohhhh I love my brother .
He's super sweet to me today .
;D
Presenting the most adorable family member of mine :D

My cute brother ;D

Any resemblance ? Hahahs .

Ignore the siblings .

I look so childish (:

Okay, back to the post .
I went to meet Valenlyn and help her choose her specs design etc .
LOL .
She gave me a hard time .
But I chose something new and something that makes her look nerd-cool .
Hahahahs !
& later sent her to the bus stop behind my house :D
Had a nice chat with her about friday .
We saw Jolene on the way to the bus stop (:

Oh yeahs, something hilarious happened today .
In fact 2 things .
First, for the IPW presentation .
Jeremy N. Called Tony C. up to come for the presentation .
Guess what Tony said ?
' I don't want the marks . I want to sleep . '
LOLLLLLL . I couldn't help but laugh at that lame excuse .

And just now .
VALENLYN CHUA SI HARN .
She 'lost' 50 bucks which was meant to pay as a deposit for her new specs .
And then she decided to go home to get the money .
&& After she went, I checked her wallet and found the 50 bucks .
I LAUGHED AT HER .
She didn't check one of her wallet compartments .
She was already near home when I called her la !
Absent minded sial .
LOL .

Okay, I'm gonna end this long post with a picture (: !

I love this picture tons :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
*SMILES WIDELY *

I miss NDP ):

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ily more than ylm ! (:

Hahahahahahah .

39 MORE DAYS TO END OF EOY xD

RANDOM STUFF :D

2008-08-30T16:53:00.003+08:00

What M Hema Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Zzzzzzzz . This is so random !?!
But its super true about me .

Your Birth Month is June

Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life.
Your warmth and consideration touches many.

Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty
Your gemstone: Pearl
Your flower: Rose
Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

X-COUNTRY :D

2008-08-29T20:19:00.003+08:00

Pictures for today ! (:

Aiseh, NCC act cool arhs ..

Look at them .
Happy that they no need to run ! LOL .
So unfair ):

SARAH YONG :D 44 & 45 for X-country !

WE ROCK :D

Nice ? Its pointing towards me :D I feel so honoured !

Look at the height difference .
I used to be as tall as him .

I guess I haven't been growing ):

My mother tongue teacher in Pri 4 ! (:

MY PRI SCHOOL FORM TEACHER ! (:
But she was on leave for 2 years . ON TEACHERS ' DAY ):

I heard she's on maternity leave AGAIN . LOL .

HUDA (: she's cute right ? Man, I look really retarded !

Bestie ! (:

Sorry I didn't spend much time with you today !

Alan doing freeze in the middle of the road . ( Well, first attempt )

Second attempt, and he fell halfway .

FINAL ATTEMPT ! (: Woohoo ! Nice right ?

LOL . Alan, detour ?

Hahahs, such adorable pictures up there ! (:

Okay, stop cursing me and my self praises .
Anyway today is 29 AUGUST .

Which spells out

C-R-O-S-S C-O-U-N-T-R-Y & P-R-I-M-A-R-Y S-C-H-O-O-L V-I-S-I-T !

YAY :D

Well woke up super early at 6 and reached Japanese Gardens at 7 45 .

The place was nice and the scenery is beautiful !

Well skips to prize presentation .

Well I got 44th .

Disappointingly ):

But I was happy to have Sarah to race me till the end of the race ! (:

SARAH ROCKS :DDDDDD

But I got injured as usual, straining the back of my leg badly ):

&&&

BLUE HOUSE IS THE CHAMPIONS AGAIN !

We won the challenge trophy for the second year in running !(:

We love ourselves !

Then went to Ruth's primary school and I was shocked by the response of the number of students in her school !

& then left for KPS (:

WOOHOO I was super happy for I met up with numerous of people !

But upset cause my form teacher wasn't there !

Oh yah, I must remember this day cause ALANSENG broke the basket of the basketball court .

Once again, he meets up with familiar faces of Mr Weng, our OM & Mr Tan TH .

After that left the school and headed for Mac with Alan :D

He ate and we walked from Yewtee to Chuachukang to Teckwhye .

Pro right ?

And of course, we walked back again .

We took a total of 3 1/2 hours .

But we saw Gabriel when we were going home and chatted for 30 more minutes .

And then home-ed ! (:

Cool right ?

Spending my day with Alan was great .

We had so much to say and we have planned to meet up another day ! (:

Hahahs .

Now I'm looking forward to part 2 of catching up with each other !

Thanks for the wonderful day man ! :D

I got to exit, I've got IPW presentation tomorrow .

At 9 30 .

Wish me luck ! :D

---

I am just lost for words .

It always has to end like this .

Why ?

Someone, give me a good answer .

TEACHERS ' DAY CELEBRATIONS ! (:

2008-08-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

RAIN RAIN RAIN .

STORM STORM STORM .

& I got wet in the rain, scared by the bright flashes of lightning & loud sounds of the thunder and sick cause of the weather .

And my condition further deteriorated, sadly ):

& when I got wet, my letters I was suppose to make, but thanks to WEIXIN's help ;D ( she helped me ! ), didn't get wet .

Reached school only at 8:05 am .

The earliest la .

WTFH .

And my shoes were helping me store water unnecessarily.

Went into MT class, shivering and AVA room made things even more worst.

Then Core History, where things get more shiok :DDDD

MR TAN JJ ROCKS (:

Then it was PHYSICS :D

IPW Presentation .

Lucky brats that don't need to stay back anymore to present .

Then it was recess and chiong-ed down to do up the rest of the deco .

Missed recess totally and I LOST A LETTER ON THE WAY ):

I LOST 'P' ! ):

Sadly, I had to do a replacement before the concert starts .

So chiong-ed in class .

We were also preparing the dedications for the 12 teachers for our class .

We had fun though !

Hahahas !

I had to do the concert twice .

Cause I'm the emcee and sadly, I messed up the first one big time .

But my confidence came back during the second concert .

Anyway, I enjoyed seeing the performances put up today :D

After the concert, we cleaned up the area in less than 20 minutes .

It takes 4 hours of work to do everything and less than 5 minutes to destroy everything .

See the amount of hard work ?

Anyway, I was the clown of the day .

I became a walking dictionary plus a christmas tree .

And dance partner got bullied the same way as me ! LOL .

Sad for him !

He tio bully like hell la !

And we are gonna turn famous on people's blog .

What crap .

Other than that, not significant .

So in the end it comes down to this,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ! :D

* in case you are wondering why my school is celebrating teachers' day today, its because tomorrow we are having Cross Country at Japanese Garden .

&& To everyone out there, good luck for cross-country, hopefully we'll be back in 1 piece :D

I need to run out of here and get some sleep .

----

Damn, you are missed again .

I swear, I can never not think about you .

UPDATE :D

2008-08-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update this week !

Fancy me not being well !

Okay, so here goes my long post for the past 2 days.

Tuesday, 26 August

DOUBLE SCIENCE DAY :D

Chemistry was sick .

I don't know how but I remember waking up that morning with the worst throat .

Then it was Mother Tongue at the usual place, currently our new home for the lesson :

AVA room .

Hahas .

I exited the AVA room to go to 3/4 classroom and guess what hilarious scene I saw ?

* it may not be hilarious to you, but to me it is .

Xiu Hao standing outside his classroom, for not completing his MT homework !

LOL .

An innocent looking person like him ... * shakes head.

I forgot to bring my Physics notes to school and I was scared of asking to be sent out of class .

And someone wanted to stand outside for the second time as well, for not bringing his set of notes ! LOL .

I laughed at the coincidence .

But Mr Tan was so kind to give us last year's paper to do .

:DDDDDDDDD

Then it was Geography !

I shivered my way through the whole lesson .

Then it was EL .

Oral again .

Zzzzz .

Then EMATHS .

WHERE MR LOW WAS AWAYYYYYYYYY :DDDDDDDD

But I managed to do his work (:

See, I'm a good girl .

* self-praises .

Wednesday, 27 August

Fever .

Cough .

Flu .

Headache .

My immune system has reached its lowest point .

I have no idea what's wrong with me .

I survived the day by resting half of the day but trying to keep up with the rest and the lessons .

Then, had rehearsal until 7 pm in the evening for teachers' day .

And stayed back to help the deco in the hall ! (:

Woohoo :DDD

Decorations isn't easy though .

Stayed until about 9 and went to Mac with Ruth :DDD

Stayed there and ate ice-cream ( although I was sick ) until 10 .

And suan each other like nobody's business . Hah .

Reached home like 11 .

Hahah .

:DDDDD

Sorry mummy(:

So that was what happened for the past 2 days :D

ILY :D

2008-08-25T19:01:00.002+08:00

He who must not be named, is greatly missed by me ):

IMYYYYYYYYY :DDDDD

Argh .

Okay, school today was half day, but ended up like a normal day .

Taught the sec 2s the dance .

5 colours :DDDD

Other than that, I just regret and feel upset for something .

OH YAH .

I am officially not going OBS .

Its confirmed .

I'm going to try go for the dec one .

Cause studies is the most important now .

OBS can wait .

Valenlyn, trust me, you won't regret your decision .

Well, I'm not regretting ;DDDDDD

Oh what a short post !

I'm just dying here w/o you ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER

2008-08-25T01:11:00.002+08:00

TO THE LOSER SISTER OF MINE FOR 9 YEARS,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE GIRL :D

Haahs, I'm gonna whack your ass 9 times today ;DDDDDDDD (:

She's my replica when I was at her age, only that I'm much more thinner than her :DDD

I AM DAMN CONFUSED

2008-08-24T13:47:00.004+08:00

OBS - 1 to 5 SEPTEMBER 2008

To go or not to go ?

Thats the question .

I am so confused now .

Books or camp ?

WHICH ONE ?

The books are definitely important at the most critical stage which is now .

But OBS is like a once in a while opportunity .

Should I or should I not ?!

Oh man, I'm going to faint soon thinking about this .

Well I think, I'm going .

Cause I don't wanna waste the money I used for the check-up for OBS .

Zzzzz .

I can study now, the next week and after I come back from OBS .

I'm going CHIONG LIKE MAD ! ;D

I'm going to get 2 As no matter what .

I'm not let myself down .

I'm going to work things out .

I MISS YOU ):

2008-08-23T16:15:00.002+08:00

Crap, weekends are so boring though I study .

Hmms .

I hate rainy weekends cause it makes me wanna sleep through it .

Plus I got a really bad cold and the headache was back again .

I went for another session of checkup yesterday regarding my head pain .

And this doctor was so much better compared to the previous one .

He ASSURED me that it was a tension headache .

And it was caused by too much of stress .

But I don't feel the stress la !?!

The doctor said its normal cause the stress in being inflicted through headaches .

Anyway, I'm sorry I didn't post yesterday .

I wasn't free to post :D

Amaths test was OMG .

I studied so hard for it but I never copy a crucial and helpful question into my notes ): !

Forget about emaths .

Yesterday was another messed up CCA day .

This week has been really a pain for me .

Hmms, well its seems that I'm lost for words .

I'm going to go on a photo hunt now .

LOL .

At the same time, clear my lappy of its crap :D

Toodles folks ! :D

----

I love you more than you love me .

I miss you more than you miss me .

I need you more than you need me .

I want you more than you want me .

NO LINK (:

2008-08-21T22:55:00.003+08:00

OMG ! (:

I finally gotten a picture of us at Padang on National Day, taken by a photographer .

ITS NICE LAAA !

Here's the link to all pictures taken that day by that photographer and you'll see many familiar faces !

http://ndp08.imjustperfect.com/

Woohoo ! I got cheered up by looking at the slideshow !

Btw, school today was okay .

But, still I was super happy ! (:

Nothing much to highlight other than that THERE IS EMATHS & AMATHS TESTS TOMORROW ! ):

20082008

2008-08-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

This day only appears once in a lifetime .
And my day was totally screwed up .
This, I can confirm .

I had really bad leg cramps due to the run on Monday and Tuesday .
I went to school, WET . Cause of the stupid rain .
We got scolded at class in the morning for attire and being late for Add. maths class on monday . BUT I HAD A REASON TO BE LATE LA .
We went geography class and got additional scolding for being a bad class etc .
I caught a cold from the shivering and the cold air conditioned room .
We had 1/2 Amaths lesson and 1 hour Emaths lesson .
I got really pissed off with the whole CCA and I walked out of the room .
I cried . F*** .
Some personal thing ):
I came home and got nagged by my mum .
After i-don't-know how many days, he called me and messaged me . I just got pissed .
I have to worry both CCA and prefect stuff now . The performance for teachers' day .
Those brats spreading rumours .. LOL .

Argh .

What a crapped up day .

I could have never wanted a better day than this .

*that was purely sarcasm .

I thought everything was still okay until CCA .

I couldn't take the pressure and the shit from the members .

And things got out of control and I just walked out the room .

I was god damn pissed for hell lots of reasons .

I'll be direct here .

No respect for seniors .

No sense of urgency .

No thought of how people would feel like .

No sense of seriousness of situations .

Take things for granted at times .

The list can go on ...

I finally could let go of all the burden and troubles I had within me .

But I knew crying wasn't supposed to be the way, but it ended up that way .

ARGH .

But my mood was okay after a while(:

Yay .

Hahahs .

I felt so much better and comforted .

But I doubt you knew I had a really bad day .

And I didn't want to say it, cause I didn't want you to be worried or anything .

But thanks for your help with the things that were happening .

But sooner or later, Gerald called me to go back to the drama room .

But I was very reluctant to go cause I really felt like breaking down again .

A CCA I never wanted to give up my hopes on .

But you guys pushed me too far .

Way too far .

I got an apology from all .

But what almost made me cry was that they finally woken up and realised what they have done .

I felt happy but I still wondered that it took my tears, hurt and pain to make you guys understand ?

I got a couple of smses and phone calls from people who were scared to apologise in front of me cause I came back into the drama room with a face that wasn't inviting .

But Anna was the one I managed to talk to face to face .

But thank you all for the apology and I do accept it .

But at least, live to your words .

And I'm just sorry for venting my anger in a bad way .

Anyway, I lingered around in the canteen for a while more for some reasons and I was super hyper then ! LOL .

Okay, that was random .

After that went to LJS with CHERYLCHEW :D &WEIXIN (:

Talked and crapped loads .

Then home-ed with Ruth until someone called me .

And my mood was affected .

So in conclusion, 20082008 is one of the worst days in my life .

* curses and swears .

BUT FOR SOME PEOPLE, THEY ARE ULTRA SUPER LUCKY .

** winks winks .

Hahahahahs .

I guess there is nothing much for me to say already .

And to those of you messaged me, thanks for sparing a thought for me (:

& thanks Ezzati for the call ! ;D

BLOODY SUNDAY .

2008-08-17T18:15:00.002+08:00

LOL .

What random title .

Okay, yesterday was just a killer .

Studied geography and rewrite all my notes until my hand hurt .

Chatted online after that for a while with some online people .

&& My bestie from India, Kasthuri !

I so damn miss her .

That smart girl migrated 3 years ago and its been long since we saw each other !

Okay, anyway I've been chatting with her for the past few days .

& She's coming down to Singapore in a few weeks time !

I just hope to see her .

Today was a rather horrid day .

Okay, maybe not (:

I woke up at 5 plus to find myself running into the toilet to pour ice cold water on my face .

That was to wake me up .

& I had to go for the observance ceremony .

In which I wasted 3 hours at .

I, no offence, but couldn't even understand what's going on .

So I kinda went wild and horny in the midst of everything .

And the best part is 8 of the most craziest people from drama went .

And we owned the place with our hilarious nonsense LOL .

And took pictures with the MP .

LOL .

Thats all I did today at the observance ceremony .

Okay maybe thats not it . LOL .

And walked to Lot 1 with Vanessa, Hong Ping, Ruth & Ryan .

And left by 10 am, with my mum nagging at me to go home for some gathering .

Damn, sian .

To be true, my mum didn't allow me to go for the ceremony thing.. LOL .

But I just walked out of the house and said its compulsory .

I did that for a reason though LOL .

& Unfortunately, my headache is back .

Damn the lack of sleep .

Its 9:00 and the Olympics Gold medal match is over ):

Sadly we got Silver .

But hey, SILVER OUT OF THE WHOLE WORLD IS WTH .

But still disappointed with the playing today .

I gave up watching the match after Li Jia Wei started off her third set with her opponent .

Zzzz ...

And now I'm chatting on msn .

I remembered that its only 6/7 more weeks to End of EOY and 2 months to Chennai Trip ! (:

I think I'm not regretting being in Chennai group cause I've already bonded with most of them ..

Actually all .

;DDD

I can't wait for the trip la !

LOL .

I'm getting high here .

Kk .

I need to run .

I'm lacking of sleep .

I'll post again tomorrow, I guess ..

---

Damn, I'm robbing your heart .

I don't care .

Its going to be mine .

Hahahs .

BORED ):

2008-08-16T10:37:00.004+08:00

Okay, maybe I'm not changing blogskin .

I'm just going to change the colours i guess .

Okay, I have 4 tests not done/coming .

Damn .

Geography .

History .

Physics .

Emaths .

1 on each day .

I need to mug .

Like EOY is in 4 more weeks ?!

Die die die .

K I'm running away now to go study geography .

Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA (:

BORED ;D

2008-08-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

I THINK I NEED A CHANGE OF BLOGSKIN . LOL .

ITS BEEN 2 MONTHS SINCE I LASTED EDITED IT !

OH I FEEL SO GOOD ! (:

2008-08-15T20:00:00.002+08:00

LOL .

I'm almost half dead .

But something is making me feel really hyper now and I have no idea why .

Am I going crazy now for some reason ?

I'm smiling and I can't help it !

Hahahas .

Anyway today was like a crappy day .

First lesson was English but Mdm Aliza was absent and Ms Julianatasha came in .

And as usual, 2 guys will be asking her all the crappy nonsense and Yu Ting and I will go oh-please-shut-your-traps-up kind of thing .

So that was just the start of the day .

Then was Chemistry .

I'm going for the Nanotechnology AEM at Singapore Poly ! (:

Yay .

Yu Ting encouraged me to go so I'm in it ..

And I did maths homework then .

LOL .

Speaking of Emaths, Mr Low was just hilarious today.

Whenever he call our names, he would call it with a laugh in it .

And the whole class was amused by him .

And when we asked him why was he like that, he got angry instantly .

Like ?!?!

But he praised me today !

I feel so proud of myself being so smart for once .

Then we had some quiz and I could, for the first time, complete it and do it confidently .

So how much is that for a maths failure ?

LOL .

Amaths was torturous for my headache came back and I had to take my medicine .

I slept through the whole lesson but still I could remember what she taught .

How weird is that ?

Sorry Ms Chen ! But I am really not feeling well then .

CCA was just %$£!^&*£%^"$

The room was so messed up and got the juniors to clean .

But I think I rather do it myself .

I start to realise that these juniors do not appreciate what we seniors are doing for them .

So for a valid reason I got mad .

And I really can't stand how irritating some people are like Louise .

No respect for any of her senior .

Argh pissed !

But someone managed to cheer me up SOMEHOW .

LOL .

I think I spent like 5 bucks messaging today ..

But it was nice la .

When I'm bored, there's that someone who happens to be bored too !

I ran out of the drama room a couple of times for some reasons .

Popping by the prefects' room and talking with those in the room ...

And those around there .

But seriously, today's drama session was just so boring .

No offence but I think I should have came home to rest ..

But I was pissed at other reasons too .

But overall, I was pretty happy and hyper !

Oh yeah !

I just had a pen shopping spree at Popular cause my pencil case lacks the pens ! LOL .

And I'm super happy about it .

My pencil case is now filled to its brim again ! YAY !

I guess my health is improving .

The doctor said its cause of stress and lack of sleep .

Man, am I like not realising I haven't been in the pink of health for the past few days ... ?

Anyway thanks for your concern (:

Appreciate it loads ! (:

K I'm ending off today's post already .

But I'm leaving a note behind .

For you .

I know you'll somehow know this .

-----

I know it was hard getting over you .

But still, I've managed to pull through .

Once again, we're back to square one .

And I guess that we're both done .

I shall not bother you much again .

I've lost nothing but only gain .

Hate from you .

And I know this is true .

Stop being such a liar .

I'm not even lying anymore .

Those words I said to you back then was true .

But now those words are just horrid memories to you .

I'm so over you .

I swear .

-----

* I know you are happy to see this, right mousedeer ? Hah .

I'm moving on, and I've found something that was undiscovered all this while ^.^

OMG I MISS THEM .

2008-08-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

LOL .

Such a dumb title .

Anyway, I miss the Chennai students la !

I miss the watching the NDP in the rain with them .

I miss taking weird pictures with them .

I miss the bullying, although I couldn't stand them sometimes .

I miss their voices calling out our names .

I miss spending times with them .

I miss the bird park trip, the night safari trip and the bus journeys !!

& MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, I ACTUALLY MISSED THE CHANCE TO SEND THEM OFF .

DANG, I OVERSLEPT THAT DAY .

MUST BE LACK OF SLEEP I HAD .

I feel so upset about it ):

I couldn't hug them and say goodbye .

I couldn't give them their presents .

I couldn't take last minute pictures with them .

Anyway yeah, they left like 3 days ago ..

And I've already mailed Janani but I haven't gotten a reply from them yet .

Boy, am I so upset now !

I've got like tons of pictures to upload and it will take infinity years for me to upload cause the files are damn big !

Anyway, National Day was great la .

For the parade segment, me and Juma'at were the emcees .

And only 1 person reported sick .

And the emcee thingy for me was damn last minute = I had to miss the house visit on Thursday with my Chennai buddies ! AH GUNNER . ZZzzzzz .

But still, I had fun (:

In the rain, though .

NPCC did a great job, I must say .

Oh yah, did I mention that I get to go for OBS ?! YIPEEEE :DDD

But sadly, NCC can't go ):

I know someone will miss me . LOL .

Okay back to topic .

I'll skip until today .

I took MC for school .

Came down with a terrible headache .

And guess what the doctor said when I told him I had headache and I don't know what caused it .

He said headaches can be caused by tumours etc .

But he comforted me by saying its just lack of rest and sleep that caused it .

Quite true huh ? LOL .

And he gave me like medicine ... Panadol .

2 tablets, 4 times a day .

I GOT DAMN SHOCKED !

I WANTED TO FAINT LA .

But still I took it .

And choked on my medicine halfway while taking it .

Dumb right ? I know .

Now I don't even dare to eat it .

Valenlyn almost forced me to eat it ! LOL .

Anyway today we had the finals for the National Crime Prevention Skit Competition .

And the best part is we got 2nd ! ;DDD

We lost to last year's champs ..

But the host said we were damn close to getting a 1st .

Which shows that our school is capable of 1st place performances .

LOL .

Sorry No More ROCKS !

But Singapore Roulette rocks more !

&&& I saw this really cute guy from Peicai Sec .

GOSH .

*faints .

Haha .

Why doesn't our school have such cute guys for girls to really fall in love with ?

LOL .

No offence to CCKSians, guys I mean .

But Ivan from Zhonghua looks pretty cute too .

But no one beats the guy I saw .

Sadly, Ms Sim didn't come .

Prize presentation on Friday .

Yay ! (:

K, I'm really moodless to blog now after remembering something happened ...

Anyway need to reach school early tomorrow cause there is meeting in the morning ...

Hopefully, I don't miss school .

I am getting restless now .

With that drowsiness from the Panadol I took ..

Thanks doc . LOL .

Picture post coming really soon !

:D

2008-08-12T22:32:00.004+08:00

Okay, spank me all you want .
I'm such a bad blog owner .
LOL .

Kk .
Firstly for today's post, I shall make a promise .
I will post 5 times a week, die die must post.
LOL .

I'll post about the last 10 fruitful days.
Boy, time does really fly !
Firstly,CAMP !

Well camp was damn slack this year.
Since its Labrador, I ain't surprised that there are beds since I've been there like 5 years ago.
The place is still the same old place la .
Creepy scary yet cool .
So contradicting, I know .
But this time there is Mass Dance !
Something I like alot !
And dragon boating !
Boy, can I just say, I had a great time with salty waters ?
FUNNY ahah ahah rocks !
I love group F .
Yeahs, so zhun group F%&$
Oh yeah, Andy dropped his specs in the water . +.+"
But Char Siew Bao, Siew Mai rocked ;DDD

Day 2 was okay with amazing race and teambuilding games.
Okay teambuilding games at east coast is FUN LA .
Must see what crappy nonsense my group did at one of the stations.
&& CAMPFIRE ROCKED LA !
This is like one of the only campfire where I could really go crazy all I want.
But I think the best is the Leaders' Night @ JJC !
& 3/3 did Oh my darling as our class item ! LOL .
Yeah, you know who initiated it .
But the campfire did feel weird .
And MASS DANCE !
WOOHOO !
I love that the most . It was fun but nothing beats JJC .
LOL .

Day 3 was really slack and funny la .
Funny ahah ahah had tons of fun plus we had some video presentation and there were many pictures of us ..
LOL .
Cause we cam whored like mad ?!
Tony looked uber super cute ! LOL .

Then nothing major happened lorhs .
See how much I had to say about this camp ?

But I miss Yong Enn & BOSS ;D

Kk I think I'll stop here for now .. LOL .

):

2008-08-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

I'm just upset and I just wanna cry .

But I'm not letting my guard down just yet .

I just don't get it .

What's happening around me now ?

I'm just so clueless...

Lost, and I wonder why are things like that now .

But I still had my happy day .

Thanks .

Xiu Hao ROCKS MY SOCK XD .

LOL .

Thanks for the handphone chain that I really liked (:

I really didn't expect it !

You rock (:

Anyway I am sorry to all for not updating my bloggie .

LOL .

I have an ultra long post today but I'm saving it for another time .

In the meanwhile, I'll post the Chennai thingy .

Darn you people .

Chennai students are fun people .

Example : ROHIT :D

WALAO WHY DIDN'T I CHOOSE HIM TO BE MY GROUP LA ):

LOL .

He's a really nice guy la .

They are really nice la .

Went on a shopping spree with them at Little India and Chinatown .

Trust me, fun was really FUN .

But the ride back home was even more fun please !

And I'm sorry for spoiling all your mood by getting angry .

The atmosphere felt really weird when I turn quiet .

I LOVE MY GROUP FOR SEC 3S LA :DDDDD WE ROCK .

But I think I'm so much more happier to be with the rest of the CCKSIANS :D

I can't remember all the names of the Chennai batch but I'll remember it during the camp .

FOR SURE .

Man, I can't wait for camp ! (:

Well thats all for now ...

I'll post the other stuff another day la .

---

I'm still confused and torn apart .

Okay maybe not torn apart but still, there is something you need to know .

PITCH '08

2008-07-19T19:24:00.003+08:00

BOY .

I went Ngee Ann Polytechnic thinking that the competition will be held on a day and only a day .

But I came back home knowing that its over 2 weeks .

In fact 10 days .

WHAT THE HELL .

And within this 10 days, we are supposed to come out with 3 things .

A Poster, webpage and an event .

Well 10 days is really short .

Take away weekends, we are left with 8 schooling days and we also need to meet our mentor .

Sheron .

Thats our mentor .

Well, Ryan, Valenlyn, Ruth, Si Min, Ms Zee & I had a fun time I guess .

We looked so out of place .

Ms Sim sent Drama students for an IT competition .

No link ?

But Ms Zee said it will expose us to many other things beyond drama .

Okay, I am now like doing the paperwork and stuff .

And planning ideas for the team .

We are supposed to meet online today but everyone's GONE except me I guess .

Okay I wanna sleep now .

I lack the energy that drives me through this .

I know my post is so crapped up .

I promise tomorrow is a PICTURE POST :D

WEEKENDS !

2008-07-18T20:36:00.002+08:00

When I look forward to this day so much, it ends up getting ruined by a piece of news .

Okay maybe the news is not so bad la .

I was looking forward to go to my primary school carnival cum open house .

And end up I have to miss it totally cause of the Pitch '08 competition Ms Zee entered us in .

*Groans, cries .

I hope I'm not regretting it .

Sounds fun to me .

But worst still, the primary school gathering at Sentosa & I have to miss it .

Sacrificing a lot nowadays ):

I realise that I'm so going die in August cause there are tons of work & activities happening during that month !

-Pitch 'o8 Competition (28 July & 1 August !)

-Family Day carnival ( 3 stalls ) + Prefect Investiture (2 August)

-Camp ! ( 4,5,6 August )

-National Day Celebrations ( 8 August )

-Playwriting Competitions ( Soon )

-Crime prevention Competition ( Mid- August)

-Collaboration with Environment Club for a competition ( until end of Sept )

-Youth For Causes ( Until end of Sept )

-Teacher's Day ( Last day of Term 3 )

-Cross country ( Last day of Term 3 )

I love to see myself go through all those days and coming out clean and fresh.

Bless me people .

I won't be surprise if I have to miss school even more .

Term 3 is super fast .

Only 8 more weeks to EOY .

Today was a roller coaster ride .

Had no english as Mdm Aliza wasn't in school again .

Played the Rubik's Cube.

I never knew I was super noob at it . LOL .

Then had Chemistry .

I was playing the cube all the way though and yet I completed my work :D

Then EMATHS .

I'll skip until recess .

Mr Loy came in and gave us some token and we took photo with him .

Then Amaths and end of lessons !

See how much I wish to go for drama .

But went to canteen and ended up creamed by MR LOY .

Walao, I kena behind the ear and my neck lorhs .

All sabo-ed .

And took a couple of pictures of him, so beautiful * coughs .

Then drama .

Played impromptu .

I have never seen the lower secondary members so enthusiastic about it !

They were like YAY IMPROVISATION !

ROFL .

Then all the workshop thingy and it was soon over .

Went to Valenlyn's house with Ruth and I ended up getting sick .

Sorry for making you worried girls ! (:

---

I will miss Mr Loy la .

Its never easy to let go a good person .

He was hilarious .

The second PE teacher that left us halfway and left an impression on me .

He loved to bully and tease me and I never once got angry .

He was there for me advising me .

Just want to say THANKS ALOT MAN :DDDDDDD

But you owe me 3 random things for whatever you did to me in 1 day .

And I shall not say what you did up here though LOL .

Kk .

I need to go rest .

Long day tomorrow ! :D

YEAHHHHHH . DIE LOL .

2008-07-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

CRAP LA .
Okay, today was kinda half half kinda day .

Had MT first .
A LAST MINUTE TEST .
I wasn't ready at all .
But I lived through it somehow .
I want to achieve my target ehhs !
Hopefully I did well .

Then History was hilarious .
Music = Noise to our relief teacher's ears .
LOL .
We were practically owning the AVA Room .
Bang and Clap :)
And watch some history video that was related to Japanese .

Then it was Physics ! (:
Physics was hilarious once again .
Hot air rises ... LOL .
Lingjie couldn't take it .

Then recess and English .
Mdm Aliza wasn't here !
So kinda slacked .
There wasn't any work so we chatted noisily among ourselves .
My mood swinged .
I have no idea why but I was thinking about something .

Then had 1 period of maths .
Sian la .
Started on new chapter .
So crappy !
I don't get it .
Although its only data analytical thingy ..

& Rounded up the normal day with SS at the com lab .
Mrs Jacob was out of school as she had to accompany Sorry No More group for some workshop .

But stayed back thinking that there was Geography at 330 .
Last minute it was cancelled la .
CRAP .
So I waited pretty long .
Many were angry cause they waited and had to come back to school .
And ended up no lesson .
But I'm not blaming anyone .
Not our fault anyway .

Then went to buy for NPCC chicken rice + rice +chicken .
In other words = Chicken rice to the power of 2 .
And bought some food back to school .
Then went to watch CCKSS Idol .
No offence but it was kinda obvious who's in and who's out .
I mean Anna was the best singer for this round la .
Edwin has competition ^^ .
Then went to Nick's house and played with Gunner !
Effing cute la .
Then home-d !
I LOVE VALYN CHUA LA .

&& I'm sorry to Ara for not being able to attend his party and outing on Sat ! ):
I suddenly miss Sentosa ! :D
Kk .
Thats all for today .
I've got Emaths and Physics to mug for ! (:

EH LISTEN AND SEE THIS .

2008-07-17T00:19:00.001+08:00

LOLS

2008-07-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

I don't even know what I should type in my title .
I'm dying over here .

Anyway, I'll blog about past week ?

Well, I was down on Saturday for YFC .

And had fun yet tons of stuff to do ..

Then went to Lot 1 and ate with Joanne and Valenlyn LJS :D

Rushed home and found myself on the class blog .

& I WAS HAPPY CAUSE I MANAGED TO MAKE A SUPER NICE SKIN FOR THE CLASS BLOG .

INSPIRED BY CLASS PHOTO :D

Sunday, was darn boring other than mugging as usual .

I don't understand emaths at all ! ):

I'm going die already la .

EOY IS ONLY 9 weeks away . PATHETIC LA .

Monday .

CRAP .

Mother Tongue was killer cause our teacher threw us a letter writing test unexpectedly and I got 2nd highest out of the class . Hehehe .

Then PE .

Mr Jason Lim rocks la .

But he's leaving next week ):

Learnt basketball ( lols, its a amateur learning basics, but fun ! )

But we tired to help the other girls learn .

But ended up with a different story .

GRACE = 4 x TURTLE ! :D

Pro misser la .

Then history .

Slacked as usual .

I'm so gonna flunk History big time .

Look at me la .

I regret taking history altogether .

I don't even know why I chose history .

But still STALIN & HILTER = FUN !

Afternoon lessons were killer .

Amaths, was slack w/o Ms Chen .

But she trusts us alot la .

She just left the class alone to do work .

And we were pretty quiet la .

Then SEP .

FLOORBALL .

Kinda getting sian bahhs .

Cause we haven't been learning any new skills .

But I LOVE THE MATCHES .

Thats what we look forward to every lesson .

Sadly, I paired up with Yu Ting and it caused me to burn tons of fats to run after the ball .

THANKS AH YU TING ! (:

Tuesday .

Chemistry was hilarious .

But I still can catch up with the lessons no matter how slack I am .

My mental calculations are getting better every second :D

Then MT .

MT teacher was slack la .

Did workbook and crapped .

Then Physics .

Mr Tan LH was hilarious la .

He sang a song to help us remember the new topic on Heat Transfer .

Ask Upper Band Physics students to know what exactly the song was .

Lingjie laughed until his face was cramped ! LOL .

And I kept on laughing at that loser's face . LOL .

Then recess and GEOGRAPHY .

YAY .

But I got scolded .

For coming in late .

I mean, the prefects are going later and later and we just couldn't help it .

We have to chase all of them out of the canteen then only eat .

But by the time we buy food, 1135 already .

Hmphs .

I'm thinking of solutions that can work out ...

Anyway after that was OEL .

We were brought to the canteen .

SLACK :D

But still have to do work la .

Then went back to class, but maths test only started at 150 pm .

It was a relief teacher mahs .

150 pm .

STUPID RIGHT ?!

I mean, only 10 minutes to do the test .

End up all of us never go lunch .

CRAP LA .

Went for PC lessons .

It wasn't even a lesson la .

I mean, Mrs Jacob didn't know what was the PC lesson about .

So we had free time .

Then after that Wan Ping, Nick & I went to do our class t-shirt .

We were there for more than an hour la .

Settled everything and I LOVE THE BACK DESIGN LA .

OMG PLEASE .

WHO DESIGNED ?

:DDDDDDDDDD ^^

Then MRT-ed home . And talked along the way . Hahahs .

Today .

Well .

I missed the morning meeting for both YEAH ! & Prefect .

I wasn't inform well of prefect but YEAH ! council ...

I never thought of going cause it was not so major .

Had Geog first thing .

And I was like darn early today la .

Then have to buy the O Level Geography book .

OMG LA .

SO MANY TO BUY PLEASE !

Chemistry, Physics, Geography .

Soon, Maths and A Maths .

WALAOs .

Chemistry book is rotting already la .

Then had SS at IT Room 1 .

I didn't need to walk back to class to get my books .

Lesson learnt .

Never put triple humanities books under your table on WEDNESDAY .

Then HISTORY .

Once again .

SLACKED :D

Then, English .

Man, I DID MY EL DRAFT OKAY !

Wow .

Sense of achievement please !

Then had Maths .

We got scolded cause of the test .

So crapped up la .

Only 6 passes .

31 failures .

1 never take the test at all la .

I realised the test was darn easy after going through the questions .

Then slacked during reading period cause I was damn bloody pissed off cause of the maths test .

CCA today was pretty average .

Juniors are really bad at impromptu .

I'm so going to drill them during warm ups for that .

Did NYAA booklet .

And interview was held again .

It was for the rest la .

Sat in to hear the lower secondary interview .

Hehehe .

We still haven't finalised the EXCO for drama .

Then went to find Nick cause he left his pencilcase behind .

What a forgetful loser !

And I finally saw GUNNER :D

Gunner is darn bloody cute la .

Nick is going to die hearing me and Valenlyn's pleas to see Gunner .

Then home-ed .

Now trying to study once again .

But I'm out of mood for some reasons (:

I feel so crappy ! ):

2008-07-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

I was spared from death and scars .

But now, I'm haunted by its memories .
Only the drama people will know why ...
I don't wish to place that moment into this page of memories .

Anyway, school was damn bloody fun today .
But it could have been much better with the newly turned dog owner .
LOL .
He was absent, apparently for the reason that he was sick .

Yu Ting, Sanjiven & Eugene were hilarious .
Playing the game The Price Is Right & Hangman through the day .
Yu Ting also took my phone and played snakes until my phone batt was flat before I reached home .
Sanjiven kept on getting suan-ed by me .
But we were having a ball of time with the English Period Relief Teacher .
That teacher is just too talkative that the whole class told her to shut up .
We weren't able to concentrate on our studies cause of her constant crappings .
I got super pissed and I said, now is reading period so all of us will read and only read .
It was really fun la when Yu Ting and the rest were constantly telling her to cut short of her yakkings .

Then had emaths & amaths .
Finally new chapter .
I got the hang of Emaths Trigo already .
Thanks to Ms Chen's useful Maths notes !
Thanks cher ! :D

Then CCA .
As usual, LAMDA preparations and I improved by 1 grade .
I need 0.5 more to further better my current marks !
& Sabrina's birthday !
We celebrated and she was utterly shocked for words !
Love you girl !
She's really damn nice to be with but its us who don't give her the chance to shine .
And then had some choosing of Cultural Festival thingy .
& I signed up for all the wierdest courses like Yoga, Hindi and KOREAN CRUSINE .
I LOVEEEEEEE KOREAN CRUSINE .
Most of the drama people chose that la .
:DDDDDDDDDD

Kkk .
Other than that, went to my mam's house to do up class t-shirt and YFC stuff .
:D

I need to go sleep already .
YFC Volunteers session tomorrow and its just like a normal school day ! :D

Sucky day ):

2008-07-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, I can't believe I cried because of THAT .
Whats wrong with me ?
I can take pressure/stress now but its that PERSON's constant fcuked up words that robs me of my life bit by bit.
It hurts me and demoralises me every single time I hear them.
I need someone by my side.
But I don't want to share it with anyone else.
I need a break from that PERSON.
You think you are perfect.
But asses, get real !

You simply piss me off and ruin all my happy days.
You won't be blessed with a great life, I curse you.

---

You were there everytime then .
But now, I don't even recognise you .
Who are you now ?
You completely changed and despite telling you to change back,
You ignored me .
You said I was your sister .
As a sis, I wanted to help you .
But you made me hate you .
Even now, I doubt that I trust you .
If you are reading this, I hope you know how I feel about things now .
I may have changed but the heart that's in me, will never change .
I'm still willing to help you be a better person, but only if you are willing to change .

I just typed out an emo post, thats what you'll say.
To me, its a post that reflects all my feelings for the past few days .

CRAP !

2008-07-09T20:47:00.002+08:00

Pissed .

I'm just pissed la.
You were so selfish and I couldn't stand it.
Stop denying the fact when its there, staring at you.

Okay, back to post.
Had CCA today.
And it was darn crappy cause we finally got to know the truth of the competition.
Well, obviously Singapore Roulette didn't make it through while Sorry No More made it through.
Congrats to them.
No more rehearsals left for Singapore Roulette I guess.
Pretty upset la.
Many personal reasons which I will not say here.
But Singapore Roulette rocks more no matter what.
I'll dedicate this osng I learnt from JJC to them ! :D

Tonight, we remember,
The times we spent together,
The joys and the laughter that we share.

Tonight we cherish the moments that we spent here,
Cause tonight is the only time we have.

Look at us and see our smiles,
This is where we all belong,
I'll remember the times,
We spent together,
Until my last December,
Tonight..

Singapore Roulette ! You are loveeeeeeeeeeee ! :D

I have no mood to blog about anything else.
I'm just upset, pissed .
I FEEL CRAPPY .
ARGH !

I GOT TAGGED BY FISHBALLLLLLLLLLL :D

2008-07-07T17:25:00.003+08:00

[11]People tagged with this quiz
1. Valenlyn CHUA
2. Wan Yi
3. Sarah Oh
4. Hui Ling
5. Indah
6. Eric
7. Priscella
8. Chitra
9. Wan Yin
10. Yuko
11. Zi Shing

[ 10 ] Firsts.
First Best Friend:
Heemavathi ! LOL . Yes, I know almost same name as meeeee :D
First Screen Name:
Hema
First Pet:
Fish ?
First Piercing:
About Nursery.
First Crush:
Hehehehe ^^ .
First CD:
Best 99 I think .
First Car:
That toy car .
First Love:
Him (:
First Place Called Home:
Singapore ! LOL .

[ 9 ] Lasts.
Last Beverage:
Ice Lemon Tea
Last Car Ride:
Yesterday ?
Last Movie Seen:
Erm ..
Last Phone Call:
Valenlyn CHUA .
Last Song You Listened To:
Take A Bow - Rihanna
Last Bubble Bath:
Years ago ?!
Last Time You Cried:
Yesterday .
Last Thing You Ate:
Fries !
Last Bad Thing You Did:
040708 :( I'm such a bad girl that day .

[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:
Yes .
Have You Ever Been Arrested:
NEOW !
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:
nahs !
Have You Ever Been On A Limo:
):
Have You Ever Cheated:
Yes . LOL .
Have You Ever Been In Love:
What kind of love ? Puppy love? Yes .
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident:
Almost .
Have You Ever Broken A Bone:
YES . LAST YEAR ! ):
Stupid .

[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.
1. Watch.
2. Shirt.
3. Undergarments.
4. Specs.
5. Earrings.
6. Hairband
7. (:

[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today.
1. watch tv.
2. chatted with :D
3. blog !
4. scream at my sis & bro.
5. blasted music on my com .
6. on the com .

[ 5 ] Favorite Things.
1. Winnie the pooh !
2. MY LAPPY !
3. HANDPHONE !
4. Photo Albums !
5. All orange related stuff !

[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1. Ruth.
2. Joanne & Chewness !
3. Valenlyn.
4. Er (: .

[ 3 ] Choices.
1. Black Or White: Black.
2. Hot Or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate!

[ 2 ] Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. Be with (:
2. Cherish every single thing around me and love them to the fullest !

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
That day .

YOYOYOYOYOYOYOYO

2008-07-07T16:47:00.002+08:00

Zzz .
Bored la .
I dont want to go back to school this week !
Its the week of tests .

Tomorrow - Geography
Wednesday - Chemistry ( WHY DID I MISS THE TEST LA ! )
Thursday - Heng arhs, a lilbit relax .
Friday - Elementary Mathematics ! ( SHEEEEEEEEEEEET )

& I still have Vocabulary test on i-dunno-when day .

The release of the results for which team is entering the finals of the competition is this week !
Scary piece of crap . LOL .

Youth Day this year is so crapped up .
I am studying la ):
I can't imagine how would it be like in exactly 1 year time .
O levels !
I'm thinking positively .

But looking at the expected results from me by the school, I'm far from achieving it.
Like B3 for ALL Subjects ?!
Okay, this post is going nowhere .
I'm going to mug already .
I know I'm online but dont bug me .
I need to be left alone for now . :D
Miss me Chua !(:

I just hate you .
But still, the majority of me loves you .
I don't know why but getting over you is so difficult .
Everytime when my eyes meet yours,
I can't help but feel guilty,
For not being a good person to you .
I want things to change .
I won't let things be this way .
Its the 5th time I'm thinking about this in a week .
Boy, you are addictive .
I'll pray, in hope that something will change and things could be like it was once, before .

MIXED FEELINGS

2008-07-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

Hell yeah, I didn't update my blog for like a week ?

Okay back to the post .
Well a brief one .

Monday ...
I don't remember anything major except that I made my IC .

Tuesday ...
Lessons and then PC .
Talked about results, Family Day carnival..
Then had SEP(Floorball) .
Yes, that loser, Nicholsen, as usual trying to demoralise me with those words of his .
Walked home with Ruth, Val & Wanyi .

Wednesday ...
CCA, Elnie didn't come surprisingly .
Did a couple of run throughs .
Half the group was dead la.
A new guy, from sec 1, on trial for drama .
Pretty nice guy .
& Meeting..
Fun though .
Walked home .

Thursday ...
Competition .
I forgot to meet Ms Filzah regarding the NYAA ceremony cause I wasn't allowed to leave drama for a while ):
Gastric-ed D:
Coughed D:
Competition was against 10 other teams, excluding Hazel's group .
That included teams from Compassvale Sec, Zhenghua Sec, Nan Hua Sec .
Then collectd blazer .

Friday ...
OOOOH JULY 4th ! :D
Okay lameeee .
Reheasal for NYAA ceremony until 11am .
3 hours straight in a row.
Went for duty, straight .
Then had Amaths .
Ms Chen, SORRYY ! ):
I didn't mean to do THAT .
But at least, I learnt something from your teaching ! :D
Then lunch-ed,slacked until 230pm cause no CCA .
And another few more rounds of rehearsal for 2 hours .
Walked around the school for a while alone.
EMO-ING . Zzzz.
Then went to buy stockings with Afifah .
Chatted for a while and home-ed ! (:

TODAY !
NYAA Ceremony .
WAHLIEWS .
I almost over slept again .
But reached school a few minutes late cause I went to buy breakfast at Mac .
The prefects were jealous, and I was like HUH ?!
But I didn't eat dinner the night before cause I slept off at 8 plus onwards .
And didn't get to eat breakfast at home .
So bo pian had to eat .
Or else gastric ):
Maybe faint .
Had fun la during the whole thing .
I didn't eat early and end up no food left .
WTH LA .
Everyone had like I dunno how many servings ):
I heck cared and stayed in school, talking to Arif, Joanne and the others .
Then went to BP to meet Jun Ting and go to his condo's clubhouse .
Discussed some camp related stuff .
And me and Yusri had tons of fun la !
RIGHT LOSER ?
HAHAHHAHAHA .
Okay, then walked to Lot 1 with Yusri, Mei Yen and Joanne !
Chatted non-stop on the way .
Went to comics connection and saw Audrey .
And out of nowhere, Geraldine appeared !
Like mini CCK prefects gathering in Comics Connection .
LOLS .
After that walked around for a while more then home-ed !(:
Legs are tired and I burned fats !
YAY .
I'm slowly reaching my EOY goals ! :D

Kk its been a super duper long post .
I shall stop crapping already :D

JOANNE, I LOVE YOU !(:
YUSRI, YOU LOSER !
CHERYL, I LOVE YOU TOO !
WENYI, I MISS FOOD :D LOL .

*AHEMS*, you know what I'm going to say .
Hell yeah. I love, want, miss you .
I miss the feeling of love .

UPDATEEEEEEEE 2 .

2008-06-29T19:42:00.001+08:00

Okay, its 29 June ! LOL ( once again, i'm a cheater .)

Okay from 26 June .
Hahaha .
I went to MT for 5 mins .
And yet, I saw a funny scene .
Nick bought sweets for himself ( I think )
And prabhu took it and opened it without asking his permission .
Nick got angry and whack the sweet packet and causing the WHOLE packet of sweets to be wasted .
He just lost 1 whole packet of sweets just like that Zzzz.

Anyway back to the other events..
This time round Mr David Lau sent us, in fact all except me .
I got princess treatment ! LOL .
Mr Tan LH sent me !
Cause my reporting location was different from the rest of them .
Which was the same location as the day before .
Only Mr Tan knows how to go.. so yeah .
Cheryl, SORRY LOL .
Then reached there at 840 ? 50 mins earlier la .
Hahaha but Darren from AES was earlier than me, and I was shocked la .
I thought I was crazy and was too early .
And I had a bad bad cold that day .
I got to know Darren, Li Ting from Compassvale Sec, Afiq ! LOLLLLLLL .
Cause we were the few schools that only had 1 representative in each group .
I started to be close with the both of them .
Both as in Afiq and Darren .
They are so fun la !
We were so multi racial please !
Then I got to know Jayraj and Nigel from Jurong Sec !
Fun people too !
Jayraj, Afiq and I were all from DRAMA LOL .
So ZHUN .
Afiq is from Northbrooks and he is passionate about drama..
Your answer is pretty obvious too .
We were so close that the JSS girls in my group (anyway there were about 5 or 6 JSS students in my group ) started calling us *AHEM* .
But group 3 was a fun batch of 15 year olds la !
I mean group TWEEEEEEE ! LOL .
Led by Regina and Clarence ! :D
They rock !!!!
Anyway we went to the Water reclamation plant next to the water hub, with THE INTERNATIONAL DELEGATES :D
Oh yah, we were known as the LOCAL DELEGATES .
Cool right ? LOL .
I got to know some more people from there .
Then had lunch with all the CCKSS peeps and Adam's newly found GF . LOL .
Another round of discussions and presentations and we headed for the Auditorium for the last segment before the closing ceremony and the issuing of certifiates .

I MISS GROUP TWEEEEE PLEASE .
I FORGOT TO TAKE DOWN CONTACTS .
I ONLY HAVE JAYRAJ'S CAUSE HE ASKED ME FOR MINE LOL .
OKAY I AM GOING MAD .
LOL .

And Mr Tan to the rescue again ! LOL . He brought us back to school !(:
End of dayyyyyyyyyyyy (:

27 June

Normal lessons again .
I MISS SOMEONE LA .
SHIT .
I MISS EVERYONE LA .
SHIT .
I didn't pay full attention in class but enough to understand the lessons and catching up isn't easy man ):
I missed a sub chapter for emaths please ! ):
Self study again ! Zzzzzzzzzz .
And CCA .
Well CCA was full of changes and stuff cause we were going for a competition the next day at Zhenghua CC .
And I wasn't in character as usual .
I'm tired from the forum la ):
& Mr Tan DY came back to take a photo with us and gave us CHOCOLATES . Merci to be exact .

OH YAH IT IS MR EDMUND ONG'S BIRTHDAY !

28 June
At Zhenghua CC, we walked off with $500 of vouchers for the competition, sweeping away the first two prizes .
We were the only secondary school please .
Hilarious la .
And so out of place .
Then had prefects meeting at BPP .
Then went home pretty late la .
& MY COUSIN WAS WAITING FOR ME AT MY HOUSE .
&&&& I FORGOT ZZZZZZZZZZZ .
Okay, then as usual, I slept :D

Today,
Nothing much except for house cleaning and rearranging of 60% of the furniture and stuff in my house . LOL .
So I am left with homework and mugging :D

FINALLY UPDATE ! (:

2008-06-25T19:15:00.002+08:00

OKAY I KNOW CRAP .
I KNOW I NEVER UPDATE LOL .

Okay.

I shall start from 23 june ( lol, i changed the date back . )
As usual, new term blah blah blah .
LENGWEI WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL !
HOW COOL ON HER BIRTHDAY .
Got whacked by her .

Then out of nowhere, Mr Tan LH looked for me.
He said I was selected to go for some forum thingy.
& GUESS WHAT, ALL MY COMPANIONS ARE ALL THAT I KNOW !
HAH .
That loser, Adam, Ms CHEW, Maggie, Wen Yi .
Only the 5 of us .
Representing our school ^^
Then other than that, school was fun .
Oh new Amaths teacher, Ms Chen.
Good luck with Amaths for me .
Hopefully I'll improve .
& I GAINED WEIGHT ! F*** .
Its 5 kg additional from term 1.
GRRRRRRRRRRR .
Stupid holidays .
Then other than that, school was fun .

24th June .
Zzzzz . First lesson was Chemistry.
It was dumb la .
As usual the Good Morning MRS Lim thingy ..
Then MT .
Sianned .
& PHYSICS !
I LOVE PHYSICS !(:
Okay, it was hilarious as usual .
Then Geography .
& I FORGOT TO BRING THE BOOK !
I put it on my study table but never pack it . ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz .
Then it was English .
Wellllllll, first assignment of the term ):
Then emaths !
Oh, a change of teacher, Mr Low .
HE ROCKS :D
Then Assembly and a spoiler .
Mr Lee KC came in to tel us that the Sports Elective Programme starts the following tuesday at 430-6 ! WTH PLEASE !
This meant that every tuesday for the whole term go home at 6 only ! ):

Wed .
Mrs Jacob said both teams got through for the competition .
YAY :D
Mr Tan WL didn't come cause he had sore throat !
): But at least I didn't miss lessons !
But I had to miss CCA that day cause of the forum thingy .
WATER FORUM IS FUN LAAAAAAAAA !
Maggie couldn't go and was replaced by YUKO ! :D
We took 2 cars to the place .
Mr Leong and MR Tan LH .
WY,Cheryl & I took Mr Leong's car whereas the other two took Mr Tan's car .
The journey was darn funny la .
Mr Tan ddn't know the way so he followed Mr Leong .
And I literally mean FOLLOW .
Mr Leong brake or switch lanes, he'd do the same ! LOL .
We were almost late .
But e were damn odd la .
Never wear blazer, which we were supposed to do .
Got other schools la.
And I was in group 3 .
Felt lost ):
But still I volunteered to do up a presentation on my team's behalf .
I AM MISSING THE WATER FORUM ! LOL .
Oh yah, Mr Tan LH was so kind to drive us back to school !
Hehehe .
So fun la the trip back .
All squeeze into 1 car !

Kkk enough already .
I am so long winded LOL .

OHIFEELSOGOODDDDDDDDDDDDD :D

2008-06-23T00:07:00.006+08:00

I FEEL GOOD !
OH I FEEL SO GOOD !
AH !

Okay .. So Hema's fifteen .Okay, I'll tell you what happened today, I mean 22JUNE2008 .
Valenlyn, the first one to wish Hema, started to panic and call me .
She was like rushing from her house to come to my house to wish me a Happy Birthday.
But since she was late, she called up and screamed over the phone a HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Next minute, Valenlyn arrives at Hema's doorstep with a RED packet and an orange.
The next thing happened was that they were laughing non-stop cause Valenlyn looked like as if she was at Hema's house to wish her GONG XI FA CAI.
It took Hema a minute to get her house keys and allow Valenlyn to come in cause she was laughing terribly.
She finally gave her present, a SUNKIST orange and a ORANGE card.What an ORANGE-D birthday !

Hilarious.
We chatted for 1 1/2 hours before Valenlyn left for home.

I love the present MAM :D

Before Valenlyn left, we caught Yu Wei online and not wishing me, so we disturbed him.
This was what he said LOL .
Everyone, just be my witness !
Click to enlarge.

After Valenlyn left, I used the computer and played neopets, hahas, cause I was still receiving messages from friends.
After that, I slept until 10 in the morning !
OMG I MISSED 6 HOURS OF MY BIRTHDAY CAUSE I SLEPT ! LOL .
Okay lame !
Anyway, received a few more messages and then changed and all.
Then my mum surprised me, sponsoring my haircut and stuff LOL .
And yes haircut.

I KNOW ITS SHORT !
But I love it LOL .
Short is niceeeeeeeeeeeee .

Moving on..
Then cleaned up my stuff and got ready for school .
Gosh, miserable ):
Then had dinner and CAKE :D
Hahahahahahahs .
Birthday girl had to set up her own birthday cake, put the candles and light them up .
What a birthday.
BUT IT WAS FUN PLEASE!
I get to choose where my candles go, what colour to match....
Okay so overall it was..

OKAY PROOF THAT I'M OFFICIALLY FIFTEEN ! LOL .
6 Candles ..
No I'm not six .Damn it, one of the candles is missing from this picture .. Anyway..
One of the candle represents 10 !
Okay, it was coffeeeeeeeee.
Thats the reason why I'm not asleep now LOL .
And I just ate another slice of it .

After that, I used the computer until like now ? LOL .
But still,I had a great day cause my wish for this year is different from the other years...
What is it ?
I wont tell you (:
Okay, my birthday passed way too fast this year ):
But still,the joy and the fun I had today was great (:

Today is Alexis and LAOPO's birthday !
LENGWEI LAOPO & ALEXIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Man, its time to get back to school in 7 hours ):
Wait, WHERE IS MY PREFECT TIE ?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

2008-06-22T23:59:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIIYA,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME .

* sings the song for Xu En, Herman ( Hazel's bro), Yong Ruay and Amira as well (:

Hahahahahahaha . I'm finally 15 .
ITS ONE FIVE = FIFTEEN ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Lengwei, you are still fourteen ! LOL . Its a day difference only .

Anyway I'm dedicating this post to this once-in-a-year date ;D
* Its gonna be a long post !(:

Firstly I must thank all for wishing me .. LOLS .

Advance wishes
Jerodine, on friendster on 13/06 @ 3.22pm :D
Celia, on MSN on 16/06 @ 3.27pm :D
Mia Eu, on MSN on 16/06 @ 7.50pm :D
CHERYL ; smacked me on 17JUNE @ CSC, when bowling LOL !
Nisha, on MSN on 20/06 @ 5.10pm :D
Paarthiban, on friendster on 21/06 @ 3:12pm
SHIQI, on friendster on 21/06 @ 5:44pm :D
Priscella, on MSN on 21/06 @ 10.45pm :D
Sidd, on MSN on 21/06 @ 11.19pm :D

And the actual day !
MOTHER CHUA . Yes, she's number one this year . More details of what she did later LOL .
KASTHURI, on Facebook @ 12 sharp as well :D
HUILING, via sms @ 12:00:35am :D
NAZALI, via sms @ 12:02am :D
SANJIVEN, via sms @ 12:04am :D
AFIFAH, on MSN @ 12:10am :D
FATIN, on MSN @ 12:12am :D
EDWIN !, on MSN @12:16am :D
SHIRLEY, on friendster @ 12:17am :D
NISHA, via sms @ 12:17am :D
YUWEI, via sms @ 12:20am :D
JABS, on MSN @ 12:28am :D
LING JIE, on MSN @ 12:30am :D
NICHOLSEN, via sms @ 12:35am :D
JOANNE TWIN !, via sms @ 12:48am :D
CELIA, on MSN @ 1:07am :D
HAZEL, via sms @ 1:15am :D
SIDD, on MSN again @ 1:52am :D
SARAH OH, via sms @ 2:40am :D
RUTH, via sms @ 6:47 am :D
CHERYL, via sms @ 8:40am :D
NABIL, via sms @ 9:32am :D
SARAS(my beloved cousin !), via sms @ 10:53am :D
SARANIYA(my beloved cousin !), via sms @ 10:53am :D
GEETHA(my beloved cousin !), via sms @ 10:53am :D
WEE PENG, on MSN @ 11:04am :D
WAN YI, via sms @ 11:36am :D
FATRISYAH, on friendster @ 11:37am :D
SHAZWANI, on friendster @ 1:18pm :D
GUAN KI, on friendster @ 1:24pm :D
HIDAYAH, on friendster @ 7:37pm :D
COLIN, on friendster @ 8:10pm :D
EUGENE, on friendster @ 9:36pm :D
YONGRUAY(B'DAY BOY), on MSN @ 10:39pm :D
BHARATTH, on the phone @ 11:16pm :D

Okay thats alot of people .
Well I got more who smsed me at my old number .
I WILL UPDATE OKAY LOL .
Now my next post LOL .

OMG SERIOUSLY THANKS ALOT EVERYONE !

I REALLY MEAN IT .

THANKS ALOT !!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEMA, :D!!!

2008-06-22T00:54:00.001+08:00

Hello earthlings!!!

Mother Chua/Valenlyn/Valyn/Mary here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEMA!

Hope you like your PRESENT and the card, :D! Hehehheh, happy 15th. Ily! (I'm currently at Hema's place now... LOL)

K bye!

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

2008-06-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

Okay, MY PREPAID IS LOW LA .
I CAN'T MESSAGE ANYONE ANYMORE !
RIGHT ON MY BIRTHDAY LAAAAAA .
SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET ):

GODDDDDDDDDD SOMEONE HELP ME TOP UP MY CARD LAAAAAAAAAAAA .
THIS SUCKS WHEN YOU HAVE PREPAIDDDDDDDDD ):

LOL . Okay, this is out of excitement la .
Hahahahahs .
30 more mintues laaaaaaaa ! :D

Okay, HEMA SHUT UP !

OH 4 MORE HOURS (:

2008-06-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

OH STUPID CLOCK .
JUST POINT YOUR LONG HAND AND SHORT HAND AND THE SECOND HAND AT 12 NOW .
I DON'T WANT TO WAIT ANY LONGER ! LOL .

Okay, I'm just too impatient, right ?
Well I'm trying to say I WANT TO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND GO OUT SOMEWHERE .
Last day as a fourteen year old ^^ .
I feel so small for a fifteen year old .
But its fast to see another year pass by .
Who knows soon we'll turn 16 .

I'm rotting over here laaaaaaaaaaa .
Stupid la my dad .
Don't allow me to go out .
I AM MISSING THE PLAY WITH STARTED AT 730 ):
As if I got grounded like that cause he never told me he was also going fishing today la .
CRAP, I miss fishing laaaaaaaa !
So in other words, my last day as a fourteen year old freak is RUINED .
I don't want to spend my day at home la .
My blood pressure rising up too much .
Even today I had to get irritated to the MAXIMUM .
Thank god hoidays are coming to an end .
Seems like I'm the only one who wants school to start :/ .
I don't care la .
School more fun .
I rather spend my day getting scolded by teachers in school than hear 2 children fight .

Speaking of school, I've got no more morning duty I guess .
But it reminds me of waking up early for school .
Hell, I've been waking up late in the morning or early afternoon !
How am I supposed to wake up at 6 again for the rest of the term ?!
Damn it la .
I don't know how I'm going to adjust my biological clock !
Worst still I want to sleep late tomorrow ! WTH PLEASE .
Next day is school day ?!!?!?!?!
Okay, I hate my birthday this year .
LOLS .
See where is my post going ?!
Its topicless and its going nowhere .
Okay I'll be right back in 4 hours . ROFL .

OMG24HRS

2008-06-21T00:20:00.002+08:00

YES ITS ONLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS AWAY !(:
WOOHOOO ! :D

YEAH BABY :DDDD
Okay craps, I just found out PORTUGAL IS KICKED OUT OF EURO 2008 .
OH MAN .
WHAT AN UPSET ?! ARGH .
STUPID LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Okay moving on..
Vanessa Anne Hudgen's Sneakersnight is NICEEEEEEEE .
Okay, its pretty nice la.
The music video is pretty (:

Woohoos music stuff are loveeeeeeeeeeee ♥

Okay, I can't help it but I got sick on the last day of my FOURTEENTH YEAR as a human on this planet .
SADDDDDDDDDDDDDD )':
Okay, I wanna go sleep first .
I will hopefully post another post by the end of the day cause BABY ITS ALREADY 21 JUNE 2008 ♥

ASSSUCKERROFLLMAO Ü

2008-06-20T16:48:00.005+08:00

I LOVE MY POST TITLE TODAY ! :D

I LOVE MOTHER CHUA :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Ns are Bs ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
ROFLLMAOs .
I like that phrase please .
That makes me happy .

Okay, now I'm upset that I can't go for the play tomorrow..
Mother Chua go for my sake la.
If not I wont accept your birthday present :DDDD
I WANNA GO OUT OF THIS HOUSE LA .
STUPID SIBLINGS OF MINE MADE MY BLOOD PRESSURE GO UP !
& Here comes my migraine again .
SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET ):

& I broke another record today .
I woke up at 2.30 LOL .
THIS TIME IS WAS GOD DAMN TIRED FOR NO REASON LA .
But hey, let me sleep peacefully for the last few days of the holidays laaaaaaaaa .

Lets talk about ASIA .
LOL .
What a nice topic .
Seems like I found 2 other Melissa R Fans !(:
See, even my friends think like me .
MELISSA R DESERVE THE SPOT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA .
Zzzzz .
I want to start a small demostration soon .
Poor Melissa R is like dunno where right now .
Since she lost that spot, why no one wanted to give her a contract ?
I mean she's got the voice, personality, the appeal and she's hot !
Come on, even a girl like me wishes to be like her.
I can bet she'll sell many albums laaaaaaaaa .
Okay wait she has an album on iTunes but no contract .
PLEASE LA OPEN OPEN YOUR EARS AND HEAR HER VOICE PLEASE !

Now there's going to be a second season of The Search For The Next Doll.
Okay, the good thing is more bitchings :D
More immature cat fights . LOL .
More hot stuff and new talents .
I want to see who is out there that can beat my idol, Melissa R .
Season 1's winner was a big boohoo and wasn't accepted as a winner cause she ended up quitting the group.
Lets see how season 2 winner goes .

Anyway I found this music video that features MELISSA R IN IT ! (:
Look at the way she attitudes .
HAWT LA :D

Okay, I'm ending my post here :D

OKAY 48 MORE HOURS .

2008-06-20T00:36:00.003+08:00

YAY 48 HOURS :D = 2 more days !

I can't wait la .
Its already 20th June ! Hahahahah ;D
I just went blog hopping and found another person who shares the same birthday as me and year too ! LOL .
So that makes it the 4th person to share the same birthdate as me ! (:
YAY ;D
My birthday is cool la .
So far 6 people born on that date and I know them :D } ME :D, Amira & Yong Ruay ( prisch peeps ) & XUEN :D &&& Herman ( hazel's bro ! )
And if you add that mysterious guy that I happened to know, its 7 !
Yay 7 rocks ;D

Okay, let me see what did I do yesterday ...
Well I woke up at a record time of 2 pm . LOL .
Okay yes, I slept like a pig but I remember waking up for a while cause my house blackout during the day LOL !
Then used the computer and did YFC stuff ..
And then studied ^^ ( eh, i'm going to be a guaikia remember ? )
Then tried to do IPW, but failed cause I don't even understand -.="
And I went back to studying science ! (:
See, guaikia, even my dad was like, you studying ?!
LOL .

Okay I'll update more later cause the new day just started & there isn't a thing to post about ;DDDDDDD
Toodles folks ! (:

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OH BABY, SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME :D

2008-06-19T23:36:00.006+08:00

Okay that's a dumb title .
LOLS .

Okay, THREE MORE DAYS .

Thanks CHERYL FOR COUNTING DOWN AS WELL LOL .
I'm honoured have my birthday as the same day as your 1st year anniversary !

Okay, I'm not sure want I wanna post today but yeah, I can't wait for my birthday, as usual .
Okay my wishlist is too dead la .

I'm going to update my wishlist now LOL .
I'm super bored laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Ü

I ♥ my new smiley face Ü .
I'm seriously rotting here .
Okay maybe not after seeing the youtube videos .
Youtube is addictive please !

Anyone watched the first season of the The Search For The Next Doll .. ?
I'm super pissed until today la .
Asia don't even deserve the title .
Whats more ?
She quitted the group, making the producer of that show look like a fool ?
I must pity the group though & Melissa R .
Melissa R Had it all and I don't understand in what way is Asia better ?!
Its a long ago since that show ended but until today many people hate the judgement .
Poor Melissa R and Chelsea .
They had to work all the way so hard and lose to Asia and this happens .
I think Melissa R should be given the contract .

Okay I finally blogged about something, but its so negative ! LOL .

ROTTEN WEEK ? NO WAY .

2008-06-18T20:15:00.005+08:00

Man, its pure boredom .
Man, its pure boredom .
Man, its pure boredom .
I know this is my 3rd post for today but I don't care.
Anyway I won't be going for the play on Saturday anymore .
Not in the mood for watching plays and seeing some people .

Moreover its my birthday the next day .
Who would purposely want to spoil their birthday ?
Sounds pretty dumb .
Need to go get a replacement now .
If Ruth is going with me, then I would consider to go for the play but since she isn't cause of a wedding that she knew about last minute, then I might as well foget about it.

I just came to realise that all this while, throughout these 3 years in secondary school, Ruth has been consistently there for me .
We went through ups and downs together and I never realised that I found a very good friend .
I think that this holidays was meaningful, I've been thinking about all the people I've been working with and realised who they are and what were their intentions when they were working with me .

But only there is 2 things I haven't been able to sort out .
And if I could, I would cry to relieve the pain I have within me .

Anyway, I want to thank & apologise to these people who have tried so hard, yet I was so oblivious to their actions .

SORRY &&& THANKS TO :

MY TWIN (:
Joanne Kohhhhhhhhh (:
You stood by me, watched out for me and scolded me for making all the mistakes that could have cost me my tie.
I was wanted to be myself and I realised I was being too selfish towards those around me.
Everyone obviously started to dislike me for a reason or two cause of the way I was thinking.
You were there throughout pointing out everything, trying your best to change me back to who I was, but I was oblivious to it.
Thanks for believing so much in me and leading the way for me.
I'm sorry for disappointing you because of my performance this year.
I'm looking forward to a fresh new start as I turn a year older (:
I LOVE YOU TWIN ♥(:

MY PEBBLEMEI (:

As I already mentioned in my past post, we missed 1 whole year of friendship cause we were being separated from each other within the board when we were sec 2.
We have lots to catch up.
You believed in me and didn't want to give up trying to help change me, like Joanne .
Again, I failed as a friend.
I'm sorry for not being there for that 1 whole year and disappointing you as well
THANKS FOR THE LOVE BABE ! (:
I LOVE YOU PEBBLE ♥(:

I'll continue to thank people for the rest of the week I guess (:

To be continued (:

NEW BLOGSKIN (:

2008-06-18T13:23:00.003+08:00

YAY NEW BLOGSKIN ! COMMENT PLEASE ! (:

& REMEMBER ITS 4 MORE DAYS :DDDD

JE VOUS AIME ♥

FOUR IS THE NUMBER NOW (:

2008-06-18T02:07:00.005+08:00

FOUR IS THE NUMBER NOW .
I MEAN IT .
FOUR MORE DAYS TILL 15 YEARS OF EXISTENCE ! (:
FOUR MORE DAYS TILL YOU GUYS CAN FINALLY SAY ITS THE LAST DAY OF THE MOST BORING HOLIDAYS .
FOUR MORE REASONS TO BUY ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH.
FOUR - TEEN IS GONNA BE OVER FOR MEEEEEEEEEE .
LOL .
Okay, this year I'm mean .
I can't wait for birthday . LOL .
I'm already receiving smacks and wishes from people .

Anyway I'll post about 17JUNE2008 .

Had YFC meeting with our VWO .
We were damn late by 30 minutes thanks to the 131 bus driver =.-"
He took 30 minutes to reach the bus stop we were at and 15 long boring minutes to get us to our destination .
Ruth and I were swearing and cursing the LONG BUS SERVICE .
She was like, oh its 307 twin .
LOL .
And we met Ms Pauline Cheong * oh, finally ! YAY * & Lavinnya .
And discussed about the project .
Ended about 1 pm . LOLS .
Wilson had to chiong back to CCKCC for his work and dropped me and Ruth at Bukit Batok !
Where we met up with Joanne and the other 4 people and walked to CSC .

Bowlers of the Day ! (: /} ( In ALPHABETICAL ORDER ;D ) Andy, Cheryl, Dave, Hema, Joanne, Quan Yi, Ruth & Yen Loong ♥

We had fun la !
And we met MR CHEONG !!!!!
OH REUNION !
Sweet la .
Chatted with him and he had to leave earlier but he paid for 2 of our games la .
We were like WTH cause we wanted him to just join us only and this happened .
And then play 4 games altogether .
I only played one la .LOLS .
I managed to hit a spare only this time .
Sorry, I'm such a noob at bowling HAHAHAHA .
And played laptop .
We all took turns .
Yeap, brought my lappy along for the meeting ^^ .

Then went to West Mall and accompany Dave to the Food Court where he ate half-boiled eggs .
He is one joker .
First, he waited for exactly 8 minutes ( cause the aunty at the shop told him to do so ) for his eggs to be okay .
Then, he broke the first of the two eggs .
The eggs were freaking hot after it came out from the mug of hot water .
Yen Loong was like, eh come on la, hot meh ?
Then when asked to open the second one, give me 5 minutes and I'll help you open . LOL !
Then Dave finally opened it and stirred it .
Then he started to add the sasame oil thingy .
We thought he'll add little .
Ended up like this :

HE ADDED LOADS OF IT LA .
Yen Loong was like, thats all ? ROFLMAO
And after that he said, you sure get kidney failure . HAHAS .

Dave then adds in the bread anddddddddddd

PEPPER ON IT ! LOL !

Dave added pepper,sasame oil and tea to it . IT LOOKS GROSSSSSSSSS .
Hahahahahs .

Andy, Cheryl, Yen Loong, Dave, Ruth and I were laughing for 10 minutes non-stop .
HAHAHAHAH . Until stomach pain -.=!
Then after we came out of the food court, Dave rushed to the toilet, asking if we had toilet paper . LOLS ! Then headed down 5 levels for bubbletea HEHE .

On our way down, Yen Loong started his modelling career for CHERYL again ROFL .

Man, only went home at 6 LOL and the MRT WAS FULL LA .
MRT-ED home with Andy, Yen Loong & Ruth .
And we were suan-ing Yen Loong as usual .
HAHAHHA .
And home-ed ! (:

I practically slept until 930 and then watched tele for a while before coming online ! (:
Okay .
17JUNE2008 WAS FREAKING FUN !
Thanks to all for making it one of the best days (:

Should have seen Andy's face when I took this .
He was like orh, you took photo .
Next second he went, EH WALAO ! LMAO .

A man-made beauty (:

----

At the end of the dark tunnels, there's always light (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUILING ( 17JUNE2008 ) BY THE WAY !

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHITRA ! ( 18JUNE2008 ) (:
I'm going off for now people .
Anyway sorry for the lack of post recently ): :D

FLATTERED ! (:

2008-06-14T21:38:00.001+08:00

LOLS .
Okay this post is dedicated to my PEBBLEmei .
Baobei ! (: LOL I meant PEBBLEmei, I saw your livejournal and was touched by your short paragraph .
I'm sorry for losing your friendship for one year after being brought over to the other team in the board.
After that night we patched, I realised the whole year of friendship and time I've lost.
I hope that now isn't too late to still be who we were last time (:

Thanks for believing in me and standing by me babe ! (:

I LOVE MY PEBBLE & EARTH FAMILY ;D

RUNNNNNNNNN :D

2008-06-11T22:16:00.008+08:00

Hahas .
Came back from the stadium a couple of hours ago .
Went there with Valenlyn and Ruth .
I had fun la .
Ran 2 full rounds and walked 3 rounds .
Valenlyn was tired after running one round .
She was bloody funny please !
She was like HEMA I'M HUNGRY !
And I went, yeah right, lets run if not you wont be thinner ! Hahhas .
But I gave in to her cause it was just the first time .
Tomorrow we are going down twice !
Hahaha .
We are bored people you see and we need to lose all the fats we gain during the holidays .
! (:

Man ITS ONLY 11 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY ! (:
I am super happy hahahs .
Okay maybe not .
LOLS (:

OH YEA .
Just to warn you guys, yes, I know that Dian's, Luqman's and my face appeared on the BRIDGE newsletter .
Oh please commenting about my face .
Even my uncle called in to tell me my face appeared on the newsletter LIKE WTH ?!

Anyway now is pictures time !
Pictures on my blog are NOT edited .
Check out Valenlyn's blog for the edited ones .
Man, taking pictures was hilarious ! LOL .

First picture of the day ! Okay that was random but the sky was niceeeeeee (:

She went ' TAKE A PICTURE OF MY TWIGGIES ' .Bet you know who it is . LOL .

Another bored lame picture (:

I wanted to take a picture of the aeroplane in the sky but ended up a nice picture w/o aeroplane

Ruth was staring into blank space ? LOL

First attempt in taking a group shot .

Second

Third

Fourth, We were almost there ...
AND FINALLY LOL !

Okay guess whose feet is whose ?

I love this pillars ! (: Super nice please !

She was planning to stay up thre until she realised she couldn't get down ! LOL .
Valenlyn, I assure you are not fat ! LOL .

Okay end of post for now .

Okay, I'm getting sick of this skin cause its not navigational ! LOL .
Its time for a new skin !

QUIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ (:

2008-06-11T13:54:00.002+08:00

Okay its been a long time ago since i did some random quiz . LOL .

And I'm going to entertain myself by doing this really weird quiz I came across .

Directions:
1.Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. YOU MUST THEN TRY AND ANSWER THE QUESTION USING THE SONG PROVIDED.

1) Are You A Male Or Female? Fall to pieces - Avril Lavigne.
Avril Lavigne and I are of the same sex even if we fall to pieces ;D

2) Describe yourself: Sugar Guitar -Skye Sweetnam
Sugar=Sweet. So I'm sweet LOL . I mean the opposite .

3) How do you feel about yourself? Bubbly - Colbie Calliat
YAY BUBBLY ;D Yup, its super true !

4.) Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: Nobody's Perfect - Miley Cyrus
Yeah, nobody's perfect . But was a true lover (:

5.) Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend: Witch Doctor - Alvin & Chipmunks Version !
LOL . WITCH DOCTOR ? Actually true la . He controls me, treats me when I'm not well, makes me fall in love with him even more ! hahahahas .

6.) Describe your current location: THE NATIONAL ANTHEM ?! LOL . God damn it I'm serious . You can ask Valenlyn if my iTunes has the national anthem .
I'm in Singapore la . Even the song comes in just nice for this question .

7.) Describe what you want to be: Shut Up and Drive - Rihanna .
Yeah, be like her, shut up and drive my life to the different pit stops in my life circuit.

8.) Describe your best friend? The Way I Are - Timbaland ft Keri Hilson & DOE .
LOL . My best friend is the way I are * Broken english, I mean the way I am . Yay .

9.) Your favourite colour is? Breathless - Shayne Ward ?!
Erm, breathless reminds me of blue .. but still I love orange more ^^ .

10.) You know that: Black is Back - Pitchers
Yes, I know that black is back ! (:

11.) What is the weather like? The Way You Look at Me - Christian Bautista
The way you look at me makes me feel happy & great, so the weather is great ! Cause I love rainnnnnnnn :D

12.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called? Come Back To Me - Vanessa Anne Hudgens .
OH MAN . This is too true la . Come back to me la old days ):

13) What is life to you? Sorry - Buckcherry
LOL . Life is sorry to me ? Maybe its true .. For now .

14.) What is the best advice you have to give? When I'm Gone - Simple Plan .
When I'm gone, you'll soon regret everything . ROFL .

15.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Same Girl - Usher ft R Kelly .
Erm HUH?! I'll change it to MIIYA ! (: Cause its my nickname and I'll be that same girl with a different nameeeeeeeeeee .

16.) How do you feel about the opposite sex? I Believe - Tata Young
Erm, I believe them more la . Cause I interact better with guys I guess .

17.) Why are you doing this survey? Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston
Beautiful Girls ?! LOL . Well * alilbit of haolian over here . Erm I've one of those girls ROFLMAO

18.) You Hate: That's What Friends Are For - Stevie Wonder & Dionne
That's what friends are for . Some people say this phrase, get my trust and then RUIN IT . I'm referring to someone .

19.) Describe your worst enemy: Gotta Go My Own Way - High School Musical 2
I gotta go my own way in order to not clash with you and your nonsense anymore ;DDDDDDD

20.) What's in your back pocket? Piece Of Me - Britney Spears
A piece of me babyyyyy !Hahahahahs .

21.) What's your first thought when you wake up? Get Up - Ciara
GET UP LA . Hahahahas . The song is so ZHUN LA .

22.) What’s your point of view on immigrants coming into the country? Independent -Webbie ft Lil' Phat & Lil' Boosie
They are trying to be independent peeps ;D

23.) What was the last thing you told someone? The Day You went Away - M2M
The day you went away, I cried for losing a person like you . I was just too dumb to let go of you .

Tag 10 people to do this:

Man I'll spare humans from this trouble (:

ICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC :D 13 more days ! (:

2008-06-09T15:00:00.003+08:00

Hey now hey now .
Okay lameeeeeeeee (:

I'm super bored la okay.
Its already the third week of holidays la.
And i'm not even ready to go school.
Man its only 4 more months till the end of school year la .
I don't want to go back to school la .
Although holidays are boring cause some people are in overseas etc .
What's life like without school?hmm...

Holiday homework for this year are so little please .

&&& My birthday is less than 2 weeks away ! (:
Hahahs .
& I already receive the letter to make my IC la .
Its super fast please .
Thank god my birthday is on a Sunday cause Sunday is the only day I feel is super long la .
5 1/3 wonderful months have passed in a couple of blinks la .

I'm gonna stalk you guys if I don't get my presents .
Oh yeah, one more wish cancelled from my wishlist ! (:
Check it out :D
Yippeeness .

Okay its time to end my BORAING POST * spelt that way purposely . LOL .

GUYLESS HOUSE ;D

2008-06-07T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hahahas .
My house is free of guys for one night :D

My dad and bro are away la ! hahahahas .
So I get the laptop and computer all to myself (:
Gosh I so hate my bro la .
He hit me directly at my chest .
Screw him la .
Zzz .
At least I wont see him for 24 hours !
Yay I'm going to watch the soccer match between Switzerland and Czech Republic .
Okay, I'm bored .
And I don't want to start mugging yet .

Anyway some sad news .
1. Mr Tan DY will not be teaching us anymore .
Seems like a new teacher coming into our school is going to take over us ):
I WANT TAN DY ! WTH .
2. Mr Josiah Ng, most likely is leaving around this week ! ):
3. 3/3 is like so pathetic cause we are changing 2 or 3 teachers next term )X

A quote from Mr Tan's blog :

All in all, it has been a great time with them, their activeness and their craps and bullshit and their silliness actually never failed to make me smile/laugh(though sometimes under circumstances I can only laugh with back facing them).

Man sad la .
We lost another teacher like that .
Where can we find another teacher like him ?
Okay my post today is like !£$^*^%$$ . (:

DRAMA COMPETITION ! (:

2008-06-06T19:46:00.004+08:00

Okay .
Another post .
That was due 2 days ago .

Mam, Maria is sorry for not updating her bloggggggggg ! ;D
Okay back to topic .

Competition was on Tuesday .
We had 2 days of intensive practice .
Due to the reason that the organisers did not tell us when the competition dates were .
Yeah, bloody hell.
Could see how much of panicking happened in the drama room.
Props to be done, costumes to be settled, blockings to be confirmed, lines to be learnt, changes to be made to the script, roles to be switched...
And it was much more terrifying than SYF .
SYF was so much cooler .
We were drilled like mad for this competition .
As the Student Director, I had the doouble task of making sure my cast members are in Singapore !
I had to cover up Elvira's role cause Anna went overseas .
Not my fault that you went overseas !
& I heard you cursed and swear behind my back, boy if its so gonna be true, I'm turn into Elvira for real .
Anyway, again back to the topic .
Practically half the cast of my group got replaced due to absense for the intensive practices .
But in the end, it was us who did better cause overall I admit we really did great .
I mean my new cast members memorised the lines in less than 5 hours . ( except me, of course )
And we got all our costumes by the next day, which was competition day .
Co operated even more and definitely we started to bond well and understand each other a little more .
And we improved alot from the first time we came together for rehearsal !
Heheh .
I'm super proud of my group .
If we make or dont make the cut, we are proud of ourselves for coming this far .

Some shoutouts to my group members.

Shazwani ! (: - Go girl ! :D You were the host and the one who carried the whole show .
Despite being reprimanded ( trying to use nicer looking words ) cause you were too stiff or low on energy or whatsoever, you continued to persevere until the end .
And not only that, you actually shocked the whole group as you were so much better compared to the normal intensive practice we had in the drama room .
You were also louder than your normal range . You became the Host everyone wanted to see . Girl, I'm proud of you for coming this farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! ;D

Saniah ! (: - YEAHHHHH ! * Give me one loser clap ! * Hahahahs . You are the life of the whole group .
Every rehearsal you are there to lift the spirits up when the mood or energy is low .
You are very supportive of your team mates . You were willing to help Shaz when she was the one having the most fears and problems before the competition .
You are doing great and continue this cause I'd love to see who you are really (: I'm so proud of you ! :DD

Zi Shing ! (: - Hi shy one . LOL . Well, frankly from the start, I knew you could act and when given the right role and script, I knew you could shine .
And you proved me right . You shined so well in your character . Watch out for your speech and improve on your endurance .
Try to tone down on the laughing cause it is your weakest point . But your positives can easily cover these minor negatives of yours .
You are not afraid to express your thoughts and feelings and you care for those around you .
Your love and care for others will bring you far in drama (:

Celia ! (: - HEY ! Hahahahs . Okay you as the youngest of us all, is like the baby in the house . But that didn't make you stop doing what you want to do in drama .
We understand you'll feel bad having to replace a senior in one of the roles but you tried your best to perform and yes you performed to our expectations .
You have set a target for all our Sec 1s to reach by this year and now they will have to look up to you as a model . And also, try working on being in your character, living like your character .
You'll be much better, yeahs ? (: Don't worry about your costume and all . Focus and you'll be another drama queen :D

Nisha ! (: - YOYOYOYOYOYO hahahahahs . " Tom, I like your move . It was a very technical decision . "
Hahahs . Yes I loved your move to take up Kumar's role and make it yours . You were struggling at first in drama and you could not shine well like some others .
However, ever since you took over Kumar's role, you have proven me and some others wrong . You have grown alot in just 1 year .
You help settle all the problems we face in the group and having you as a team mate . No one could have though you would turn out to be like this .
Go babe :D Be who you are and show what you are capable of and soon you'll find yourself in a new situation and yet you'll get much better results .

As a whole :D Girls, we have officially prove that an all girls team is not weak ! :D

By the way, thanks to the following saikang warriors ! (:

ADAM :DDDDDD
JUN CHUAN :DDDDDD

You two have been awarded the MOST SAIKANG AWARD for the group SINGAPORE ROULETTE :DDD
LOLS .
Our music directors cann't be forgotten and the Stage Manager .
The one whom I'm always stuck with ! Hahahas . Adam Malik la .

On the other hand, the other group was great as well except for a big boohoo that occured right in the start of the skit .
All thanks to PIG .
He got it from the whole group !
But other than that it was okay .
Nicholsen got the spot light but it was hilarious cause he was wearing black but its always everytime, he gets to wear the bling bling stuff LOL .
Nick, no offence bro . :DD
Anyway thanks for the trip down to Lot 1 and getting us all the honey stickkkkks :D

Could see that Ms Zee and Mrs Jacob were happy once the competition was over .
And they said the guy from the ACT 3 Theatrics or something like that was smiling when we were performing .
Good sign I guess but still, we don't expect much cause everything that happened was all in a rush .
I guess its the end of another post .

Toodles folks ;D

RANDOM STUFF ;DDDDD

2008-06-05T12:07:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I doubt it is true . ( for some of the lines )
But it looks like its true at the same time .
I am quiet when I'm not excited and I'm a freak (:
I am spontaneous ( I guess .)

And check this out .

This Page is Rated
NC-17
neverlasting-love.blogspot.com

I can't believe my blog is NC-17 ! Hahahahahs .
And I'm only few days short of my 15th birthday ?!
Isn't this just hilarious ?
Oh yeahs . Its only 17 more days to my birthday ! (:
Man today is full of the number 17 .
God .
Thanks for that .
*mumbles to self . *

Anyway I'll post another post next :D
Its about the competition .

DRAMA CAMP & PREFECTS CAMP 2008

2008-06-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

Okay .
I finally found ample time to type out this post .
I do apologise to the prefects if you want the pictures to the camp ...
I tried to upload but it seems that the files are too big and I couldn't upload them on friendster ..

Anyway Drama camp Day 1 .

Suppose to meet Valenlyn and Ruth at 515 and cab down to Mac .
But I overslept, Valenlyn haven't pack her camp bag finish and Ruth also overslept .
And by then it was 520 and Valenlyn called me and asked me what was I doing and ..
LOL . I said at 520 that I was suppose to meet her at 515 and I was totally not oblivious to the time and Valenlyn started laughing saying ehhh now already 520 .
WTFH IS WRONG WITH ME ?!

Anyway had breakfast with all the camp committee at mac and reached school at 7 20 ONLY .
And everything was pretty rushed cause we couldn't use many places...
And tons of stuff were not done/ settled .
Imagine is huge amount of workload .
And things started to fall apart on the first hour itself .
Then scavenger hunt .
I SERIOUSLY HATE RYAN'S GROUP LA .
ALL THE GAMES THEY WIN .
Anyway it was my group . BALLFUL .
Speaking of group, the 4 group names were Ballful, FANANSTIC SEX ( WTF RIGHT ?! ), Pornstar and Ironic Losers ( they were losers . heheheh )
Damn sex related this year .
Anyway yeahs .
So after that was lunch .. and then teambuilding game .
I must say that Vanessa did a wonderful job in fact, was brave .
VANESSA ROCKS YEAHS ?! (:
Then workshop, frankly I got bored to death and I started to get flu .
Then dinner and then drama reflection ...
I was trying to waste some time for some reasons which I shall not expose over here .
Then murderer hunt .
Man, maria got to work and somehow, scared some of the girls .
Forget the maria thingy but me and Valenlyn was laughing throughout the whole game .
And she almost got strangled .
Then after that it was water bomb ! (:
FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Yeah right, I got pissed for some reason and I will just not say it .
I'll write it on my personal blog .
Then it was supposedly wash up and sleeeeeeeeeep !
But I didn't sleep much.. only 30 minutes .
Ryan pig too ! LOL .
We had a game of monkey, Chips and Dale's version, at the school carpark and I kinda got frightened many times during the camp .
Then its a brand new day.

Day 2 of Drama Camp, Day 1 of prefects camp.

I was one of the late ones but I didn't realised and I started sai kanging all over again .
Changed into prefects shirt as I would be joining them in the afternoon .
Morning exercise got carried out and all .
Then breakfast .
Ate breakfast and went to sai kang for treasure hunt printing out the clues .
Then I went over to prefects and played ping pong fiesta .
It was only then I started to enjoy camp .
I'm super serious .
Prefects were super high people okay !
Then was some ball game and then it was performance for prefect night .
I had funnnnnnnnn la .
I was in Cheryl's group and we combined with Steph's group and danced to You Can't Stop the Beat .
It was damn bloody nice la .
And DISGUSTING . LOL .
Cause my partner is Ashwin .
%^@%^% Right ?!
Then had Moat Game and my team almost made it but I was proud of whatever they did ! (:
Ashwin overcame alot of stress and pressure and Firman too ! (:
Juniors you guys rock ! ;D
Then it was dinner and Mass Dance .
YAY I was mass dance I/C and I led the whole dance for the night ! (:
We were super high la please !
Finally my efforts of rehearsing the dance steps got paid off .
Then it was songs session and emoweb .
But I left earlier cause of drama and Ms Zee wanted me to be there .
So I really had no choice but I made it on time to eat my mum's BBQ chicken ! (:
Only 3 pieces left .
So Mrs Jacob took 1, Si Min took 1 and I took the last one .
Then had drama night .
I suddenly started shivering due to the ultra super cold temperature of the I & E room .
And had fever and a bad cold .
I couldn't sleep in the I & E Room and half the planning time of the drama night, I was asleep .
And Gerald kept on waking me up . Zzzz .
Then after the drama night I went to the canteen and talk to Mei Yen and I slept peacefully without having to worry about dust or cold .
Thanks to the prefects who looked after me when I was sick and Ms Zee for your care and concern .
&& Some people also ^^ .
And another day passed .

Day 3 of drama camp and Day 2 of prefects camp .

Man .
Back to drama .
See the groaning there ?
That how much I dread about camp that is out of hand .
Had a sleepy breakfast with both groups of campers side by side .
And I was mostly focusing on prefects cause they were much more nicer and hyper to be with as they only in 2nd day of camp .
And talked to Mei Yen (:
Then food cheer and drama had to go and clean up already .
After clean up was cheer competition .
Then prize giving ! (:
And dismissal from DRAMA CAMP .
* Can I shout FINALLY ?! *
Then I went back to prefects and had lunch .
Man, lunch was nicer than drama's camp food SERIOUSLY .
And had WATER WARFARE ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahs .
My favourite part .
WATERBOMBS :D
My group managed to catch many water bombs and we had fun time knocking down the towers of the other group .
I scored one but almost knocked down the other ... But I was too slow ):
But still my group had funnnnnnnn (:
And then change and break camp ! ;D
I slept in the prefects room until about 615 then home-ed ! (:
I MISS MY BED LA .
I was damn happy cause 2 camps in 3days 2nights .
And man it was over ... ! (:

Okay thats all about camp ! (:
I need to go now .
Blog about the competition later ! (:

2008-06-01T11:09:00.002+08:00

heyhey youyou .
(:
I'm back people ! (:

After 3 days and 2 nights of slogging, crapping, screaming ,
I managed to survive in 2 camps in just 3days and 2nights ! ;D

My internet connection sucks big time .

Cause my dad went to change it for i dont know what reasons .

LOOOOOOOOOOOONG LOST POST (:

2008-05-26T20:19:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for not updating cause i'm super busy chionging drama camp stuff now .
Tons of stuff not done and not many cooperating with me.... ):
I'm kinda pissed alway for some reason..

I'm off now .
Don't expect me to blog until sunday .

I'm off to camp from 28-30, 31 i got the YFC opening. & TMR IS THE PTM FOR US ! OMG .
I DONT WANT MY REPORT CARD .

EMO TIME ?

2008-05-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

I didn't mean to do those things to you and I admit that I'm at fault .
I shouldn't have made things so bad .
Everything was fine and nothing seem to go bad .
But little did I know things would end up like this .

I'm sorry for the hell I made you go through .
I'm sorry for the dumb me that made you go through this much .
I'm sorry for not listening to the advices .
I'm sorry for being selfish all this while .
I'm sorry for hurting you this much .
I'm sorry for having to ruin your days .
I'm sorry for ruining your feelings .
I'm sorry for being such a bitch .
I'm sorry for loving you in the first place .
I'm sorry .
I'm sorry .

& I can't stop saying sorry .
Cause I'm guilty for whatever I've done and I deserve the punishment I'm going through .
I promise to change for the better and prove that I can be better to the one I hurt the most .

MOTHER CHUA IN MY HOUSE (:

2008-05-19T16:54:00.003+08:00

MOTHER CHUA WAS IN MY HOUSE !

Yup. Just a couple of hours ago .
We were doing drama stuff & some other weird stuff like hacking into my own internet using her laptop ... & IT TOOK US 1 1/2 HOURS . LOLS !
And fixed her photoshop problem .
Seriously, she is over the moon today thanks to ME .
Hahahahah .
Give me a moment to haolian please .
Hahahah . Okay I'm going back to drama work . (:

OWL ! (:

2008-05-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

My dad called me an owl for staying up in the night doing drama stuff.
Weird ain't he ?
But still I love him alot !(:

Okay thats super random .

I'm stuck again with another problem .
I just gone through the timeline and figured out that there would be classes going on and bathing = impossible after 8 am.
Screwed $%^@% .
I'm going to search for alternatives for bathing rooms or else ... SCRAPE THE SECOND WATERBOMB )+
I don't wish that that would happen .
Okay... I need to chiong paperwork .
Toodles !(:

Reply to tags !(:

2008-05-18T11:05:00.005+08:00

Damn it I'm sorry if I've not been replying to tags !

emmeline: do you know who did it ?
hahahahahahah .
rash: thanks rash ! what you mean by 3/3 sucks imo ?
Valyn: HAHAHAHAHAH ! I see someone jealous ..
eRiC: Relinked !(:
hema's lil-good-girl!: yeah right, i bet you'll be rotting over there .
hahahaahahs !(:
eugene: sleep ? LOL .
Andy: Erm retard ah ? I never expected you to come to my blog !
Thanks anyway !
Phoebe: Relinked . But you made me go hunting for your new url !
LOL .
peisi.: LINKED (:
HANENNN: Relinked girl !
Hongxiu: YOU ARE LINKED (:

Tadaa . Done (:
Oooh , I've got advertisment . LOLS .
And my unique visitors suddenly shot up yesterday and I got shocked by its number .
I'm feeling freaking weak now ... zzzz ..
But I'm staying on to complete the drama stuff .
Wish me luck on not fainting ! LOLS .
Off to do saikang jobs .
I'm used to doing it already ;P

PICTUREFUL POST !(:

2008-05-17T13:15:00.005+08:00

I love my drama camp committee !♥
We'll rock your socks . Look at the pinkness of the committee . LOL .

_______'s wonderful eating habit .
_______ actually ate the food and didn't realise until it was almost done and Dave saw him and was like , " Eh you are eating with 2 spoons ?! "
" WTH . I just realised "
I could not help but laugh non-stop at the human brains and how slow we can react to such things .

LG 2 . Full strength but w/o facs .
I miss them more than ever .
We only became super high on the last day, but it was too late .
I want a LG 2 gathering !

Ahh, A wonderful picture to bring back those moment in sec 1 when we were all looking toot-ish and immature .
We used to be like this but now, I must admit we look more handsome, for the guys and the girls, more chio !(:
Hahas .
I see that pathetic face of mine . So noobish .
I truly miss the great class of 2006 & 2007 .
The noisemakers, the silliest, the funniest and the troublemakers .
twosevenohseven is always missed and remembered in my heart .

My passion, my love .
The drama club !(:
We rock and this day will never be forgotten .
When everyone is all happy, nothing beats a dramatic picture by the drama club !
I love the crazy us .

OOHH ! I remember this one .
Recently taken at the Physics lab where we were doing some weird experiment .
Looks kinda weird from this angle .
Cheryl and I were turning into horny people thanks to it .
Reminds me of the Biology class times ..

Thats CMX .
At a playground playing childishly . Hahahs .
I love being a child . (:

Thats Nick in a playground, looking immatured and gosh, his hair totally ... so not him .
But come on, on the outside, a 15 year old, but the inside no more than a 5 year old .

Yes, my wonderful creation .
Teddy is Spongebob's disciple .

These are just the recent things that happened in my life .
I just can't wait for the future to come .

I've got a new wish (:
Its like a new aim .
I wanna prove that I can be better to the person I've hurt the most .

I know I've hurt you alot but sorry is just not the right word to say cause it ain't gonna do any good to you or the past .
I wanna make things better cause I really can't stand on this battleground all alone .
Can I be your friend at least ?
I feel like a no one in your world .
Those words just impacted me alot and I'm gonna work things out in the time I'm left with .
I'm not leaving things be like this .

Take A Bow

2008-05-17T12:27:00.000+08:00

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now

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The show has already ended .
Ain't going to go and watch it anymore (:

RANDOM

2008-05-16T22:53:00.003+08:00

OMG . Do I look pale for the past few days ?

Cheryl said I am...
Hmms .
Lack of sleep I guess .
Thank god there is no school on Monday .
I wanna SLEEEEEEEEEP .
Cause I really am tired .
Doing and redoing the proposal for camp for drama .
I'll be attending both drama & prefect camp, which happens to clash together this year .

Sadly for me, I can't sleep much during camp . Both camps .
But I want to go for mass dance but the problem is I need to be at drama unless I miss the BBQ and NIGHT HUNT !
But sadly as camp coordinator, I can't miss those major stuff .
Adam is also bound to miss day 2 of drama camp .

Nisha will miss me tons .
I'll miss her too !
Mother Chua, your maid/adopted child has to be taken away from you.
Don't be sad, go enjoy your workshop and tell me all about it yeahs ? (:
I'm so not posting about school for some crappy reasons .
I'm hating my class even more .
2/7 '07 PLEASE COME BACK !

I failed 3 subjects for MYE & my term 1 hopefully pulls me up .
I'm upset at myself for not working hard .
I'll beat myself dead next term and EOY .
I've got a picture post for tmr !(:

I AM SO LAZYYYYYYYYYYYY

2008-05-15T23:47:00.004+08:00

I can bet these kind of answers are what the poor teachers in Singapore are receiving today ! LOL .

LOSER ;D

2008-05-08T19:03:00.002+08:00

EH RASHWINDER PAL SINGH DHILLON .
I WILL WIN YOU IN EMATHS LA .
Hahahahahahahahah !
I LOVE MYSELF .
I can still pass my emaths !!!!!!
Although I need 31 marks to pass .
But I don't care, RASH IS GOING DOWN :DDDDDDDDD

&& MY MT I GOT 50/70 FOR MY PAPER 1 !(:
I love myself for that !
3rd Highest in class ;DDDD unexpectedly (: !
I love my life now .
So that means I only failed amaths, as usual ):

Tomorrow's PHYSICS :D
Sure can pass but hopefully I can get A2 or A1 !(:

HEYMAMA ;D

2008-05-07T21:16:00.002+08:00

Oooh its 4 more torturous papers :D
Core history is tomorrow nia :DD

I'm mugging big time now .
I want to pass my Core History !
Desperate measures taken .

On the 14th of May, prepare to see a crazy girl running happily after 2 pm .
Trust me, I'm really sick and tired of examinations .
I'm going to care about drama and not the books for 3 weeks of the holidays .
I'm going to start doing all the class admin stuff and drama ones as soon as the exams are over ! (:

Kk now i'm off to study ! (:
MUG :D

MOODLESS :|

2008-05-06T22:17:00.004+08:00

I am in no mood to post .
Amaths fail, MT paper 2 fail, EMaths paper 1 fail ):

I hate studying ?
Hmms ...

But I'll mug more for paper 2 for emaths and the other upcoming tests (:

Mothers' day is coming and I can't be bothered :/

LALALALALALA . I'M LOVIN IT :D

2008-05-04T15:03:00.002+08:00

Okay . Lameeeeeeeeee (:

I'm in a crazy mood ...
Eh Rash, you don't make me jealous .
You stupid guy who don't need to take the trouble to learn MT .
( i'm just jkin .)
Hahahahs . I won't be surprised if I beat you by 1 mark for all subjects ! LOL .
Its your cursed fate (:

K I'm here to post for the sake of posting .
I doubt I'll be posting much tomorrow either cause Tuesday is the torturous AMTHS PAPER ):
Study hard everyone .
& tons of luck !(:

OMGIAMINAOHSOHAPPYMOOD !(:

2008-05-03T15:52:00.002+08:00

YFC INTERVIEW WAS LIKE A BREEZE !!(:

We are confident of getting through it and we are confident in doing well .
The judges comments were super good la .
They were impressed according to what they said .
We have just crossed the first hurdle !
I'm just so happy now .

Okay I'll reply to tags (:
I'm replying at my tagboard section now ! :D
Look out for the new chat thingy there !(:

$%^$^

2008-05-02T18:54:00.002+08:00

EH I HATE THE FREAKING DAMN PROBLEM WHEN I HAVE GASTRIC .

SCREWED LA .
I got gastric during my first paper in the morning and Grace was like I'm pregnant .
LMAO .
Don't be dumb la .
I haven't buy ticket lorhs :D
And fancy me starting the paper later than you guys by 40 mins ? LOL .
Anyway Mother Chua also kena gastric after me .
But can you imagine just crying cause of gastric ?
Okay, I'm that weak .
WEAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ):
*emos :D

But come on .
The best part is HE WAS THERE WHEN I WAS AT OFFICE :DDD
Okay hahas .
Only a few people knows who HE is .
& what happened.
^^

& alot more people started to get sick as well .
Eh lousy idiot, joking ! , you also get well soon la .
So easily sick, JUST LIKE ME .
(In 1 week cough like SHEEEEEEEEEET and craps .)
You worst .
Fever until can miss April Fools ! WALAO .
I sianned la .

-------

Time for emoing .
I JUST CANT STOP THIS .
Damn it .
No one knows what I'm going through and what I'm trying to do .
Maybe only 1 person .
Take my phone and you know what I mean .
Imissyou ):

SCREWED !

2008-04-30T20:27:00.002+08:00

Yeahs, screwed .
I SCREWED MY MATHS UP AGAIN .
I knew it big time .
I ain't that confident for it .

I want to take physics exams now !
I'm all prepared for it .
The problem with me is that I suck at maths big time & excel in Physics .
Hahahahs .
Physics and maths are relatively the same la .
Whats my problem ?!
I think I can handle maths now .
Looking at all the careless mistakes and lack of memory up there in my head .
*Shakes head !

Hahahs, hao lianing time !
LOL .
2 person just said I am pretty .
I am mehhs ? LOL .
Next, I GOT FULL MARKS FOR CHEMISTRY TEST :D
Next, okay no more :D

Anyway Mr Tan LH doesn't seem to remember my name .
He was like Suchada ( WTF ?! Ergh !), Abirami, Madhavi ?! LOL .
My name is so simple to remember please !
But he was super lame and funny today .

Chatting with Alan, a great buddy ! , it is simply great .
He makes me smile everytime !
Just saw him this evening at Lot 1 la !
I just realised I'm closer to the guys than the girls .
Hmms ...

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Damn it .
Thanks Valenlyn for telling me about it .
I felt much better .
But the thing is that, I don't dare .
I don't want .
I just rather save this friendship than lose it .

Cos everytime I see you
I get this feeling
I feel the sensation running in my veins
I'm flying on an angel's wing
I loved you since the day we met
But when you left, I just wept
I still love you, even more than you bet
Oh if only my love would be let..?

I think of the day when I see your face
Thinking of myself as an utter disgrace
I cry in the night and sob my tears
Where are you when I'm having all these fears

I just hope you'll know one day .
But for now, its too late .

OMG YAY !

2008-04-29T20:40:00.005+08:00

WE ARE ENLISTED FOR THE INTERVIEW FOR YFC ! (:

Omg .
Now I'm scared .
But I'm going to go through this man !
I wonder whats the other team's results ...
I'm hoping for the best .

Anyway today is Adam's birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM ! :D
I've got pictures for his birthday ! LOL .
I'm sorry Adam, but since its your birthday, TOO BAD :D

ADAM YOU ARE CUTE LA ! HAHAHAHAHAH .

I pity you la . Too bad its your birthday ! :D

I don't know why we did this to ourselves... Hahahs .
Oh thats Ian and me !

Ooh thats messy ! :D Yup you can see my face and the cream . Almost same colour .
LOL . Thanks for those comments people ! HAHAH .

Anyway Geography paper sucked :D
I officially lost 13 marks .
I hate the classes near my class la .
SUPER NOISY AND INCONSIDERATE .
I'm going to haunt you for that !
Actually its not them .
Its the others (:

Tomorrow's Emaths .
I'm failing it for sure .
Yeahs, FAIL .
But I'll go there and do my best .

Kk .
I'll mug now .

AH EXAMINATIONS !

2008-04-28T20:08:00.003+08:00

Screw the idea of wasting papers and giving us exams !
Social studies was a killer .
Big time .
I guess whatever I studied didn't help at all !
& once again, I DID NOT READ MY INSTRUCTIONS.
OH SCREW MYSELF PLEASE !
Wait, I can't .
Oh, whatever .

Juma'at ! Hey man, hope you're doing fine .
Hope to see you around when you're better yeahs ? (:

Man, I love my chio cousin ! (:
Grace is super chio la !!! Eh, I jealous ehhs .
Hahahs .
Ah super random me .

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR MYE !(:
I know this is a day late .

Damn it . Its geography tomorrow !

-----

If you look into my eyes and see carefully, you know what's wrong with me .
I'm just imcomplete without you .

♥

2008-04-27T20:42:00.003+08:00

Omg valenlyn chua .

NICK DOESN'T LIKE/LOVE ME WHATSOEVER !

Omg why are you guys thinking like that ?
Please do not publicise such stuff man ..

I'm screwing my MYE this time .
First paper is already the killer .
Imagine geography .
I'll flunk this term's humanities .
Okay, I must be positive .
I'll mug until 3 am in the morning !
I won't give up .
Nick is my competitor this exams .
I'll beat you flat ( although I know I don't stand a chance now ! ) .

Kk .
SS HERE I COME :D

OMG MY PREPAID LEFT 1 CENT . WTF AT THE WRONG TIME LA .
DADDY ! I WANT TOP UP !!!! ARGH ):

LOVE MAKES THE WOLRD GO ROUND !(:

2008-04-27T01:12:00.001+08:00

Hahahs. I dont know what to name my post so tadaa ! :D

I'm like super bored and I can't stand mugging like a nerd and nothing goes in my brain !
Love my new blogskin ?
I just love navi skins la !
So cool .
Made this skin from scratch !
Hahas .
Borrow a couple of basecodes thats all (:

Anyway for Valenlyn .

Ss paper format :D

-Full Paper
-40 marks.
-1 1/2 hr paper .

Section A
SBQ 15 marks .
3 SBQ questions .
All is inference -> purpose ->
3 As (Author, Action, Audience)
Compare & contrast .

Section B
25 marks .
2 essay questions .
(a) -> 13 marks .
(b) -> 12 marks .

* MUST BE 2 PAGES LONG !

I'm putting it up at class blog too !(:

ARE THIS MAILS TRUE ?

2008-04-26T20:22:00.002+08:00

You know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of
the opposite sex thinking of you.
They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always
thinking about you,this is all true and not fake.
If you repost this in 5 minutes the person that is longing to be with
you will approach you within 1 month and ask you out or grab you and kiss
you.
But if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again
for
5 years

Advice for guys

-When she acts shy....
-Say I Love You
-When she or he runs away from you...
-Chase her
-When she puts her face near yours...
-Kiss her
-When she kicks and punches you...
- Hold her tight
-When she is silent...
-Shes thinking of how to say I Love You
-When she ignores you...
-She wants all your attention
-When she pulls away...
- grab her by the waist and never let go
-When you see her at her worst...
- tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
-When she screams at you...
- Tell her you love her, you have to mean it
-When you see her walking...
- Sneak up behind her and grab her by the waist and give her a kiss
-When she's scared...
- Hold her and tell her everything will be okay cause she's with you
-When she looks like somethings the matter...
-Kiss her and tell her not to worry
-While she holds your hand...
- Play with her fingers

Girls

- You really don't need any tips just be your flawless selves and let the
boy do the work for once!

Post this in the next 69 seconds and you will have the best day of your life
this Saturday and the one u love will either....
-KISS YOU
-ASK YOU OUT
-CALL YOU

---------------

This is really sweet........

-When a boy is quiet ...
millions of things are running
in his mind.

-When a boy is not arguing ...
he is thinking deeply.

-When a boy looks at u
with eyes full of questions
... he is wondering
how long you will be around.

-When a boy answers
' I'm fine '
after a few seconds
...he is not at all fine.

-When a boy stares at you
... he is wondering why you
are lying.

-When a boy sat on your lap he is wishing 4 u to be his forever.

When a boy want to see you everyday, he want to be pampered.

-When a boy says
' I love you ' ...
he means it.

-When a boy says
' I miss you ' ...
no one in this world can
miss you more than that.

-Life only comes around
once make sure u spend it
with the right person...

Find a Guy,
-Who calls you beautiful
instead of hot.
-Who calls you back when
you hang up on him.
-Who will stay awake
just to watch you sleep.
-Wait for the guy who ...
kisses your forehead.
-Who wants to show you
off to the world when you
are in your sweats.
-Who holds your hand in
front of his friends.
-Who is constantly
reminding you of how much
he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you.
-Who turns to his friends
and says, ' That's her!! '

If you open this you have
to repost it, guy or girl,
or you will have bad luck
for the rest of your
life!!!!!
If I don't get this back
I guess your not my friend.
If you have a lot of love
for someone,
Copy and send this to your
whole list.
In 5 minutes your true
love will call or message
you.
Tonight at midnight your
true love will realize
they like you.
Something good will happen
to you at
approx. 1:42pm tomorrow,
it could be anywhere.
So get ready for the
biggest shock of your life.
If you break this chain,
you will be cursed with
relationship
problems for the most
important time
of your life. Send this to
15 people in 15 minutes to
carry on the
chain...and spare yourself the
emotional stress.

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I really wonder if this happens .
If it does, why doesn't it happen to some people who have been trying their luck ?

POP !(: CUM RIBBON TYING

2008-04-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

YAY !
We just earned 3 hours for CIP .
Hahahahah .
& I've just memorized another section of the geography notes ! :D
I am pushing myself through this !(:

& I hope I'm fine now :/
I've been coughing non-stop & vomitting helped me alot ths morning !
Hahah, I'm that sick .
The result of too much of coughing=to muscle ache at the stomach .
& IT HURTS !

Passing out parade was fine except for some funny stuff that happened .
I shall not mention it .
I had a fun time talking to Arif & the rest @ the prefects room .
Arif was damn funny and was sort of bullied .
The situation was pretty fun la .
Sorry fishball for not going to Mac earlier with you !
But I think that talking to Arif was pretty fun as well !(:

I LOVE LAUGHING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS WITH MY TWO BABES ! (:
Sorry yenloong for snatching away your fries .
Sorry junting for snatching away yours too ! LOL .
Mac was funny !

THANKYOU RASHWINDER FOR APPLE PIE :D

Kk . It a short post .
Need to mug for now .
Good luck for the papers people !(:

---

Though its too late to apologise, I wanna let you know .
I'm just regretting all my actions .
I know I'll never be forgiven .
But still I'll continue to love you like I should .
Its like karma happening .
No one know how much I cried for you cause I chose to remain silent about what has happened .
I know tears won't bring you back .
But I'll just stay where I am cause I know I deserve to have this kind of end .
I really miss you boy .

SICK ):

2008-04-24T20:49:00.002+08:00

Yeap I've fallen sick again but I just couldn't afford to lose out in a test so I decided not to do the test to save my ass from low marks :D
MR ONG THANKS TRUCK LOADS !

Yeap, I coughed like nobody's business and disrupted some people's thoughts halfway .
PAISEH !
Anyway coughing sucks big time cause it will make you wanna puke after coughing for too much!
I don't wanna go school tomorrow cause of the sick cough .
But there's CIP !
I don't wanna miss it !

Oh yeahs, MDM ALIZA TAKE CARE ! * WINKS .

I'm trying to get all the facts in my head but it doesn't seem to go in at this time .
MIIYA NEEDS TO MUGGGGGGGG .
MIIYA JUST GO NERDY LIKE YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE IN THE PAST !
MIIYA GET YOUR WORK DONE LA !

Okay I'm ordering myself now .
Its an order !
I'm off to study all the difficult stuff ! ;D

I'M SORRY ! (:

2008-04-24T20:29:00.002+08:00

CHERYLCHEW, MY PEBBLEMEI! ILOVEYOU!
JOANNEKOH, MY TWIIN ! ILOVEYOU!

Girls, I really don't know how to thank you .
Thanks for being so true to me though I haven't been me lately .
Thanks for letting me know everything .

Hmms, I know I'm willing .
& thanks for being willing to do things for me .
I'm indebt to the both of you .
I'm going to show that I can change for the better .
I'm going to be the true me that I am and not the so-not me .
I think I'm missing myself .
LOL .

DANCE FLOOR ANTHEM :D

2008-04-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm super busy and Valenlyn just left my house .
ARGH !
Flip, flop, flip, flop .
These 2 words are filling up in my mind .
Only Valenlyn understands what is means .

I'm gonna die tomorrow .
My bag is super freaking heavy ! Argh !

Okay I'm ending this short post .
Projects at stakes !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I hate chemistry test on wednesdays .

GO ON GIRL :D

2008-04-21T20:24:00.003+08:00

YEAH GIRL ! :D
Okay I'm so high now .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE !

Today was terrible .
Emo-ed half the day .
Danced like mad till the sun set .
In the end, I came home with a smile .

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I'm trying to go on .
But I can't get over you .
There's this invisible wall thats stopping me .
Whatever I do, I think of you .
There's nothing in this world that can stop me from doing it but you .
I know you may not be able to read this but still I'm be happy with whatever your decision is .

Hmms, I've lost too many people close to my heart .
But you were more closer than that .
Much more than anyone else .

---
Such an emo post afterall .
---

Your loved ones are like balloons filled with helium in it .
Hold on tight and they'll stay in your hands,
Let go of it and they'll be lost .
Just the same for the one you love most deep in your heart (:

I just let most of my balloons fly off ..
And just realised that it was jut a stupid dumb mistake .
Keeping the balloons in my hand was a much better choice .

I just only have these words to say .
I love you, I miss you & I need you .
But its okay if I don't get these back .
I'll move on with my life .
But I'll never forget what happened .